After a few moths I stood on the terrace above the entrance to the harem, I saw concubines who were waiting for someone. I didn't know who was coming, so I tough maybe it was the Sultan or Mihrimah Sultana.

,,Destur Her Majesty Princess Livia" The main agha yelled.

Suddenly a beautiful young woman walked in. I didn't know what a princess is doing here, but I hoped that she has nothing to do with my Murad.

That day Nurbanu Sultan called me in her chambers for dinner. When I arrived there was

No one had told me anything about her amd her arrival, that was a little suspicious to me but I didn't really mind.

That day Nurbanu Sultan called me for dinner in her chambers. When I arrived there were Sah, Ismihan,  Gevherhan too. I bowed and I sat down.

Seconds after a same princess walked in. ,,Sah, Gevherhan, Ismihan, Muazzez, meet princess Livia, she is from Italy, just like me." Nurbanu said.

,,Princess, It's my pleasure to meet you" I said smiling.

,,It's my pleasure too Sultana." She said.

,,Oh I'm not sultana yet, I mean I'm pregnant with Sehzade Murad's child, but that doesn't make me a Sultana." I replied.

Smile on princess's face disappeared and Nurbanu gave me her death stare, I didn't know what I said wrong.

,,Anyways, Muazzez when will your sister, Gulbahar hatun arrive in harem." Nurbanu asked.

,,She will be here in a few moths, she needs to prepare everything." I replied.

The time princess was here, I tried to become her friend but she was very rude to me and she started to get on my nerves. That was so suspicious to me but I didn't mind at all.

Meanwhile, Nurbanu and me weren't that close that we used to be, I guess she was just using me to get rid of Safiye, and she did it, I mean Safiye is still here of course but she became totally different person since she unfortunately lost her child.

That day I was cuddling with Murad in his room. ,,Murad why is princess Livia here, why she can just leave?" I asked him.

,,Muazzez she's just a guest, she is here because of political jobs, she'll leave soon don't worry." He said while he was playing with my hair.

In that moment I felt a sharp pain in my stomach, I got used to it because I'm in 8th month.

,,Muazzez are you ok?!"

,,I am, little Sehzade likes to kick me a a lot." I said.

,,How do you know, maybe It's a sultana?" Murad asked me.

,,Then I'll love her the same way I'd love him!" I said with a smile on my face. Murad just kissed me.

Next day Nurbanu organized the party in harem, we were enjoying, but the wired thing was the princess wasn't there, but I didn't think much of it.

Suddenly someone arrived, he bowed and opened the scroll.

,,Dilvetlu inayetlu with the will of Sultan Selim Khan, everyone should know that the son on Sultan Selim Khan, Sehzade Murad, and the daughter of the late Prince Victorio, princess Livia, have legally married a dowery of 200.000 gold coins." He said.

That moment my heart broke into a million peaces, I couldn't believe that Murad would marry another woman.

I wanted to go back to my chambers, so I pretended that the baby was kicking, so it wouldn't be that obvious.

,,Sultana can I go back to my chambers Sehzade really likes to kick me today." I said.

,,Of course!" Nurbanu said, I bowed and left. When I got to my chambers tears began to flow down my cheeks.

,,Muazzez hatun, what happened?!" Akiye hatun asked me.

,,Everyone out, I don't want so see anyone!" I yelled and everyone left.

I've never felt such a pain in my soul, I couldn't believe that Murad was with me yesterday but today he's marrying another woman, I really thought he loved me.

I cried all day and I night I couldn't accept the fact Murad is married to another woman.

*Few days later in Murad's chambers*

Murad was just done making a necklace. ,,Lufti agha!" Murad called Lufti.

Lufti agha entered his room, ,,Yes Sehzade!" He said.

,,Call me Muazzez hatun, I want to give this to her." Murad said.

,,Sehzade I think I can't do that." Lufti said.

,,What fo you mean?" Murad asked with puzzled face.

,,Sehzade, Muazzez hatun is not letting anyone in her chambers and I also heard she's not eating anything for the past few days." Lufti said.

,,What! Why didn't you told me that earlier?!" Murad said and angrily left his chambers.

*Back to Muazzez's chambers*

It was another day, another day of crying, my eyes were red but I didn't care, I felt useless. Suddenly I heard knock on my door, I decided to just ignore it, they might go away.

,,Muazzez please let me in I need to talk to you." Someone said. That voice sounded familiar, the I realized that was Murad, but I still didn't open.

,,Muazzez please, I know you hate me but I need to see you!" He said

Even thought I don't want to talk to him, I still love him and I'll be the mother of his child, so I dictated to let him in.

,,Come in." I said.

He came in and sat next to me. ,,Muazzez, my beautiful flower, what happened to you!" He said trying to hug me.

,,Don't touch me!" I said.

,,Why are you like this Muazzez?" He asked me and he seemed pretty worried.

,,And you're asking me that? Your married to a princess you don't even know, instead of me!?" I said and began to cry even harder.

,,My Muazzez, I married her because of politics, My father forced me to do that because he wants peace with Italy." He said.

,,But you will forget me, that always happens," I said wiping my tears.

,,How can I forget about you, my heart belongs to you Muazzez, you're the reason of my existence." He said hugging me.

This time I let him hug me because I had a feeling that he meant what he said.

,,Really?" I asked me looking straight at his eyes.

,,Yes, my heart beats for you Muazzez." He said as he grabbed my hand and put it on his chest. I felt so safe that moment, his words just touched my heart. I hugged Murad as hard as I could.

,,Don't forget that when you hurt yourself you hurt me too, you have a child inside you Muazzez." He said hugging me.

,,I won't, but promise me you'll never forget me, because without your love I'm nothing." I said.

,,I promise." Murad said and kissed my head.