I was sitting in Summer Gardnes together with Kosem, Atike, Gevherhan and Ayse Sultan. Kosem gathered us all there.

" My lion Murad said he will have to annonuce us some big decision today. I am worried what he has on his mind." Kosem said as she seemed pretty upset about Murad. I was really afraid and I had no idea what he would do.

" Probably he will like to go into some another campagin, you know mother that he wants to go in war." Atike Sultan said while she tried to comfort her.

" It's not about war, Atike. Kemankes would already inform me about that. I am scared what is on his mind." Kosem said and looked away.

" Isn't it enough that he brought Farya to live in Palace?" I said as I couldn't stand anymore this woman being here.

" Hopefully she will leave the Palace soon. We don't need her. Princess from another country shouldn't and can't live in Imperial Harem." Kosem said. I knew she also didn't like Farya and she wanted to get rid of her as soon as possible.

" Mihrişah you shouldn't comment about that. Princess Farya is higher title than you and you should never repeat something like this again. And Valide, if my brother Sultan wants her here, he wants her for a reason. How you can't see he is in love with her?" Atike said and her words hurted my heart, but I knew she was telling it on the purpose. She wanted to hurt me. But I was questioning myself, what if Murad really loves Farya and I'm blind on that?

" Atike I don't want to hear those non sense words from you ever again." Kosem said angrily to Atike.

At that moment we saw Farya is coming towards us. She bowed to Kosem and sat next to Atike, while she measured Ayse and me.

" Sultana, it's my pleasure to spend time with you. I saw you from my terrace so I decided to meet with you." Farya said to Kosem, which ignored her.

" I am glad you are here with us, Farya." Atike said and looked at her with a smile. I hated every second which I had to spend close with Farya.

" I called everyone here, but I didn't call you. Next time you should ask me if you can join us." Kosem said coldly which made me smile, but also made Ayse smile. As much as I hated Ayse, I hated Farya even more.

At that moment aghas annonuced Murad is coming to gardens. We all stood up except Kosem to bow to him and wait for him.

Murad came and I felt hapoy about his presence, but he seemed like he saw no one and came to sit on the Throne next to Kosem, signalising us all to sit down again.

" I wanted to give big informations to all of you. I know this may shock you, but I decided it is best like this." Murad said and I could see he is looking at me. I was worried what is he going to say and if it's going to be good or bad.

" I am going to marry one woman." Murad said and his words shocked me. Why he would marry another woman?

I saw everyone is shocked by his words, and I was also. Honestly, there was hope inside me that I was that woman. I hoped Murad loved me enough to marry me.

" Murad, what are you talking about?" Kosem asked him as she couldn't belive about that. Everyone seemed pretty shocked.

" Valide, you also married with my father Sultan Ahmed Khan. As a Sultan I have right to legally marry a woman, and I decided I will do that." Murad said and he sounded pretty seriously and proudly.

His words really scared me. He was only man I loved and I couldn't even imagine him being close with some another woman. I couldn’t stand looking him being next to another woman.

I loved him a lot and the thing I was really afraid of was what if he isnt gonna marry me? But who else he could marry? He is angry on Ayse and doesnt want to talk to her, so I supposed he is going to marry me.

My imagines only made me happy at that moment because I was pretty sure that from next few days I am going to be his legal wife.

" Murad, so you will marry Mihrişah?" Kosem said and she sounded like she is happier at the mention of me. I knew Kosem loved me and she treated me like I am her daughter. I was scared what are going to be Murad's words. What is going to be his answer on this?

" No, Valide. There is another woman I am going to marry." Murad said and I felt like sword crossed my heart on million parts. I could catch his eyes on me but I didn't want to even look at him back.

" Brother, who is it?" Atike said happily as she looked at me with a smirk.

" The woman I am going to marry is Princess Farya. Tonight you will celebrate it in Harem." Murad said and looked at Farya with a smile.

Everyone was pretty confused and upset about it, except Farya and Atike who was really happy for Atike.

" I want you to excuse me I will leave to my chambers." I stood up and bowed to Kosem and Murad because I couldn't stand being here for even a second more. My heart hurted me and I couldn't stand this anymore.

" Mihrişah, you will stay here." Murad said to me. At that moment I felt really bad. Everything was blurry in front of my eyes and the picture in front of my eyes was moving.

" I... I..." I tried to explain to him that I don't feel good, but instead at that moment I only fainted.