" I should go now " I put one of my leg down trying to get up. My stomach growled out loud and I close my eyes in embarrassment.

" You can leave after dinner " he said.

" No no just let me go home " I pleased him.

" I swear I'll let you go once if we complete eating dinner. Dinner is ready. Come out " he said and left.

I sighed in defeat. I washed my face and came out to see arjun already on the dining table.

I left a chair between us and sat down. Arjun glared at me and continued serving.

" Thankyou " I mumbled.

" Eat " he said and started digging into his plate. I started eating and we completed the dinner in complete silence. Arjun got a call and he's currently talking to someone. I got up and took both of our plates into the kitchen. I started washing the dishes and arjun came towards me.

" You don't have to " he said while catching my arm.

" It's okay, it's almost done " I said and continued doing. Arjun forcefully kept the plate in the sink and made me wash my hands.

" Meera I'm sorry I'm sorry for everything " he said. I look down in embarrassment. Why is he apologizing?
I'm the one who created the monster inside him. I broke him. He has all the rights to stay angry.

" Talk something " he was looking so broken.

" I just don't know. Seeing you suffer makes me suffer more "

I bought his forehead to mine. He was startled. My tears threatened to fall down.

" You don't have to apologize. I deserved it " I whispered.

" I love you, don't ever say that " he said tears slipping out of his eyes.

I looked at him in disbelief. Our foreheads were touching together and his eyes were closed. Those tears from those beautiful eyes is killing me. I gently wiped his tears and I slowly brushed my lips on his

I pulled away.

What are you doing meera? You're getting close to him again? You're never good enough.

He seemed shock but in a flash he pulled me closer and his hands around my waist tightened and he kissed me. He kissed me as hard as he could.

My head was spinning. I'm trying to think straight but I did something expected. I kissed him back! I miss him I miss him so much! I miss my husband!

His mouth was moving against mine. He tastes so sweet. His hands slip inside my shirt slowly roaming all over the body. Without breaking the kiss he took me into his bedroom and placed me on his bed while he hovered on top me. I feel goosebumps all over my body. He pulled away and both of them were breathing hard and gasping for air.

He attacked my neck leaving wet kisses.
Biting and devouring me.

" Ah..arjunn.. " I moaned pulling his hair.

Fuck princess -

He pulled away staring into my eyes. Then his eyes fell on something beside me.

Arjun -

My heart is racing inside my chest. I want her. My eyes fell on the phone beside her. It was a notification which popped up.

Nikhil - We have to do lot of shopping for the wedding!!

I realized what I was doing. This is wrong completely wrong.

Meera cupped my face and made her turn towards her. She kissed me as if it was last day of this earth. I kissed her back with all the intensity

Meera's pov -

He pulled away my t-shirt from my body. Now I'm  half- naked infront of him. My cheeks heated up and again he claimed my lips. It was rough and passionate he slowly pulled away and he started sucking my neck. He started going down and I kept moaning loud. I started moving, trying hardest to handle the sensation that were building up in my stomach.

He kissed my soft spot

" Ahhhhh"  I moaned out real loud. His hands roam on my body and I'm driving crazy.

" Tell me that you want me " he said and kissed my neck.

" I want you Arjun " I was breathing heavily

His hands now were on my back near my bra hook.

" Wait " he said and I opened my eyes.

I gave him a confusing look and he sat up straight.

" How much do you take for one night "
I was beyond shocked. I sat up straight.

" What..did..you.. say " just incase I was day dreaming.

" I was asking your rate " he blurred out .

I slapped him so fucking hard that he ended upon the floor. He dint look so shocked.

" Aren't you a slut? " I broke into tears. How dare he use that word.

" A slut who's in relationship but still wanted to have sex with her ex husband. Oh wait. We dint divorce right? How could you marry Mr.Nikhil khurana "

I could feel my head spinning and I started feeling dizzy.

" Why did u leave me " his jaw clenched.

He came towards me and dropped me on the bed.

" You know my bank balance. Still you want him over me? Is he good in sex? Does he satisfy you more than me " his hands roaming around my body and I shut my eyes tightly to control my anger. My heart is shattered into million peices now.

