Siya's pov:

After listening to that woman saying about him being in LA makes me think like i am betrayed by him.

I walked out of the building with a heavy heart. I don't know where  to go at this time, i can't go back to my parents so I called ryan to pick me up.

He too returned from marriage but not with me, he wasn't happy seeing me in this wrecked state.

He was as devastated as i am seeing me like this. I cried in his embrace the whole night

He said he got work to do in india then why on earth he is in LA?

Is that only me desparate for him all the freaking time...
I so want his presence but what did he do ?vanished  like a spark.

If he even consider me as his friend at least he would have told me the situation ,atlest he would have answered my calls but no the only thing matters to him was work not me.... All a lie?
What ever the emergency was a message won't do a  harm.
    
      I think i again made a mistake , a very big mistake.
I know i have fallen for him, few weeks back was okay with my decision and career but now i am not. When he kissed on my cheek i felt that raw emotion swirl inside my heart and stomach.

When he hugged me in the car that day and caressed my hair i felt so loved after so many  years, felt like staying in his embrace for the rest of my life ,His touch is enough to brurn my body

I have fallen for Aaron Malhothra there is no going back now.....

25 days later;

It's been a month since Aaron left me with an aching heart
i don't know what happened so sudden even my friends in india don't know anything  about him

Like old days i have no search team to search for him.
   I keep on asking vihaan to search for him as he is the main head of Advani hotels, now he has control over all the new technology to protect the business without  any intrusions like i had once 
    
  Till now i don't know how it would be to be heart broken...
now i am experiencing it
all these days i couldn't eat , sleep,even cooking has became diffcult for me.

I am so worried about Aaron more than anything right now ,i want him safe and sound wherever he is

If he don't love me it's okay i will live like this for the rest of my life but wanna listen him saying that he is fine somewhere..........

       I didn't celebrate my 26 th birth day this year .......

Ashley and ethan were on their honeymoon
ryan was in australia on a camp, I feel so loney all of a sudden

After had been held by Aaron for just 5 minutes made my heart to be in between his arms for the rest of my life

For the first time i feel like committing suicide

Is this how we feel when we loose our loved one's
They say it takes only four minutes to fall in love with someone and i think it happened in my case

I don't know when i fell so deep for him but
I fell for him knowing he had hook up's with so many girls who are far more prettier than I am

I fell  for him knowing he had sex with my elder sister

I fell for him knowing i may not be with him forever

I wish i could go back and make this marriage thing never happened in my life.
It's so fucking suffocating when ever i think about him.
  
Once i want to talk to him just once..........

"Mam customers are calling for you" said the waitress alice.

I walked to them and saw two men and a woman, one of them looks like american and other looks like are from vhere,vietnam ......the woman or i  should say the girl is young might be around  my age  twenty six or something like that, she  looks so familiar  to me like i had seen her before

"Food tastes heaven feel like appreciating the artist" said the man who looked like american

"Thank you we are glad that you enjoyed our food "
i said ....

"If you don't mind we would like to  collaborate with your  restaurant business" said the same man.

"Actully we are partners with Aaron Malhothra" i said , his name felt so heavy on my tounge........
   I saw some unknown emotion swirl in that girl's eyes.
"Oh the one from india" asked the same one i just nodded....

Later that evening i was walking to a nearby park to compose my body and brain as they scattered in opposite poles.......

I am checking my e mails on my phone then somebody called my name from behind,i turned to see the girl from restaurant this morning who seems like an indian.

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