Jaehyun stared at me, crouched down on the grassy ground. I placed some flowers on the memorial plate. Jaehyun noticed how I traced the names on top of the plate. There were a bunch of colorful flowers all aligned, white candles lit around the memorial plate.

In all the dusky evening color of vanishing orange and blue made the scenery all more sentimental.

"Mama what's this?" he asked quietly. He saw something like this on the TV before. A memorial was it?

I glanced at Jaehyun with a sad smile.

"This is a special place we come to remember the good people on earth" I explained.

The memorial was made by the mayor and the people. They wrote down everyone's names that passed in the tragic bus accident. With only 3 people surviving, including a heavily pregnant me. It was a pitiful accident everyone loved to talk about.

"So they're dead" he pointed out in quite a direct manner.

"What? Uh yeah sadly. They're in heaven now"

Jaehyun looked at me without blinking "are you sure? Only God knows who will go to heaven or hell. What if a person stole a leaf from someone else's garden? And killed rats and stomped on flies and—" Jaehyun continued blabbering.

"..."

He is his father's son.

"Jaehyun honey, why don't we walk back to your pa"

Jaehyun nodded his head and held onto my hand.

"Mama do you still feel sick sometimes"

"No I'm fine honey, the doctors helped me and you helped me the most!" I smiled.

Jaehyun blushed, feeling delighted that his mama complimented him. Jaehyun cleared his throat and covered his mouth looking away to hide his blushing face.

"You're welcome mama"

I noticed his red ears and held back stifling laughter. He is just too cute to not love. Too bad it's another carbon copy of Jungkook.

It's really not all that bad.

It's just Jaehyun is a bit more compelled to voice his opinions whether is nice or bad. Jungkook has done a great job for the first 5 years of Jaehyun's life turning him completely into a Jungkook numero 2. 

"Took you long madam" a familiar voice rang from the lounge of the hotel. 

A tall handsome man stood by a minibar. He wore shorts and a purple t-shirt holding a martini glass in his hands. His green eyes were the most noticeable from far. He smelled of something familiar. 

I gave him a snarky smile and peeked at my watch. Actually, we've really been away for 45 minutes. 

"Don't get me started, it was hard enough to not stop by and stare at the art of the hotel. You did invest in this right?"

Jungkook ruffled Jaehyun's hair and glanced at me, "yeah I thought is a nice place to help that loyal board director of mine" 

Jungkook only invests in things that will benefit him and with a little influence from Mirae, he donated the money to Water aid and cancer research. Not that he didn't do before but he personally did not handle giving out charity. 

He had his own men to handle these things. It's safe to assume this would be his first official donation. 

"Jaehyun I ordered food it's in your room, Lesia will help you eat," Jungkook said referring to Jaehyun's nanny and ushered him to go. Jaehyun narrowed his eyes but couldn't say anything of a sort to reject his dad. 

"Well yeah, it's a late sweetie. Have dinner and prepare to go sleep I'll join you tonight okay?"

Jaehyun nodded and looked at his dad again. 

"What's wrong?" 

"What if I don't feel sleepy?" He asked Jungkook. 

"Read some books then wouldn't that be fun" 

Jaehyun huffed shrugging his shoulders and looked at us again. 

Jungkook couldn't help but smile and kelt down, "what is it?"

"Can I watch a movie before I go to bed instead? Pretty please, please, please It's the train one!" 

 "Oh, that one just this one time. Do we have an understanding here" Jungkook said with a firm tone.

Jaehyun nodded and held his hand out. Jungkook played along and shook their hands in agreement as if they were in a business meeting. 

"Goodnight mama, goodnight pa. Wait ma don't forget to come to my room okay? And I'm eating first before I watch the movie." 

"Promise." I kissed his cheek as he fled off to his room. 

***

Jungkook and I took a small walk outside the terrace of the hotel. The hotel was situated in a very green area with trees and a nice view of a beach. It was built with floors only but was exceptionally large. 

I couldn't help but smell a very familiar thing on Jungkook. 

"You still smoke." 

Jungkook sighed looking up at the sky darkening as time went by. The stars were starting to show thanks to the clear sky. 

"Disappointing right?" I sat closer to him and stared at the swimming pool before us. 

"Yes very disappointing. I can't help but start thinking about what happened to your lungs and heart" 

It was hard to think about it. 5 years ago I thought he started to handle it well with smoking, seems that my 5-year absence must've taken a toll on him. I am disappointed yes. But If I put myself in his shoes he must've carried all the responsibility, meeting. Spending as much time as he can with Jaehyun. 

It was too much. 

He is no superman. 

Nor a God. 

"I'm sorry" I apologized. 

Jungkook smiled immediately "No don't be. It's my fault" he sighed pitifully laying his head on my shoulders as he hugged me closer to him. 

"I just can't stop smoking. It's so hard" he mumbled, "I still feel my hands shaking sometimes. The only reason I was able to get up and go to work is because of Jaehyun, sometimes I still think... what if you're gone again and what if Jaehyun ends up losing his mother. I don't want him to grow up without a mother. And... I need you" 

"Jungkook—" 

"Fuck I sound so corny but shit! I really mean it Mirae-sshi... I smoked a puff" he showed a hand gesture imitating himself holding a cigarette, "and smoked, and smoked until I relied on the after pleasure that the fucking cancer stick gave me. I'm sorry I've been an ass to my health" 

He seemed to have been affected by the alcohol a bit. How much did he drink? 

