Chapter 37

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Song is Impossible by Shontelle.

Isabella Denise

"I think you have some explaining to do Mr. Enzo." I said looking towards the man named Giovanni Marco Enzo. My face was most probably red from anger to both the man and the mystery woman that I have already grown to hate the minute she walked into the room.

Marco himself looked shocked and surprised by the sudden move of the bitchy mystery woman which he actually shouldn't be because he was smiling at her like crazy, I had never seen him smile wider than that and jealousy was cursing through my veins mixed with a heavy load of anger.

He said I was the first one, he said he wouldn't lie to me, but of course like every other man that I have yet met he lied to me, I couldn't believe how he played me, I felt betrayed yet again and most of all even more broken than I was after I split from Leo. At this moment this was the worst I felt. In a second by her 'grand' entrance things went a total 360 degree for which I'm not actually glad.

"Yes I think you do Marco. Tell him how I'm your girlfriend and you're my boyfriend." The mystery Bitch said smirking at me as I rose an eyebrow at her then looked towards Marco who was seems like still processing everything.

"You should leave Isabella. I don't think Marco wants you here. You're not his girlfriend, I am his girlfriend." She said to me, each word she said to me was hitting me in the heart with a knife as I controlled my anger and other emotions towards her and Marco. Marco was lying to me and I let him, he played me and I let him. This is why you should know that you can't ever really trust anyone but yourself. I owe Albelino for this.

"Well if he is your boyfriend, I guess you should have some talk with him since he basically cheated on you while you were gone with me." I said faking a smile at her and walking out of the room without any other word. I didn't waste any time in looking back at Marco since I knew that this was over and this was the end of everything we had. It was for a short time and he did hella good acting to make me fall for him, everything felt so real that I wouldn't have ever had a doubt in not believing him.

Little did I know that he already had a girlfriend. Of course everyone knew about this and they never told me because they didn't care, I bet they were used to it and since they were in the mafia they didn't care. The most sad part was that even being woman, Marie and Rose were the woman that as well never told me or they never warned.

It all added up, this was the reason why Marco never kissed me, why it took him so long to kiss me, then of course his girlfriend was gone and he needed someone to pass his time with, he picked me because that would boost his ego even more because he had gotten me fall under his spell as well. He was a man and needed to fulfill his needs and I wasn't obviously easy so he made up this act and now that his girlfriend his back he ditches me for her. Just perfect. Please note the sarcasm.

I didn't even think about where to go and went into the first room that came into my mind which was Alex's room. Hopefully no one would find me here not that they would actually try to find me but yeah whatever just go with it.

Tears broke free from my eyes as I ran into Alex's room and slammed the door behind me leaning against his as I shut my eyes tight letting the tears roll down my cheek and drop to my clothes and the floor. Maybe this was what I deserved. This was what I had for myself in the future and this was what I needed to make me even more cruel than I already was.

Every second that passed by I hoped that Marco had followed me and then would be here calming me down and telling me that everything the mystery woman said was a lie and that they weren't together, that he was mine and I was his and she wouldn't be a part of our lives but this never happened.

He didn't come for me, he didn't follow me and then calmed me down then told me that this was all fake, that she was lying and that he was mine and I was his, that we would be together, that he was sorry for lying to me, that he regrets everything but this never happened. This is what's written in my fate I guess. Nothing has actually turned out good for me.

"Auntie Bella?" I looked up in front of me seeing the voice that was heard belonged to Alex who seemed like he had woken up just now by my ugly loud crying sounds. He was looking at me with his droopy eyes clutching tightly to his Elmo stuffed doll.

"I'll be gone in a minute Alex. Go back to sleep." I said lightly smiling at him with tears still falling from my eyes. Damn now I know how Allie felt when she and Noah broke up with each other. When Noah just simply left her in his car while she was screaming at him not leave. Now if I watch that movie again I'm definitely going to cry.

Is this what all normal girls feel like? The pain that you feel in the heart is nothing compared to all the physical pain that you would feel because that's temporary which would leave later on. The pain in the heart will always be there no matter what, you'll feel it when you think about how you got that pain.

"Auntie Bella, why are you crying? Please tell me." He said dropping his stuffed doll and walking towards me and hugged me. I was surprised how well trained he was, how understanding he was, if I was in his place I would have awkwardly stood here because I didn't know how to deal with things like this but he seemed to know and he just hugged me without another word.

I couldn't help but hug his little figure tightly but not that much that he wouldn't be able to breathe. After a while he pulled back and smiled at me.

"Auntie Bella?" He called me and I replied with a hm. It was still dark in the room.

"Are you going to be alright?" He asked me seeming like he would fall asleep any minute.

"Yes I will be Alex. Go back to sleep now." I said smiling towards him regardless the pain I was feeling right now.

