"And just a few more... "

"MOTHER FUCKER!"

"LANGUAGE!"

Namjoon walks into the bathroom that Jin and I are in with a questioning look. "Why are you both screaming?" He sighs while the doctor's hands are diligently working at stitching up the gash in the back of my head.

I glare hard at him as if it isn't obvious, ready to yell at Namjoon now. I look away and adjust my sitting position on the sink as Jin stands opposite of Namjoon, the doctor being to the left of me while Namjoon is in the doorway to the right of me.

"I administered pain and numbing medication but she still feels the stitches about fifty percent." Namjoon listens while leaning against the doorframe, "This happens often when a person's body has a high medication tolerance and it won't harm her as long as she can make it through the stitching process. It would be dangerous if I were to administer any more medication so there isn't much I can do to alleviate the pain, sadly." Jin continues on stabbing my skull as he finishes explaining.

"So, what you're saying is, that Y/n is just a wimp with no pain tolerance." He scoffs as I grip the edge of the sink, "Many people have had stitches with no numbing." He rolls his eyes.

"SHIT- fucking hell!" I gasp out as I feel the needle slice through my skin, tears running down my face.

"If you're in this line of work then I suggest shutting your mouth and dealing with it. Shit happens so shut up." Namjoon rubs his temples and Jin give him a look.

"I'll scream at the top of my lungs, I don't give a shit about how you feel because you aren't the one with a gash in your skull. Don't piss me off." I grip the edge of the sink while eyeing him again.

"He has a bad temper, just leave it at that." Jin whispers to me but Namjoon is already speaking again.

"Oh, I'll give you something to scream about." He starts to walk towards me and I hop down from the sink, swatting my left hand out to smack him.

"Wait- I just wrapped her arm! Her stitches aren't done, either!" Jin's eyes widen as Namjoon shoves my left hand away, dodging the slap while carelessly pulling my hair.

I let out a scream of pure pain as I feel blood start to seep through my stitches and I feel adrenaline come over me.

I thought this would just be a petty argument?!

No one's going to disrespect me like that!

"W-what's going- " Is all Yoongi can get out as he stumbles over to the doorway behind Namjoon who's currently cussing at me.

"You aren't supposed to be up! Your back!" Jin panics while standing back, unsure of what to do.

"You really think you can talk back to me like that? What, I help save my friend and his little toy and you think you have the right to piss me off and tell me what to do now?" Namjoon pokes his tongue against his inner cheek while raising his brow.

"What, you don't think I can take you in a fight? Last time I checked I was the one who threw a knife dead center at that man's head and killed him."

"He has a temper, he'll hurt you, Y/n. Both of you stop!" Jin whines out in worry.

Namjoon really seemed nice up until this point but I'm not backing down, especially from a man

"Namjoon, get the fuck away from her." Yoongi seethes as he grips Namjoon's shoulder but the taller man shoves him back, making him fall onto his freshly stitched up back, hard.

Jin's hands tremble a bit, shocked at how the dumbest argument led to... this.

"Y/n... you'll get hur- fuck!" I glance past Namjoon at Yoongi who can't even finish his sentence, his face twisted up in pain.

Jin pushes past us and kneels down to a shirtless Yoongi who only has bandages wrapped around his waist. Jin softly touches his back and as he pulls away, I stare at the bright red blood coming from his reopened wound.

Namjoon suddenly shoves me to the ground and I feel more blood droplets run down my neck onto my upper back.

"Leave her alone!" Yoongi yells out.

I blink a few times, unable to breathe steadily as I swallow hard a few times. A feeling washes over me as Yoongi's words drag my mind further from reality. I feel my body begin to shake as I stare at the blood on Jin's hands as he tries to help up Yoongi and the warm blood running down my neck is enough to send me into a new state of mind. My cold hands tremble and I breathe heavily as the man before me doesn't seem like Namjoon anymore but rather that lawyer that hurt Yoongi.

"Leave her alone!" Yoongi growls out while trying to make a slash at the man and I notice I'm on the floor again, blood running down my back.

For a very brief moment, I realize I feel as if I'm reliving what had happened earlier but Namjoon stepping closer to me makes that feeling vanish and suddenly I believe it's all real.

"You're going to hurt him!" I cry out in rage as Namjoon comes even closer, still ready to fight.

Jin watches me, pausing from helping the other man as he realizes what exactly is happening.

"She's having a PTSD episode from earlier! Stay back, Namjoon!" Jin shouts as he hurriedly stands, ready to run and hold the man back from me.

Namjoon doesn't have any time to process Jin's words as he stares down at my bloodshot, teary eyes while my whole body is shaking before him.

As Jin takes one last step forward to pull Namjoon out of the bathroom, I stand up on shaking legs as that man now towers over me and I shove him back with a scream.

"Don't hurt him!" I scream out in rage.

Jin falls onto the floor near Yoongi with a grunt while Namjoon almost hits the wall to his left but instead stumbles too much and falls into the large shower.

"Don't! Don't!" I scream out while continuously hitting the man, his hands reaching out trying to grip anything he can so that his stance doesn't falter.

Cold water suddenly hits my skin and I cry out as I breathe heavily, eyes wide as I try to eliminate the source of harm in front of me. I'm unable to understand what the two men are saying back and forth to one another, my focus solely being on the man who's going to hurt Yoongi.

"Don't touch Yoongi!"

Unable to even understand the current expression on his face, that man tries to hold me back but I'm unable to understand while in this mindset and fit of terror.

We continuously slip and fall while I struggle to throw punches at him, unaware of the doctor who is now trying to hold me back.

Yoongi watches with wide, glossy eyes while unable to think of what to even do next. He's left in shock as he forces himself to a standing position, still in extreme pain from his back.

"It's Namjoon! Y/n, it's just Namjoon!" Jin tries to calm me down and hold me back in attempts of breaking me away from this episode.

It feels as if I'm having tunnel vision and can't breathe or see right. The water droplets coat my lashes as I stare wide eyed at them both and can't even process what is really happening.

They yell things at one another and then Namjoon steps out from the shower, only after struggling to get past me. The doctor stares me down, my hair and clothes completely sopping wet and clinging to my body as the cold water hits me, it washing the blood away from my arm and head. I watch as the other tall man backs away, getting closer to Yoongi and sirens are practically blaring in my head at the sight.

I scream out, my mind envisioning the scene from earlier. Without hesitation, my soggy bandage wrapped right arm moves quick to grab a throwing knife from my outer thigh and chuck it at the threat standing before me.

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this was supposed to end so long ago but i keep making more drama 😫

im also sick rn so i feel like shit but i still wanna update the guard dogs right after this! so if you read that book as well then an update is coming within an hour or so :)