CHAPTER - 45

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FLASHBACK!!!!!!!
This chapter only contains flashback.

It's been 3days. Will arjun ever come back?

Its been 10days since arjun has gone. The memories of me shooting him haunts me every day. Rahul has been texting me that he's fine. I feel so sick these days.

I wokeup in the morning when the door bell rang. I opened the door to see James smiling. I forced a smile back.

Rahul asked James to take care of me and James has really been a good company. I got to know about James a lot. He's such a kind human who understands you a lot.

When we were eating I asked James about arjun again. As usual he diverted the topic and I dint force him.

I suddenly felt the urge to puke and I ran towards the washbasin and puked everything I just ate. James kept asking me if I was okay or not. I assured him that I was okay.

There were few people on the door. I panicked as they came for me. They took my step mothers name and I started panicking. James told me not to come out. I sat on the dining table and James phone buzzed multiple times.

I glanced over his phone and I saw Rahul's notifications. It's bad to invade someone's privacy but I wanted to know about arjun.

I opened the notification to see medical reports of him. I started reading them and my hands were shivering and I immediately dropped the phone. Report says that he lost so much of blood and he's in a critical situation.

My head started spinning and everything blacked out.

I wokeup in the hospital and a lady in her mid 50s greeted me with a huge smile on her face. I slowly sat up straight.

" What happened " I ask her

" You're pregnant " she said making me shocked. My jaw was hung open and I just couldn't process what she said.

" W-what do you mean..by p-pregnant " I ask her.

She gave me reports in my hands and my shivering hands hold it scanning the reports.

How is that possible. I'm a virgin and we just had sex once. We were both drunk and honestly we don't remember anything that happened that night. Which was few weeks ago

Tears escaped my eyes. They were happy tears. I'm pregnant. I jumped out of the bed and the doctor made me sit quietly.

" Kid, you should be really careful at this time. You fainted because of the stress and stress can harm your baby "

I was scared at this point. My hands reached my belly and I couldn't believe there's someone inside me.

Arjun. I picked up my phone in excitement and called him. As usual he declined then I remember about those reports. Tears spilled down my eyes.
The doctor consoled me a little and strictly warned me not to stress.

I was extremely happy. I reached home and I asked the doctor to keep this private and I hided this from James too because I'm sure he's going to tell Arjun. I wanted arjun to know from me and this is not the right time for him.

I looked myself in the mirror. Soon this small belly is going to grow. I dont deserve to live but for this baby, I should and I can't even imagine how arjun is going to react.

I left so many messages for him and none of them are seen. Will he ever forgive me? He will right?

It's been 29days since he's gone. It was 3 in the morning and I felt dizzy and I couldn't move. I felt a sharp pain inside my stomach and I slowly wokeup from the bed. I slowly walk towards the stairs . I was walking down and I take a wrong step and I roll down the stairs until everything went black.

I wakeup with a sharp pain in my head. I was on the floor. My hands immediately went near my belly and I was terrified. My body started trembling and I saw the time. It was 7am.

I stand up with the help of table and walk towards the door. I need to reach the hospital.

I called James because the door is always locked. I can't go out.

He opened the door in two minutes because he just lives under this floor.

" Oh my god. You're forehead is bleeding " he exclaimed in horror. I touched my forehead and dint realize until he said.

" Take me to the hospital " I whispered and he immediately nodded his head dailing to someone. I immediately pulled his phone and begged him to not to inform anyone about this. He finally agreed.

I feel sharp pain in my stomach. Tears spilled down my cheeks when I think about something I shouldn't be thinking. I wrote a small note without James noticing. A GOOD BYE NOTE. If anything happens to the baby then I have no right to live. There's no reason for my life anymore.

James took me to the hospital and I laydown praying God. The doctor comes with a sad face.

" Your baby..its no more " my heart broke into million peices and this time I was completely broken. The doctor kept consoling me and I asked her some time alone. I also asked her not to say anything to James. After crying for hours in her cabin. I finally decided that I'm no use. I'm a terrible human who can't trust her husband. I'm terrible mother who killed her own baby.

I have no right to stay in his life anymore. I'm just a person who causes trouble. I dont deserve to live. I go out to see James walking here and there in stress.

" Thankyou James. Thankyou for everything " I genuinely smiled thanking him.

He nodded his head taking me towards the exit. There was rally going on. But it was far from the car we parked.

I stopped James telling that I need to use the washroom. I broke the window of the washroom and jumped out.

I immediately merged into the huge crowd. I need to get away from here. I just don't deserve to live. I need to die. I'm a murderer. I'm just a burden to this world.

I felt a hard pain on my head and everything went black again. I wokeup in a similar surrounding. My home. I was tied to the chair.