He nodded at me and went back to his bed and I tucked him under the covers and kissed his forehead then pulled back feeling like going to 'Marco's' bedroom and sleeping there. This was an extremely bad idea my brain yelled at me and I agreed but my heart was in too much pain to even listen to my brain at this moment. I wished that I had my mother here to comfort me and tell me about her breakups and how she dealt with if she ever had one other than my dad.

I slowly walked towards the door making sure I didn't step on any lego then opened the door walking out of it slowly.

I walked up the hall going up the stairs to the top floor and walked more like jogged towards Marco's bedroom and threw the door open. The smell of Marco's expensive cologne reached my nose bringing more tears to my eyes.

I ignored everything as I walked to the bathroom and threw the door open, as soon as I switched on the lights I was instantly staring at my fucked up reflection to which I was already used to looking at. I sighed as more tears escaped from my eyes falling on the counter.

I opened the tap letting the water pour out he spout and waited for it to turn warm. When it did I washed my face then dried it with a towel before stepping out of the bathroom. When I stepped out I saw Rose sitting on the edge of the bed looking at me with pity and a sad face.

"I know you're here to defend Marco but please don't. Whatever he has to say to me or explain I rather have him say it to me first and to my face." I said to Rose exhausted like every other single day since everyday is just simply but extremely exhausting filled with loads and loads and loads drama. Did I mention it was loads? Yeah most probably.

"I'm not here for that Bella. I'm here to for you to ask you if you're okay." She replied getting up from the bed.

"Don't you think it's pretty obvious?" I replied faking a smile and a laugh. Tears and pain didn't wait for me and came instantly.

Rose instantaneously came toward me and hugged me tightly which seemed like the only thing which I needed at the moment. I didn't want to let go of her. She was such a beautiful and wise women I wasn't astonished how she had such an healthy relationship.

She walked me towards the bed and sat on it making me sit on it as well then placed my head on her lap. I felt like I was a baby but that's exactly what I wanted to be and what I could be right now.

"It hurts Rose. It's hurts a lot and I don't even know what I can do about it anymore. Why does it hurt this much!? It's not supposed to hurt this much, we've been together for such a short time but all of a sudden when he left me everything that was in started aching. Do you have any idea how hard it was for me to stop my tears to come out while I was in the room with Marco!? I feel so weak that I think all along it was just me or my unintentional acting of being strong when I actually wasn't. I'm weak. I'm broken. God a breakup does shit to you doesn't it?" I rambled along letting all my anger and emotions out all at once and was indebted of Rose for listening and specially not interrupting.

"Bella I'm going to say this once and only once then I won't say it again, then before denying it give it a little thought right in front of me and then tell me what you you've decided." Rose said giving me a very pointy look.

I was weary now and I had no energy but maybe the questions that are just about to be asked from me will provide me with a little energy.

I nodded.

"I say you love him. Now before you start arguing with me that of course you don't love him because you can't love someone in such a short time,I'm already telling you that you can love a person in a second without yourself knowing. It's like magic, when I first met Noah, it was love at first sight but it took us a lot of time to realize that. So now I want you to think and then tell me what you think about loving Marco or do you think you love him?" Rose reached to an end leaving me hopelessly speechless as I tried to make up words in just my head. I was speechless that I had no idea what to think or do that my eyes started drying up because I wasn't blinking out of shock.

Slowly I moved away from Rose and sat upright sniffing making sure that my super wet and big yellow snot doesn't come out and ruin this somewhat very important moment. I thought hard on what Rose told me and counted the possibilities of how much it could be true and how ouch it could not be true.

Of course maybe if I love him that's why I'm ere crying my life out of myself because I feel betrayed a lied to just after being with someone for almost a month. What options do I have that tell me that maybe I'm not in love with him? Would I let myself starve and give him my food? ....yes? Would I give my life for him? Maybe....yes?

"That means you really do love him Bella." Rose said out loud making me realize my thoughts were actually spoken by me without me even knowing.

"What happens if I do love him Rose? Will it change anything? Will it make things better? Will it make him love me? No. I don't think it will do after this all is done I'm leaving." I said to her trying my very best not to just fall off the bed and to the ground then just lay there crying even more than I already was.

"You're afraid Bella! You're afraid of love, you think love hurts but it doesn't Bella! Being in love is the best thing in the world because it's the only thing that can make you feel better when you feel the worst feeling in the world, love is very powerful, it can bring about tremendous changes in a blink of an eye and I want you to go and fight for Marco! Fight for what's yours! And I'm telling you now, that women is not Marco's girlfriend. She did used to be Marco's girlfriend but now she's not, Marco looked happy because when they broke off their relationship they were good friends but it seems like she was acting all along." Rose told me and I realised what I had done.

