♥️Warning the following chapter might have some of y'all "fucked up"

continuation...

"What are you talking about?" I asked the girl, now fully unlocking my door and opening it.

"You don't know about me do you?" She asked.

"No I don't so why don't you clarify that and explain why you're here or leave" I responded getting irritated.

"I'm Meliana Carter, Jayceon's wife. I found out about you recently and decided to stop by" she said. She looked irritated as if she had more on her mind.

"Wife?" I repeated not remembering any other word from her statement.

"Yes wife, we have a son together" she stated proudly. I didn't even know how to handle that. It seems like every time I try to pick my self up something knocked me right back down.

"How long have y'all been married?" I managed to ask holding back the urge to cry.

"Technically since we were young, we went to Vegas together after graduation and got married but we didn't think it was real. About three years ago we started seeing each other again and found out. He said he wanted to really try and make it work, we've been together ever since. He always says he has business trips so I didn't think anything of him being gone all the time"

"Me and Jayceon are done so I really don't care, you could have him" I lied about not caring but I would never make her know that.

"I thought I was pregnant when I went for my monthly check up" she continued ignoring what I had just said.

"What part of I don't care, you could have him, do you not understand?" I asked trying to keep my cool. I wanted to just break everything in site including her smug ass face.

"The doctors tested me when I told them that my husband stepped out on me a few months ago. I tested positive for HIV and Jayceon gave it to me. I thought you had a right to know so you could get tested, I told him over a week ago and clearly he has yet to tell you anything."

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"Get away from me Jayceon, I break up with you thinking my life was going to start being better and you pull this shit" I cried throwing the lamp from off my bedside table. He ducked dodging it and I watched the glass shatter on the dark hard wood floor.

"Gold I was going to tell you" he said stepping closer. I shook my head and took another step back.

"Tell me when? Tell me what? I could fucking have HIV Jayceon all because you can't keep it in your fucking pants. Not only that but you have another family. A fucking wife and a child, meanwhile I'm over here clueless" I yelled. I grabbed any and everything and began throwing it at him.

"Gold I'm sorry" he said ducking behind the bed.

"I feel like such a fucking idiot, all that time thinking you had left your cheating ways in the past. Come to find out you had a fucking family this whole time. Those so called business trips you went on, those were a fucking lie" I shouted.

"Lower your voice, the kids are--" he tried to tell me but I shit him right up.

"Shut the fuck up, you weren't worried about your kids when you were on those business trips." I rolled my eyes.

"I don't want you stressing, it's not good for the baby"

"Don't try to tell me what's good and not good for me. I wish I would've known sooner so I could've aborted this baby. I hate you so much, I hope you fucking die slow" I snapped. I had made an appointment to get tested tomorrow morning but then I would have to wait a while for the results.

"You don't mean that, I know I messed up and I know I hurt you"

"You don't know shit, when you love somebody you don't lie and cheat over and over again. Why was I so dumb, why'd I put up with your shit for so long. I put myself back together after dealing with so much and I open up and let you know how my past was and how it affected me"

"Gold I love you, I do I just fucked up bad"

"That's all you ever say, you love me and you're sorry. You don't mean any of that so just stop."

"I'll do whatever it takes to keep our family together, to keep us together. I'll do anything you say Gold" he pleaded but I wasn't hearing it.

"You can't make it up, I had a mother that didn't love me and tried to take my child away. I had a fucking boyfriend who abused me and took advantage of me. Is there some sign on my fucking face that tells people to treat me like shit? Am I that bad of woman? I gave you everything and all I wanted was your loyalty in return"

"I'll go get help, we can find and counselor" he suggested but I just shook my head.

"Go get help, go get Jesus, just know that if there was even a slight chance of us getting back together, it's completely gone, I'm done with you."

"I could divorce her and we'll get married like you talked about"

"I moved out, we're over and I wouldn't want to trap myself with some bitch made nigga" I spat looking at him in disgust. The one guy I open up to after a few years turns out to be just as bad as my first.

"Watch your mouth Gold"

"This is the real reason why you didn't want to get married, this is why you changed your mind, because of her?"

"What about the kids?" He asked getting quiet.

"My kids will be fine, don't act like you care about anything. Go back to your wife and kid. If you could hide them for so long then who knows what else your lying ass is hiding. Probably got a man on the side too" I said which looked like it made Jayceon mad.

"Gold stop fucking playing with me" he said balling up his fist.

"Why? You played me for all these years, I can't do it back?"I asked provoking him.

"Ima leave before I do something I regret"

"You're my regret, please leave and don't come back"

"Golden why can't you shutup, you just gotta keep talking" he yelled clearly getting frustrated.

"God gave me a mouth so I'ma use it, what are you gonna do about it niigggaaa?" I drawled out stepping towards his direction.

"You really trying my patience" he spoke taking a deep breath.

"And you trying my life, what I struck a nerve, you like dick in the booty bitch, hmmm? Is that how you got it?" I asked. Jayceon suddenly came towards me and gripped me up.

"Say something else" he warned.

"Something.Else" I replied smartly. He nodded his head and looked around before punching me in the my face.

"She got that shit, I'm waiting on my results. Stop talking about shit you don't know about bitch. Talking bout I'm gay, you must've lost your damn mind" he spat looking down at me.

"Get the fuck out" I shouted as I looked up. He didn't say anything to me, he just looked at me before leaving.

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