" STOPPP " I yelled on top of my lungs with tears rolling down my cheek. I pushed him and he actually backed off.

I sat up wrapping bedsheets around me. He was coming towards me and I raised my finger.

" Stop. Stop right there "

" MR. ARJUN MALHOTRA NIKHIL IS NOT MY BOYFRIEND " He rolled his eyes. I got up and catched his collar.

" Whole world knows that nikhil is Maya's boyfriend and they're getting married real soon. So what made you think that he's my boyfriend. You're such a disgusting human " I released his collar and fell on my knees.

" you make me feel disgusting arjun " my tears weren't stopping.

" I accepted every single punishment from you. I let you hurt me. You've hurt me physically and mentally thinking that I deserve this. I deserve every single punishment. I never protested your physical harms. BUT THIS. " my voice broke and I took a deep breath to continue.

" This is something which no woman deserves. You slut shamed me Arjun. MONSTERS ARE BETTER THAN YOU "

" You're angry because I shot you that day right. I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry " I yelled as my tears dint stop.

YOU CAN SHOOT ME ARJUN. JUST KILL ME. I CAN'T TAKE THIS ANYMORE. I look up to see him completed shock.

I left out a small sarcastic laugh.

" You know what arjun, I dont deserve any of this. I'm glad I left you. You are a monster. You were and you'll always be. If u have any problem with me then just put me inside the jail. " I got up taking my party dress which was laying on the floor. I wore my dress completely ignoring him. I picked up my phone and strided out.

The main door dint open. I should enter the pass code. What could it be? I have no energy to face that asshole. I glanced at that again and slowly inspected the most pressed numbers. It was 0179

Wait. These numbers?

My shivering fingers pressed the number and ding! It opened. I ran out and waited for the elevator to come. Soon as the doors opened I bumped into someone. His phone fell down and I bent down and grabbed it and handed it to him. " Sorry " I looked up to see Rahul. He look up and stared into my eyes. So much pain in his eyes. I hate myself even more now.

" It's okay " he said. I was confused as hell. He dailed to someone.

" JAMES WHY THE HELL ARE UNKNOWN PEOPLE ROAMING AROUND OUR BUILDING " he screamed.

I ran inside the elevator and saw my face in the mirror. I was looking like a mess. Red puffy eyes. Messy hair. This dress is making even more hard to breathe.

The elevator door opened and I saw James leaning on the car. He gave me a sad smile and I bent my head down.

" I'll drop you home " he said.

" I can go myself " I said and started walking towards the gate.

A car stopped infront of me and I sighed. James came out and opened the back seat.

" please let me drop you home " he said.

I opened the passenger seat and silently sat. James smiled and started driving.

" Well.."

" I'm sorry "

" Its okay we don't have to talk about the past. I forgive you "

" really " I turned towards him.

" I really have lots of questions but let's not talk about it now. How are you feeling " he asked.

" I'm good. How.. are.. you " I asked.

" I'm great " he said and we stayed silent. We reached my apartment and I got down.

" I'm sorry again " I said

" It's okay let's forget everything " he said and gave me a weak smile.

" And..about.. Rahul..  " I remember how his face. He was so hurt.

" I'm sorry behalf of him " I apologized.

" He's just hurt. I hope you guys sit together and I hope you tell them your reason behind escaping so that all your misunderstandings can get cleared " he said and I slowly nodded.

" Bye James see you later "

" Bye "

Rahul's pov -

It was meera. I knew arjun dint come back to Mumbai for her. James told me everything and when I really saw her, I wanted to hug her. I dont really know why I did that. I saw Arjun suffering to the death without her.

I made my way towards the room. I opened the bedroom door and he was froze in his place.

" Arjun " I slowly whispered. He looked completely shattered and broken.

I was thinking what could have possibly happen.

Thudd

I saw arjun on the floor. He fainted.

Oh my god!!! ARJUNN! I sprinkled water, yet no response I made him drink water yet no response.

I immediately called ambulance.

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