Heart broken.

Both Ten and Yoongi felt their hearts were shattered into tiny pieces yet they knew the younger was right. Yoongi didn't want to face the reality but it was true. He still had feelings for Jimin but that didn't mean he didn't also have feelings for Ten. He never wanted to hurt the boy. He wanted Ten to be happy. Ten deserved that because the boy did nothing but try to be there for Yoongi.

He even broke his own heart so Yoongi could be happy and so that Suji could have both her parents together.

Knowing that made it feel wrong for Yoongi to immediately go running back to Jimin. He wanted to process everything.

Ten decided to move to Thailand with his father after all. They decided they wanted to leave as soon as possible so that meant Ten would finish his studies online instead of staying in Korea. Of course it saddened Yoongi to know he would most likely never see the boy again.

"I'm going to miss you." Yoongi mumbled. The pair was seated on the lawn area of the courtyard at school. The older pulled strands of grass out of the ground.

Ten hummed. "I'm gonna miss you and Suji too." The teens didn't dare to look at each other. They were hurting and being near each other made it worse but they couldn't help but want to spend the final days together. "Have you talked to him yet?" The younger asked ignoring the pain in his chest.

Yoongi shook his head. "It feels wrong to since we kind of just broke up."

"We weren't ever together so we technically didn't break up." Ten mumbled bitterly.

He was confused as to what to call the older. Was he an ex? Was he just a fling? Did he even have a right to be hurt since they never made things official?

Yoongi cleared his throat. "Well it feels like we just broke up."

"You shouldn't waste more time with him. Just confess, don't worry about me. I want you to do this." His voice was stern as if he was demanding Yoongi to do it.

Yoongi didn't say anything for a while. "I'm hurt about this too." He whispered. Ten only shook his head but decided not to make any comments about the statement. He was well aware he was the one to put an end to whatever their relationship was but that didn't stop him from being bitter about it.

"I leave tomorrow." Ten mumbled trying to change the topic. Yoongi nodded having already known this information. "Can I drop you off?"

The younger bit his lip in contemplation. "Yes." He whispered. "If you want to that is." Yoongi could only nod his head not having anything else to say.

So that's what Yoongi did. There was many tears involved and empty promises to keep in touch.

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The older didn't know what to do. He wanted to talk with Jimin but he was scared.

The one time Yoongi had attempted to ask the teen if he had the same feelings Jimin had completely avoided answering. He knew that this time was different since now they knew both of them would forever be bound together regardless if they were a couple or not. In a way that scared Yoongi more.

What if they did date but things ended up not working out? He would then be forced to no matter what be around Jimin. It wouldn't matter how much he would be hurt he was obligated to always have a relationship with the boy because of their daughter.

Yoongi and Jimin were on good terms at the moment but if they dated and broke up they would risk Suji having to grow up with her parents not being able to stand each other.

Before Suji was born Yoongi wouldn't have thought twice about it. If he was attractive to someone he would just go for it. He didn't have to worry about anyone but himself. Things weren't like that anymore. Now every choice he made he had to think of how it would affect his daughter in the long run. Even if he choose not to try anything with Jimin he would still have to triple think about who he dated in the future because he would be damned if he let just anyone in his daughter's life.

Yoongi knew for sure he had feelings for the younger but he didn't know if they were strong enough to risk it.

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Sorry for this shitty chapter. Also sorry that I'm updating it late. Some stuff came up in my personal life that has been occupying my mind. Every time I tried to write and rewrite this my mind would drift of to someone and I wasn't able to focus. Sorry.