Anxiety - SKEP X SPIFEY

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George:
'He's so special to me,' I thought as I stared at Zak. He looked over at me and I just smiled. He smiled back, but I think he felt uncomfortable because I was staring at him.
"Whatcha thinking about, George?" Zak asked me. "Oh, uh, nothing." I said as I scratched the back of my neck and laughed awkwardly. Then Harv walked in. 'Thank god, please distract Zak.' I thought to myself, hoping that Zak wouldn't pay attention to me anymore. If he finds out I like him, I don't know how I'll live.
"Hey, Zak. What are you and George waiting on? I got dinner ready in the kitchen." Harv told us. "Oh, ok. Thanks Harv. That's really nice of you. C'mon Georgie." Zak says as he winks at me when he says 'Georgie.'
  We get up and walk to the dining room table. We sit down and start to eat. Zak looks at me every once in a while. When he looks at me for the third time, he winks at me. I then begin to choke on my food.
  "George!" Zak and Harv yell in unison. Harv gets up and holds my chest and my back to keep my body straight, then he starts to beat on my upper back with some force, but not enough to make me wince in pain. Zak's face turned pale. His eyes were coated in fear and shock, which wasn't good. My anxiety rose from seeing Zak like that. I hope he's ok. I start coughing while Harv is beating my back so that the food won't be stuck in my throat anymore.
"Are you ok, George?" Zak asked. "Oh, yeah - definitely. Don't worry about me." I said back, embarrassed. I feel like I just looked like a complete idiot, I mean, I chocked on steak because I was caught off guard. I'm an idiot.

"Are you sure you're ok? Your face is red and you look confused - or.. embarrassed." Zak said. "Why would you be embarrassed, George?" Harv asked. I could tell he was becoming worried, again. "I- I need to go to the bathroom." I said quickly.
I got up and speed walked to the bathroom. 'Oh my gosh..' I thought. 'That was literally my worst nightmare. Talk about anxiety.'
I looked at myself in the mirror and realized how anxious and messed up I looked. 'When I walked out of my room I looked decent - and when I walked out of the living room I still looked decent.. it must've happened when I chocked. The fear and shock in Zak's eyes added to the anxiousness, so that was great.' I thought.
Time skip
'He's so beautiful..' I thought. We were alone again. He was watching a movie we had turned on earlier. I was supposed to be watching it too, but I couldn't get my eyes off of Zak. His raven hair complements his chocolate eyes. I wonder- what if Zak doesn't even find interest in boys- or what if he finds interest in boys.. just not me. I could tell me face looked worried because when his eyes met mine his eyes were once again coated with fear and shock. "What are you thinking about George? Are you ok?" And once again, I'm showered with questions, and that's when the anxiety is the worst.
Then, I couldn't breathe. I grabbed throat. 'What if Zak hates me after this- what if he thinks I'm weird!'
That's when my breath hitched.
He grabbed my shoulder. And I never really had any contact with him, and when I did, I calmed down, but silently freaked out. "Georgie, I'm worried about you. Do you need to talk, because we can, I'd love to talk to you even if you weren't panicking." Zak reassured me.
"Let's talk.."
Haha, cliffhanger.
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