"But you can start trying to lessen that now" I whispered softly, gently holding his cheek. 

Jungkook stared at me and suddenly smiled. 

"You're so beautiful it hurts my fuking chest" 

...

"Stop it!" I laughed hitting his chest, "don't talk about how I look. You're just flexing your own looks aren't you?" 

"That's not true" he whispered nuzzling his face on the crook of my neck, "can I kiss you?" 

"No"

"Why?" he asked perplexed. 

"Because"

Jungkook sprawled back on the lounger chair displaying a look as if he's been wronged. He brushed his hair back giving me a look of dissatisfaction. So childish. 

"I've been a chaste man for 5 years you don't even understand the pain of having blue balls. I want to get laid tonight, plus I'll do all the work okay?" he muttered covering his eyes with the back of his hand. 

I brought my legs closer to me and rested my head on them. I looked at Jungkook feeling a deja vu. I feel like we had a similar talk about this. 

"We're not going to end up having an argument whether a man or woman suffers more because of their bottom problem... again. But I do stand by the fact that women have the worst when they're on their period and even resting on the bed is a lot of work. Men are just—stupid" 

"You just argued back." he shot me a smirk, "and called us 'stupid' that's rude" 

"Hey, mom!" 

I looked back instead of replying to Jungkook and saw a small child from the second floor waving at us. I waved back with a grin on my face.

"Hi baby!" 

"I finished eating!" 

"I'm coming" I showed him a thumbs up as I stood up. 

Jungkook did not attempt to get up he looked away with a stubborn look. Not to exaggerate however I feel like I may be raising 2 kids instead of 1. And this guy only turns like this when Jaehyun is not around. He gotta show his daddy power when Jaehyun is around. 

Haha.

"Bro" I shook Jungkook's arms. 

lol. I just called him bro. 

He gave me a glare not breaking eye contact with me. 

He stood up waving his hands. "I'm gonna go sleep and I'm not waking up and I'm not going to bring you water. Bye sis"

"..."

I followed behind him whilst giggling for no reason. I quickly caught up to him to the elevator and leaned down following his eyes to the mirror on the elevator. He didn't even look at me through the mirror. 

Stubborn much.

The elevator stopped on the second floor with a 'ting' sound. Jungkook gave me a scowl before leaving as I followed behind him. 

"Can I still have a kiss?" he suddenly turned around. 

I stopped surprised "Why?" 

I couldn't help but tease. 

"It's only an innocent peck" 

"Okay" 

His eyes lit up with a bright expression. Jungkook stared at me with a horrified look. 'What the hell does that mean!' That is exactly what his face expressed.

I pecked him on his cheek.

"Goodnight!" I yelled brightly before I run to Jaehyun's room. 

"You're just an evil woman. I hate you really, really ugh I hate you!" He yelled with his arms crossed. He opened the door to our bedroom and looked, "Fuck I hate you so much" 

"Really?" 

His expression softened, "no I love you" 

I touched my heart with a smile, "I love you too goodnight bro" 

"Back at you sis" he slammed his door shut following hysterical laughter from me, "You're the evilest wife ever" he opened the door again just to add in another little phrase. 

"Best mother ever though but thanks" I went into Jaehyun's room and closed his door. 

I wonder what he wants to watch so badly.

"Mama!" he called from under the sheets. He was completely naked. From head to toes. 

"Jaehyun wear pajamas it's going to get cold tonight" 

 "No don't wanna! It's hot now" he pleaded, holding his arms out for me to pick him up. I chuckled taking my thin coat off and joined him under the sheets. 

"So what are we watching?" 

"Train to Busan"

"Oh nice" a Few seconds later, "there's a zombie on the thumbnail?" 

"It's an apocalypse movie it's kind of horror I watched it with pa before"  

I took my phone out of my pocket and texted Jungkook. 

[Mirae] 10:01
Do you want to watch a movie with us? It's really nice! 

[jkk] 10:01
No, I'm tired and sleepy

[Mirae] 10:01
Please~

[jkk] 10:02
RIP ♥

[Mirae] 10:02
Hey Jungkook? 
We're watching Train To Busan are you still coming? Please

[Mirae] 10:05
Are you still coming?

[Jungkook left it one read]

[jkk] 10:20
lol

30 minutes later into the movie. What are we even watching Jaehyun is only 6 Dear God I thee ask for Blessing and Protection. It's not bad it's just uncomfortable to watch people being ripped out. 

"It's so nice how to they rip humans— they're so dumb I would've fought them zombies hand to hand combat" Jaehyun laughed. 

"haha"  

THE END 

Author: Yay, I felt satisfied with tis ending! I hope you liked it. The family went on a relaxing vacation to a nice simple hotel. 

Poor Kookie couldn't even get a kiss from his wife lol. 

Jaehyun and his mom ended up watching a really nice movie. BTW I recommend the movie 100% the first zombie movie EVER to make me cry though I absolutely hate zombie/horror movies. But this one is a masterpiece of the century. 

Thanks for the amazing support and love. Thank you guys ♥