"Why are you taking the entire blanket?" He whined in a whisper.

"You're also doing the same." You reverted being unable to sleep due to certain reasons.

"Take this. I'm not able to sleep anyways." You sighed throwing away the blanket at him.

"Why?" He asked.

"I don't know. I feel so restless." You replied.

"Talk slowly or she'll wake up again." You slightly laughed.

"She wants a sibling so badly." He murmured.

"I know. She must feel so lonely." You pitied.

"I'll talk to her mom about this." You said.

"Wait! Why would you ask her for a baby?" He whisper yelled turning in your direction.

"Why not? She wants a sibling and I'll tell her she feels lonely." You defended.

"How can you interfere in someone's private life?" He asked.

"If it's for Hyun, I'll do anything." You replied.

"You like her that much?" He asked with a smile and nodded vigorously.

"We can have a baby too!" You suggested in excitement.

"W-what? No!" He choked.

"Why? Don't you want a baby too?" You asked scooting closer to him.

"No. I mean, we can't." He said growing nervous.

"Why?" You slapped his arm.

"Aren't we too young? Do you think we'll be able to handle a baby? You're especially young. I can't handle two chaotic persons at a time." He questioned.

"That's also a point but did you just call me chaotic?" You sounded mad. He didn't say anything.

"Sleep quietly. You're acting so stupid." He chortled.

"I'm feeling cold. You've taken the entire blanket. What do I do? I can't fall asleep like that." You pinched his arms. He yelped in pain.

"Get inside my hoodie." He suggested.

"Oh! You're so desirous Jungkook." You told in sarcasm.

"Don't cook fantasies. You're feeling cold." He said.

He put away the blanket and opened his arms signaling you to get inside his hoodie. You gently lifted his hoodie and traced your fingers on his abs.

"Y/n, you've become so naughty these days." He scolded holding your hand to stop you from touching him.

"I just wanted to see how it feels to have abs." You whispered and go inside his hoodie. You wrapped your hands around his warm body.

Your head popped out near his face. Both of your faces were just centimeters away from each other.

"Thank you. You are so warm." You spoke placing a long peck on his lips. You couldn't clearly see his face but were damn sure that he was blushing right now.

"You better sleep quietly or I'm throwing you out of my hoodie." He warned and you were so ready to mock him.

"I want to tell you something." You spoke again and this time, his arms were wrapped tightly around your body.

"Go ahead." He stated stroking your waist.

"I love you." You spoke gathering every single piece of courage inside you.

"What did you just say?" He tried to confirm.

"I said I love you." You slightly yelled.

"It's a lame joke for your kind information." He added.

"I'm serious." You said.

"What should I reply to you with?" He asked.

"As if I know. You don't love me, right? That's the only thing I can understand from your words right now." You stated growing a bit disappointed. It's not like you expected him to hug you and tell you that he loves you back but maybe, your heart was not prepared for this.

"I don't know what to say. My heart is beating as fast as yours right now. But I'm not sure how I feel. But loving me may not be good for you." He chuckled badly.

"It's okay Jungkook. I understand. I'm putting you into an ugly middle position, right? I'm sorry for that but I couldn't keep that to myself anymore. You don't see how I feel anyways. Your past was miserable and I know that. I'm sorry again." You spoke getting out of his hoodie and turning away.

"Y/n, it's not like I don't like you or something. Are you mad at me?" He spoke trying to turn you back to face him but you didn't.

"I'm sleepy Jungkook." You spoke in a feeble voice wiping your tears. He knew you must be feeling bad and crying but what could he do?

"Don't cry at least." He spoke scooting closer to you and placing his arm on your waist.

"Jungkook, please don't. You're making it hard for me." You barely spoke through your faint sobs.

He sat up straight and made you sit too. He saw tears falling down your eyes making him go mad at himself. He pulled you closer and wiped your tears cupping your face. Your sobs were getting intense with his every act.

He could think of nothing to make you stop crying. Without any second thought, he cupped his lips with yours. He started to kiss you gently.

He held your nape making the kiss much more intense. He nibbled on your lips without any gap. Your breath was hitching at his sudden first move. He pushed you down still kissing you gently.

"Please don't cry. I can't stand that. I just can't." He spoke against your lips wiping your tears with his thumb.

"I'm sorry. I didn't mean to cry but I just lost the hold." You spoke snuggling into his chest.

"Don't be. I am the one at fault. This was the worry I had. This is why I was pushing you away. I didn't want you to be miserable like this. I hate witnessing you cry." He spoke and guilt was visible in his voice.

"It's not your fault. I crossed the boundary. I lost against your charms. You take care of me as if I'm someone precious. I feel so important when I'm with you. I crave your attention all the time. I hate being away from you and I hate the fact that my classmates are always planning to hit on you somehow. I fear losing you. I feel so insecure because I'm not as pretty as those girls out there. I don't have the charms to seduce you. I fear someone will steal you." You spoke caressing his cheeks and tears followed.

"Don't be scared. Hold on to me. I won't disappoint you." He spoke engulfing you in his arms. You fell asleep after sobbing for sometime.

TO BE CONTINUED...

Heard about BTS going to enlist military. Did you all see that? They'll continue their group activities in 2025. At first, my hands went cold on hearing this. I was out of my mind. I cried so badly because I felt so horrible but this is not the end. They'll be back again. Let's be by their side till the very end. They love us and we do the same so let's just hold onto them. We can stream their music and continue to support them at least, right? Let's love BTS like they love us. Let's pray for their well being.