bad bad words 🤫 

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"FUCKKKKKKK MY LIFE!" 

Today wasn't a very nice day, y/n had gotten back to ua and she couldn't hold and do any hero training. Because of her state of just getting fucking stabbed. So right now she she forced to stay in the dorms and wait until that class was done. And right now y/n had her very own babysitter to make sure she wouldn't start trouble. 

That poor soul that has to wake over this germlin of a girl was the purest of them all. Kirishima. 

So here we are in the 2-b dorms and y/n was forced to sit by th3 coffee table and color in a coloring book as Kirishima just chilled with the tv on. Kirishima just trying to listen to Awizaa on what to do.

Y/n was just in the zone making the bear a purple boi with a bright yellow bow when Kirishima broke the silence. 

You see, when our beautiful y/n was getting yelled at some people had picked up on the voices and were concerned for y/n. One of those people being Kirishima. "sooooo is everything okay with your parents and you?" he said as y/n just stared at him. 

well shit did he fuck up? 

"uhh yea..." y/n lied trying to change the subject quickly, oh shit yea her hero costume she always wanted to remake it. cause one her parents suck and two they suck at making a hero costume. 

"QUICK HELP ME WITH REMAKING THIS SHITTY HERO COSTUME!!" y/n randomly yelled running around the room for a piece of paper and a pencil. Kirishima just dumbfounded as he wtached y/n move around and basically slam her foot into the wall. "FUCKKKKKKY FUCKKKK!!!!" she screamed letting down a reeing sound in the end. 

"you okay?" kirishima asked as he titled his head back to see if she was dead or not. Spoiler she wasn't dead. 

After that y/n and Kirishima were off to sketching up ideas and talking about Kirishima and his journey to ending up becoming a hero.

After the time of asking each other about random questions such- 

"is red more badass then yellow?"

"isn't fighting with violence bad?"

"how to jellyfish live without a brain?"

"is it jam or jelly?"

many questions many mindless answers and giggles. After that y/n asked Kirishima why he wanted to be a hero. Basic question. 

And after a noble answer from Kirishima it was y/n's turn to answer. 

"why are you trying to be a hero?"

easy her parents made her. 

But then why would she try in her classes? Or try to not go overboard to stay in school? Or even enjoy her time and practice and train to become better at what she does?  

Why is she trying to become a hero? 

Why she is here and training? 

A moment of silence and y/n felt confused, like she didn't have a reason any more " I don't know." and with that Kirishima quickly changed the topic noticing the change in the mood and trying to keep everything together. 

But in the back of her head it rang, why are you trying?  And after some time it was the end of the day and classes were over, Kirishima went back to his dorm and y/n had run up the stairs much to Kendo's scolding about keeping herself safe. 

Running into her room and closing the door behind her, y/n took her deep breaths for air. Trying to stop herself for going into a mid life crisis. 

"why I'm I trying to be hero?" she asked herself, "why I'm I even trying at all?" 
The thought of being a hero never passed her mind as a child, she just wanted to be normal. She was always called a villain so she knew the good side and the bad side, she learned about the history of heros, and all about quirks. But she never had thought about being a hero herself. 

Only knowing that her parents wanted her to be and that makes her not to be one. 

But here she is trying to become one. 

"this doesn't make any sense." she breathed out standing up and walking around her dorm room. Y/n always felt comfortable in the dorm. Her room had way more life then her room at home. The wall as weren't plain and boring bit full of photos and posters and around stains of paints and dents from y/n. Her room was a sort a mess sort of not situation with clothing around the corner of the room. She had the new sketches of her hero costume on her desk. 

This room just felt like home. But who cares about home. She's here to figure out why she's here to try. 

She was now curled up in blankets on her bed, already pass dinner time and y/n staring out the balcony window. It wasn't cold, but she felt like she was freezing. 

was this a fever? or just her being so stressed? 

And after some good seconds of staring at the window, her door was meet with a knock. "who is it?" y/n sat up, and when no one spoke up she huffed. 

Standing up and wrapping herself into the blanket and walking to answer the door, hoping that it wasn't some murder. She opened the door and was faced with the one the only Juzo. 

"hey....this isn't to late for you is it?" he asked making sure his eyes weren't making contact with y/n's. God was this kinda weird. "no.. it isn't what's up?" 

"is everything okay? The other day in the hospital I heard screaming from your room and I really didn't know whether to talk to you about it cause I didn't know if it was in my place but you weren't in dinner and just was worried so hehe im here I sorry if this is weird and all but ah I ah ye-" 

"your seriously losing your sanity and I'm not even using my quirk know you." y/n chuckled a bit. 

"but yea I'm okay, it's just...Juzo why are here? Trying to be a hero?" y/n passed the question on. "uh- I, well it's not a really good reason but I just like winning. I had the chance to do a good thing with my quirk and win with it. So it was a perfect win win for me." Juzo answered, moving her eyes down to stare at y/n. "why ask?"

Y/n shuffled around, moving the blankets to lay on her shoulders "I don't know why I'm here. Here to be a hero and all you know. I just don't know." y/n answered, "at first it was about sticking it to my parents and then it became me wanting to be good and now I'm here like why try tho? you know?" y/n turned to stare at Juzo's face. 

His face softened when he saw y/n, she wasn't crying but the look in her eyes gave the feel as if she was her eyes shine like glass and and her lips were in a frown. "I seriously don't know why I'm even here." 

"Because your here." Juzo answered, "your here because even if your parents are some kind of assholes-" 

"they are assholes."

"yea, youre here to prove it to them that all your pranks and the way that you are is just good enough to be a hero." Juzo finished his face flushing a bright pink, "uh-i guess tho I really don't know what your here for and that's just what I'm suggesting and I shouldn't really be even saying this I'm just here to give you a way or somethin-" 
"thank you Juzo." y/n looked up at him, "you really know what to say." 

Y/n smiled, she found her reason. 

It's all been found. 

And with the moon up and Juzo grinning like a dumby. All is good. 

She's here prove herself. That's she's something that's worth proving.

Right? 
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HI 

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thanks so much for reading

school just got cancelled because of this

virus and please everyone stay safe 

and  wash ur hands 

keep it distance 

and thank you again for reading!! 💞🤭 

I'll start power writing more 

I'm really trying to keep this going because

I'm kinda close to the end, and it hurts but

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