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( you'll find tons of grammatical mistakes and cringe stuff )

I was going insane. What did I just do?? Did I just kiss him. Oh my god no way. I was breathing heavily and arjun looked at me and I lost it. I turned backwards so that my back faces arjun because I'm not really ready to face him.

" Meera.. " his words were breaking

" I'm so ah.. so sorry " I shouldn't have done it without your permission.

" look at me meera " he yelled at me

I turned back and he held my hands. He took me outside and we both were shocked to see a bed filled with rose petals and red balloons.

My face turned red so as Arjun's. The situation was awkward as hell.

Arjun held my hands and made me sit on the couch.

He sat on his knees. " Arjun" I slowly whispered

He extended his fingers on my lip and asked me to stay silent.

" Meera listen, just listen " he said

I nodded and he continued.

" Meera I dont know how but you mean a lot to me meera. I like you. Alot. The thought of loosing you drives me crazy. I want you forever. I want you meera. I'm not gonna say this as love. Yeah I'm weird. I kinda need some time to get over everything but even though this marriage means nothing to you I promised myself to protect you forever"

I pinched myself. Ouch this is not a dream.

" Meera I said that to sam because I dont want my wife to seduce some asshole. He's dangerous I want you to stay out of it. There should be a reason thats why I said you're upset with me."

" Meera speak " he said

" I'm.."I dint knew what to say

" Sorry " I said.

" why are you sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry for everything and that ah.. ah that kiss i shouldn't have done that I'm sorry "

" Its okay I'm sorry too " I said

" Can I ask you something " he asked

Hmm?

" Do you love me "

No. I might be attracted but its not love thats for sure.

" Same here. Meera you're the girl everyone desires to get. Beautiful, smart , caring , understanding what else do a man wants but I haven't moved on yet. And I like you I wanna be with you but I need time. And in that time I'll make sure you love me "

He cupped my face and hugged me.

Arjun went out to deal something and here I'm going insane like did we just kisssssss??????? And he said he likes me like wtf. Most importantly now I'm fucking married to him. Everything seems unreal.

My mind was exploding. I wanted to sleep. I looked for the pills in the bag and I found a picture. Picture of Advik,Rahul,Arjun. A picture in which advik and rahul were chasing arjun. All of their faces were filled with smiles.

" What are you doing " a voice came from behind

It was arjun and I was so scared last time I got involved he got upset.

" I'm so uh.. sorry.. its just that I was looking for pills and " before I complete he came forward and put his one of the finger on my lip.

" Why are you worried its okay "

" Here are your pills " he handed them over to me and held my fingers.

" You sleep here I'll sleep on couch " he said.

It was morning and things have been still awkward between us and Rajeev accepted the deal and he wanted to meet arjun.

* Arjun's pov *

It was a huge amount. I wonder how Rajeev accepted the deal knowing I'm the one. I got a call from unknown number and I lifted

" Hey nice to meet you again " he said

" Rajeev "

I said and immediately messaged raghu ram sir.

" Ah..that was fast now tell me whats your new plan. "

" Well let's meet and talk " I said him

" No buddy not so soon. I wanna ask whats your motive behind that first. Wanna take revenge? " he smirked

" Yes. Not on you but the government "

" And how can I believe you "

" If you dint believe me you wouldn't have called me. Your brother wants the deal so why don't we have a partnership now "

" Hmm but trust me Malhotra one wrong move you're done "

" sure " with that he cutted the call.

I went towards meera who was in her training. The training was done by evening. I know rajeevs men are around so me and meera decided to go for a date.

We reached a restaurant and we both ate dinner.

" so it's just for publicity right " she asked rolling her eyes

" not really " I pulled her on a dance floor and started dancing.

I wanted to love her. But some part of me is still afraid of the word love. So after this mission I'm gonna make sure she loves me. And I want her.

We happily danced together and I left her alone. I told her that our men are spreaded everywhere out of the restaurant so she doesn't had to worry.

* Meera's pov *

The moment arjun left. I was bored how could he just leave me. The date was perfect until he left. There was a wine bottle on the table and I gave up drinking long back. But I just wanted to try again.

So I just drank one glass and thought of giving up but why not a 2nd glass too. Thats it I completed whole bottle.

*Arjun's pov*

We got our weapons. We secretly hided in this restaurant which I own. I went down and saw meera completely wasted and flirting with a guy. I was fuming in anger when I saw how careless she was.

The guy was about to touch her but I held her wrist and pulled her outside. We silently sat in the car. But here she wasn't silent. The cab driver was ina whole mood so as meera. I hope we don't get arrested so I asked the driver to turn the music down.

" No turn the music onn " she yelled at him

" Dont means dont " I gave him death glare

" you're an ass " she said me

She grabbed my collar and hugged me
I was processing what just happened but she was drunk. I made her sit straight. And she again moved and placed her head on my lap like a baby.

I was quiet because she was quiet. It was a very difficult task to make her quiet.

" What are you thinking " I asked her

She moved her head on my lap so that she faces me and she kept on looking. She extended her hands and cupped my face " will everything be alright? "

I caressed her hair saying " soon "

We reached our hotel and then she denied to get out the car. It was whole drama to make her get out from the car.

The hotel was empty so I took her in the lift. And this childish girl right there clicked every single button on the lift.

I was so fucking done. Our floor is on the 32nd floor and now the elevator doors are going to open in every floor. Wow.

Meera sat down and I sat down with her. She looked at me and laughed at me and now I dont know what was the reason behind her childish smile. She kept her head on my shoulder.

The door kept opening on every floor and finally we reached our room. I lifted meera to the room because she was completely mad.

Meera ran towards the washroom and switched on the shower.

" oh my god meera no no " I ran towards her and tried to pull her out of the shower. But she held my hands and clutched them to the wall with her small hands.

My heart was beating 100times faster.

" Meera we both are getting wet we might catch cold "

Her fingers went down my abs.

" why hiding this hot body beneath the shirt. Can't u just rip this apart " 

My eyes got widened when she tried to rip my shirt off.

" Thats it meera let's go "

I dragged her outside and we were totally dripping. I went towards the cupboard and got my t-shirt and pajamas and I got her night wear.

Meera snatched my t-shirt and went inside the washroom again screaming

" its mineeee nowwwww "

I wore my pajama and knocked the door. She dint respond. I went inside since it wasn't locked. Here our meera is sleeping in the bath tub with my t-shirt hardly covering her legs.

I gulped and mentally slapped myself and asked her to come out. She denied. What else can I expect.

" I bought you're favorite chocolate and if your not coming out I'm gonna eat it by myself " I told her

She ran out faster than me and asked me Where's it. I have her sleeping pills.

" Why is it looking like this " she asked me

It's your favorite meera its just you're drunk so have it a try i gave her water. She silently took them. She raised the music suddenly from her mobile and started dancing on bed.

" Get down meera " I told her

She held my hands and tried to pull me up but she lost her balance and we both fell on bed. I was just speechless. Meera is going to ruin me oneday. My heart was racing and I dint knew what to do.

She placed her head under my arm and wrapped me on my bare body.

" meera "

" meera you there?"

" hmm? " she said with a sleepy tone.

" umm.. can you please get up I'll go sleep on the couch " I tried to come out of her grip.

" nooooo " she cried out while tightening her grip on me

"okay okay calm down my angry kitten"

" Then stay with me like this " she gave a little gap and then said " forever "

Then she dipped into deep sleep.

The way I felt. It was different. I felt some kind of peace when she's with me.

I silently laughed  thinking how badly she's gonna regret when she wakesup. Its gonna be fun

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