" Mihrişah, wake up, wake up." I could hear voice calling me. I barely had the strength to open my eyes.

I opened them as I was tired and exhausted from all the pain that I had to suffer from last night, when I found out my son Selim lost all of his memories and couldn't even recognise his most loved ones.

I saw Murad in front of my eyes looking at me and being really happy when I opened my eyes.

" Murad..." I said to him and I couldn't stop crying at that moment when I remembered everything that happened.

" Mihrişah, are you fine? We all have been really worried for you." Murad said as he looked at me worriedly and touched my hand gently.

" How can I be fine after everything that happened? How can I be fine when Selim doesnt recognise any one of us." I barely could say to him from tears, and he looked at me in a bit weird way.

" What are you talking about?" Murad asked me confusedly with his eyebrows raised.

" Murad, I can't live like this. I can't look at him like that, I only want Selim to be fine." I said as I continued to cry.

" Mihrişah, Selim is fine what are you talking about?" Murad said to me seriously and looked at me really confusedly.

He confused me even more, what is he talking about?

" What? Murad, what?" I asked him shockedly as I couldn't believe what is happening at this moment.

" Mihrişah, Selim is fine. But you worried all of us. You were sick last night and none of the medicine could help you to lower down your temperature. You overslept whole wedding of Atike and Gevherhan." Murad tried to explain to me and I was even more lost now.

" But Atike slapped Selim at her wedding at he injured his head and now he lost all of his memory?" I said to him as I was totally confused at this moment.

" Mihrişah, my love. You had a temperature and then you had a nightmare. You totally oversleeped their wedding." Murad said as he came closer to me.

" So this was all a dream?" I asked him and sighed from relief and happiness when I heard that.

" You had a nightmare. Selim is fine, you can see him now if you want to. You have nothing to worry. " Murad said as he kissed my forehead.

Maybe it was a nightmare, but to me I had a feeling it really happened. I never had a dream which made me feel like this, and I was worried for my children after this one.

" I organised a breakfast in Gardens and I want you to go there with me. Atike and Gevherhan will come there with their husbands. " Murad said to me when I finally felt better from all of this.

" I will come there." I said to him and smiled when he left my chambers.

I came to the Gardens as sooner as I could, and I was kinda early because Murad hasn't been there still.

Atike and Gevherhan Sultanas were awaiting for us there. When I saw Selim standing there healthy I couldn't help myself but ran into hug to him.

" Valide, you seem so happy to see me." Selim smiled when I hugged him.

" My Selim, I had a bad dream. I was so afraid for you." I said as I couldn't let him go from a hug.

" You missed our wedding, but don't care, it was even better without you there." Atike said as she sat down to the pillow on the floor around the table.

" Hopefully you will treat my brother well in that marriage. I hope nothing bad happens to him." I said to Atike as I was already tired of her. I knew that the thing she done to my son in my dreams had some kind of meaning.

" He knows how to take care of himself." Atike said with a smirk on her face which made me even more suspicious of her.

At that moment, Murad arrived and we all bowed to him. He sat on the throne while everyone was supposed to sit down on the pillows.

" I am glad that now we are all here together. I hope my sisters you will be happy with your marriage and that soon you will get blessings into your lives." Murad smiled as he hoped his sisters would get their own heirs.

Atike didn't have any child, but Gevherhan had a son named Selim from previous marriage. Her late husband was killed by Murad and that made her hurt even more, but thankfully she is happy now finally.

Silahtar and my brother Mahmud joined us for a breakfast which wasnt a tradition usually, but as they were married to Sultan's sisters, he allowed them as he wanted a family meeting.

" I won't have any heirs, I am not interested in that. I have nephews and nieces who I look as my own children." Atike said and smiled to my children.

Everyone turned to her because we all knew what she wanted to do to my sons, but no one said a word about it, because no one wanted to make athmosphere bad again.

" You would be a bad mother, aunt Atike. You wanted to kill my siblings." Ismihan Kaya said coldly to Atike and everyone turned to her.

" Ismihan." I whispered trying to make her silent about this because no one wanted to mention this again.

"I would never do anything bad to them, Ismihan..." Atike tried to say, but Murad signalised her to stop talking about that topic.

" Hunkarim, I wanted to gift you with something. I have present for you." Atike said to change the subject and smiled at Sultan which looked at her surprisedly.

" What is it?" Murad asked her curiously.

At that moment, Atike nodded at her maid who signalised to someone else to come here. A woman started walking towards us.

A woman in long red dress walked to us and bowed to everyone. I was already afraid what was Atike's idea with this woman.

" This is Nefise, my maid. She served me for few years, and she is really well raised. I wanted to present her for you because I thought she is suitable for you and your harem." Atike said while she was showing Nefise proudly to us.

I was ready to explode on Atike at this moment, but I would do nothing while Murad is here because I didn't want to make jealous scenes again. He promised me there will be no other women, and if he doesn't respect it, then I will leave this Palace.

" Thank you, Atike." Murad said and signalised Haci-aga to take Nefise into Harem. Part of me hoped that he wouldn't accept the gift, but now only God knows what will happen.

" Why are you doing this Atike, our Sultan has full harem of concubines and you are still sending him another ones." Gevherhan whispered to Atike which just rolled her eyes.

At that moment Mahmud looked at me and he was the only one who could realise my pain. He was closest one to me, he was my blood.

" Our Hunkarim can have another women, did you forget about the rules of harem, Gevherhan?" Atike said and smiled.

" Also, Mihrişah is not so young as she was before. She gave birth to seven children as you know, maybe our Sultan can have the younger one." Atike said and laughed while she was looking at me.

I was sitting on the floor while I was holding my youngest son Ahmed which was still a baby in my hands and I couldn't handle her words anymore.

I couldn't hide my face expression anymore and my madness about Atike's words. Only few seconds more if she was talking, and I would explode on her no matter everyone is here.

" Mihrişah is my legal wife and mother of my children and she is the only one I love, you should never even questiont that, Atike." Murad said coldly to her when he saw how I am feeling at this moment.