***Arush's P . O . V***

The urge to just pull Sahana more into me and kiss her senseless while tasting her skin just grew stronger with every passing second, and the way my arousal was warmed by her soft body, not to mention her soft warm and tiny hands on my bare chest, just kept on increasing my temptation.

Loosening my grip around her, I put my hand under her chin and made her look up at me, and to my utter horror, her eyes were brimming with tears.

"What happened?" I asked in horror, wondering what had I done to make her cry. Had I come on a little too strong for her?! 

Look I am a very disciplined and controlled dude okay?! But when it comes to Sahana... all hell breaks loose and I seem to have no control over myself!! That arousal... why wasn't I able to control myself?!

"I never thought I'd fall for someone, and then there's you who gets jealous of a pillow because I sleep with it" she said, chuckling and sniffling.

I wiped her tears away, feeling relieved that it was happy tears and not sad tears, my arousal actually rejoicing in relief too - asshole!

"Happy or not I hate tears in your eyes.... Pushpa... I hate tears re" I said, bending down and kissing her eyelids one after the other.

Chuckling, she sniffed and looked intently at me as I wiped her tears with my thumbs, whilst cupping her face.

"I love you" she said before moving forward and pecking my lips. Though we both knew from the beginning itself that we loved one another, and that this was that once-in-a-lifetime sorta thing, but to actually have her tell those words to me... out loud... I couldn't help the smile curving my lips as she placed her lips on mine again, and again and again.

"I love you Sahana" I said, smiling down at her as she let go off my lips and stood there in my arms, a knowing smile caressing her perfect lips.

"I know" she said, smiling sweetly at me. 

I smiled as I bent down to her level, pressing my lips to her's, and her hands wound themselves around my neck, pulling me closer. I backed her against the wall, pressing her to it and deepening the kiss, moving my lips so easily on her soft plump ones, that it amazed me on our chemistry.

I started moving my hands up and down her waist, and somehow, felt my palms caressing something soft which made Sahana moan in my mouth. I moved my hands more around this soft thing to find out that it was her naked skin - my hands were under her shirt, gracing her waist and that sinfully soft skin!

Sucking on her lips one at a time, I continued moving my hands along her naked waist underneath her shirt, egged on by the soft moans escaping her lips. My hands moved upper and upper, reaching a very warm place and another different type of fabric moved under my hand - her bra. At this, Sahana's breathing had grown shallower than ever, and her moans too were louder than ever.

Reluctantly letting go off of her lips, I looked intently down at her flushed face and her eyes were closed shut tightly while she still moaned under the effect of my touch. I was breathing just as heavily as her, and my brain was going numb listening to her moans. I stopped abruptly, just to make sure that she was really okay with it.

Sahana's face creased into a frown as she opened her eyes and looked at me. I moved my hand a little further up, reaching just above her bra, to which her face flushed more than ever, approval written clearly in her face.

Without wasting another second, I swooped low and started peppering open mouthed kisses along her long slender neck, with my hands moving slowly up and down her breasts above her bra.

Even under the enchantment of her moans and the way how her hands were gripping onto my tightly and her soft skin, I couldn't help but wonder how nicely her breasts fitted into my palms.

I was enjoying myself, biting and sucking on her neck, when all of a sudden, she put her hands on my chest, indicating me to stop.

Breathing hard, I pulled away from her, to find her trying to remove her shirt with trembling hands.

I put my hands on her's to stop her just before she pulled the shirt above her head, and stopping abruptly, Sahana shot her confused gaze to me, her cheeks glowing bright red. The confused expression, and her blushing cheeks all together made her look more adorable than ever, making me realize how I've fallen for this girl all over again!!

"Not tonight" I said, kissing the top of her head.

Sahana blinked her eyes at me in confusion, and smiling down at her, I pulled her shirt lower to cover her upper-body, whilst her hands just stayed there limply by her side.

"We'll reach there slowly my love... not tonight... I badly want to, believe me.... but now isn't the right time" I said, smiling down at her confused expression.

She pouted inspite of her blushing face and asked "But what's wrong if I want it, and you want it too?!" in such innocence that I just wanted to cuddle her and kiss her senseless.

"Well, for one, we first need to get comfortable with each other before going ahead... we're both virgins and we need to know how to do this...this thing before we get into it right, make it a memorable experience for the both of us?! And for another, I have no protection" I said, cupping her cheeks and kissing her forehead.

My poor and naive love looked innocently back at me, confusion etched on her face.

"Protection Sahana.... condoms...I don't have any condoms on me... we want to be careful right?" I asked her, to which she nodded slowly at me, still looking disappointed.

"You really want to do it?" I asked her, to which she nodded her head in agreement, though blushing profusely.

I sighed as Sahana slowly took off her top completely, and threw it away, her form trembling slightly and her arms lying stiff by her side. I didn't dare look any lower than her eyes because I knew I'd not be able to stop if I started.

But my innocent angel moved forward and put her arms around my neck before standing on her toes and kissing my lips, slowly and softly, sucking and nibbling on each of my lips with utmost devotion and passion.

Unknown to me, my arms had woven themselves around her now naked waist, pulling her closer, whilst my arousal started poking and throbbing from within my pants.

To my utter disappointment, Sahana let go off my neck, but still continued kissing me. I only had time to wonder what she was upto, before her tiny warm hands were on mine, removing them from her waist and putting them on something warm and soft and curved.

I almost chocked as I realized that my innocent angel had put my hands on her bra-clad breast, willing me to touch her. And my hands that had their own mind right now, cupped her soft warm breasts, feeling again those perfect moulds which warmed my palms.

I felt something hard against my palms, and only then did I realize that her nipples were getting hard and poking through her bra.

A tiny voice in my head spoke at this moment - Dude this is wrong... what if she regrets it later?! You don't have any protection on you... what if... what if it all goes wrong?! What if you're not able to please her properly?! Dude you don't know anything about how to have sex and you're not even mentally prepared for it!! For this to be enjoyable, you need more information... both of you!! Both of you need to get comfortable before that you know?! YOU'RE NOT PREPARED PLEASE STAAAHPPP.

And as that voice grew stronger in my head, I broke the kiss abruptly, my hands moving away from her breasts with great difficulty.

Gasping for breath, I looked down at her innocent face that was tinged with pink, but disappointment was etched clearly on those pretty eyes of her's!

"Look baby I..." I begun, but my words got stuck in my throat as my eyes landed on the perfect curve of her breasts, peaking through her black bra - one of the most beautiful sight I've ever seen!!

To be continued...