Golden

"Yes Shae, do you think I'm wrong? I can't force someone who doesn't want to be married to marry me" I frowned not wanting to believe what I was saying was true.

"He knows this is something you wanted, he even brought it up but if he changed his mind then y'all need to sit and have a talk." she advised.

I nodded my head agreeing with her as if she could see.

"I'll talk to his dumb ass when he gets home later" I spoke releasing a heavy sigh as I got up off the couch. My eyes widened when I walked into the dining room.

"Shae I'm going to call you back, bought to beat these kids asses" I quickly hung up the phone up and looked at my kids.

"Kash and Ketara get off the damn table" I yelled running over as they tried to reach the chandelier that hung above the table in the dining room. Kash was hunched over and Ketara stood on his back. I quickly pulled them both down as Kaelin walked in.

"We wanted the diamonds to give you mommy" Ketara pouted while Kash nodded in agreement with her.

"Don't let me catch y'all on my table again" I told them ignoring the pouts they gave me. They knew better and made sad faces, Jayceon fell for that stuff, I didn't.

"Sorry mommy" they said in unison.

"It's okay, gimme kiss" I puffed out my cheeks and propped them up more in my hand. They giggled leaning closer and kissed my cheek.

"Mom can I get an IPhone?" She asked walking over to me with Elijah trailing behind her. I placed Kash and Ketara on the ground watching all three of them run off.

"No" I answered before going into the kitchen to to grab a bottle of water. I had to be at work soon so I cooked dinner already, all they had to do was warm it up.

"Why not? Everyone has one" she whined stopping her feet a little bit. I gave her a warning looking daring her to try me.

"What did I just say?" I asked turning around to look at her and she remained quiet."I don't care what these little kids have, you don't need a iPhone you need to go get your head in a damn book"

"Fine" she huffed stomping off. I couldn't pick up something quick enough to throw and hit her with before she left kitchen. That little girl was really testing my patience these days.

I saw my phone lighting up and rolled my eyes as Jayceon name flashed across the screen. I contemplated but decided to answer.

"Hello" I answered. I frowned when I didn't hear anything. I pulled the phone away to see if it hung up but the call was still going. I was about to hang guessing that he butt dialed me but I stopped when I heard a females voice.

"Where's wifey?" I heard the females voice giggle.

"She where she needs to be, I got something nice you could be on" Jay answered her back.

I muted my phone so they wouldn't hear me and made my way upstairs to our bedroom. Kaelin was watching tv so I knew she would call me if the kids were doing something they shouldn't be. I turned the record call button so I could play this shit back to him.

"Mhmm I could be wifey, I would treat you better. How could she have you going without sex like that?" she said making me want to slap the dog shit out of her.

"You gonna handle my problem for me?"

He better not be talking about what I think he's talking about.

"You know I will Jay Daddy" her annoying ass voice.

"Then come over here, you doing all that talking" he laughed.

His laugh that was usually contagious and made me smile, made me sick to my stomach.

"You don't need this baby, condoms get in the way" she whispered.

I guess trying to sound seductive but she ended up sounding like a man. I shook my head not wanting to hear anymore but I forced myself to.

"You funny but I ain't hitting it raw"

"You no fun" she whined as I heard the sound of a belt buckle. Something dropped to the floor making me pull the phone away.

"Shit!" I heard Jays voice panic as it got closer to the phone.

"What your phone broke or something?" her voice asked sounding like she didn't really care.

"Golden? Baby you there?" he asked sounding frantic.

I stared at my phone not knowing if I should just hang up or un-mute it and cuss him out. I settled on not doing anything I just left my phone there and prepared to take a shower so I could go to work. This had happened to me too many times in the past so I didn't know how to feel anymore. I couldn't help but to cry as the shower water feel on me. Once again I found myself being hurt by someone I loved.

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