My stepmother came smirking to me and my body tensed seeing her.

" How dare you bitch run away from me " she slapped me.

" SIGN THE PROPERTIES ORELSE "

"Those properties belong to Arjun now" I smirked and rolled my eyes.

She slapped me so hard. I coughed out blood but yet she dint stop hitting me. I smiled in victory. I deserve to die.

" You fucking gold digger call your husband and ask him to send money " she takes my phone and dailed arjun.

As usual, he dint lift. I sarcastically laughed at my her.

" I'm going to sell you " with that she slammed the door behind. Those words. My heart ached seeing how worst has my life become. I kept coughing and the blood from my mouth kept ozing out. Good that I left a good bye card. I hope he moves on. I know I did a huge sin. I don't regret it because he doesn't deserve me. He deserves better.

It was going dark and I'm still tied up here. A guy in around 30s came inside. I wanted to burn my body when he scanned me with his lusftul eyes. He was a foreigner.

" She's sexy " he exclaimed.

" 1million dollars " my stepmother said from behind.

" Well she's worth it " he winked. I was trembling at this point.

" I need to try before I buy her " he said. My stepmother glanced at me and nodded.

" She's yours for 1 hour but after that you need to buy her " she said as if I was a property.

He came towards and untied my ropes. As soon as he untied me I kicked him and ran towards the door. Its locked and I started sweating. He stood up groaning in pain.

" Dont come near me " I yelled on top of my lungs.

" Oh girl your mine now " he says gripping my hair. I felt my hair coming out of my scalp.

" Stop please " I cried in pain. He threw me on the bed. And tied me with those ropes again.

His hands traced all over my body and I kept screaming loudly. He was about to remove my dress.

Suddenly he fell beside me. I saw sheela ( step sister ) catching a rod in her hands. She was shivering. She immediately removed the rope and I kept crying. She stared me for a while but then she engulfed me to a hug. A tight hug.

" Run away meera " she said

I saw her and I was so confused. Why would she even help me. She hated me.

" I still hate you meera. But as a woman I would never let this happen. So just run away. Go back to that billionaire ass. I hope he's good and I hope he take cares of you " my eyes went wide. Did she just?

Someone were knocking the door. My step mother voice comes and I started panicking.

" Its okay come with me " sheela takes my palm and take me towards the window. The same window from which I escaped the wedding. She tried to open the window but its locked. She takes the rod and breaks the window.

Sheela jumps out first and I take the support of her hand and jump out.

" Take this money. That's all I have now. Take a cab home and I hope we don't meet again " she rolled her eyes and pushed me inside the cab.

" Sheela " she turned back and I came out the car and gave her a tight hug.

" Thankyou for saving me " I said and she rolled her eyes. 

I asked the cab driver to stop and he stopped. I paid him and hided my face with my scarf. I started walking and its very late at night.

I was walking on the sea link. It was around 2am.

The roads are completely empty and I stand there staring at the city lights. I feel so empty and numb.

I stood near the edge.
" I'm don't deserve to live " I screamed on top of my lungs.

I broke down in my knees. My hands traveled to my belly. I cried harder and harder. My baby. Our baby. I mumbled and then I stood up.

I closed my eyes. Ready to jump. I love you arjun. I whispered and I fell on the ground with the sudden pull.

It was a lady in her 70s.

" Are you crazy " she screamed. I flinched and cried. She hugged me patting my back.

Then she said me about her terrible life. She's lonely and she's working hard. Her daughter died and after listening to her, I felt a pang in my heart. She's suffering through cancer and even at this age. She's working to save her own life.

She took me to Kolkata with her. Its her home town and I'm grateful her not only because she saved me but she loved me as her own daughter.

Within few days I got a job here. I never expected to get job in such a reputed company. I'm grateful to jaideep dada.

It was 3months in kolkata. After saving so much money I decided to get a new home for both of us. She's suffering through cancer and I know she dont have many days left. But I wanted her to be happy in her last days.

When I reached our house, I couldn't find her. I called her but she dint lift. I saw a note sticking on the door.

Meera, my kid thankyou for coming into my life. My life was lonely and empty. After meeting you, I dint miss my daughter. I'm sorry for leaving you all alone in this cruel world. I still wanted to live my life. I couldn't. It was my fate but you still have a long life. Promise me that you will never give up. I'll be watching you from up baby doll.

I was completely broken and devastated for few days. I had no idea why people in my life leave me. My mom. My dad. Now her. I betrayed the one person who ever loved me.

I decided not to move out from this house. Its not bad. It had so many memories of me and her that I cant leave it.

In the end, I'm all alone in this life.



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