I jumped to a conclusion without thinking, it was something I would never do, it was something I refused to do but yet I still did it and now I'm seriously disappointed it. It's likes someone hitting you in the strongest part of your body where you feel pain the least, now felt the most this time.

"Bella!" A loud bang followed by a frustrated and frantic with worry Marco entered the room and rose and I both looked up at the same time to see the disturbance for our moment.

Great timing Marco.

"You guys obviously need to talk so I'm gonna leave." Rose said standing up giving my hand a squeeze and a smile telling me to be strong and thoughtful.

I looked away as she let my hand fall on my knees and walked passed Marco closing the door behind her as she walked out of the room.

"Bella." Marco said sounding out of breath walked towards, I felt oddly uncomfortable which made me move away from him further to the other end of the bed which made sit on the bed in the middle.

"Bella, please hear me out first. I know this looks all fucked up but you have to listen to me, that woman out there, Kristina, she isn't my girlfriend, she used to be in April just for 2 weeks. Yes it's true I lied to you about the whole first girlfriend thing but that was only because so that it wouldn't ruin what he had going on between us! I know I should have told you the truth but I admit that I was utterly afraid that you will get away from me and I really really didn't want that. Kristina just made everything up and told you it so that she could break you and have me but you left that I couldn't explain everything to you in front of her, you won't ever see her in this side of the house again I promise so hurt please Bella don't leave me! After you left I felt like shit and I yelled and yelled and yelled at Kristina for lying to do in front of everyone and for kissing me."

Marco took a break from talking after his extremely fast talking speech but still understandable. This time I looked at Marco letting him see my broken side once again.

"Amore, I'm sorry. Please forgive me Bella. Losing you hurts and it hurts a lot! I know FUCKING well that it's really soon to say this and I don't expect you to say it back but I just want you to know that I love you Bella." Marco finished out of breath and tears freed form my eyes rolling down my cheek continuously.

These years weren't from sadness, but from happiness to know that everything I thought was a lie that he actually still did care for me and now I know that he loves me right at the moment I realised I loved him. I wasn't mad at him for not telling me he had a girlfriend before me because he had a good explanation.

"Giovanni Marco Enzo. I love you too." I said momentarily crossing my fingers in my head waiting to see his reaction to my confession.

"Well isn't that just awesome." He said chuckling and pulled me by my legs and pressed his lips against mine, kissing me deeply.

3 weeks later

"Ok Al please tell me you're done with everything!" I said tried of waiting for Al to finish up his stupid cars because everyone was done with their part but only Al was left and we had to sit an extra week for him to finish his stupid bullet proof cars.

Although I gotta say the cars looked awesome. It's been 3 weeks since that day Marco and I confessed to each other that we love each other. It still feels weird to say that but I would obviously get used to it. We hadn't had any fight and turns out that Rose isn't really pregnant but it was just because I stress that she missed her period and threw up.

Everything was surprisingly going smooth, the Russians were getting along with the Italians and I can't say anything about French since I'm the only French in the whole mansion.

"Yes it's done so now I suggest you get your ass back up stairs and stop annoying me." He finally replied clearly annoyed with me at the moment for which I wouldn't really blame him because I had been annoying him for the past 2 hours asking him the same thing so he would speed up, it was already evening when we were supposed to leave in the afternoon but someone decided to take a lot of time to finish.

"No need to act like you don't love because I know you do." I winked at him as he groaned with further more annoyance, he glared at me and if looks could kill I would have already been ten feet under the ground.

"Ok ok I'm leaving! And Go and take a shower you smell." I said chuckling in the end earring yet another groan of annoyance for him as I made my way upstairs.

"Ok so does everyone have everything!?" I heard Grace yelling from the lounge to see her painting here and there giving orders tot he men as they hurried everywhere to obey the orders of the mother of Mafia.

"Yes everything's done now can we please just go and shower!?" One of the men said extremely exhausted, if you didn't know him you would have never guessed that he was in the mafia by the tiredness that was in his voice when he spoke.

"Yes and make it quick because you have 20 minutes!" Se yelled at them part smiling and the groaned out loud not really caring what Grace bought and then hurriedly ran to their respected bedrooms to shower and hopefully Al has gone to shower too.

"Wow Grace I'm impressed."

"Well you know, you can never judge and old women because they can surprise you. Don't ever underestimate an old women my dear." Se said and I smiled.

"Never did I do once."

"Oh Dear! I need to pack some food for everyone!" She yelled out loud and there was already so much chaos and her yelling added onto that.

If you looked around you could see everyone rushing here and there and hear ten screaming out loud, it was the perfect act out of home alone 1 or 2.

"Ok the food is all packed for everyone!" She said and I snapped out of my home alone zone out.

"That quick!" I was surprised that she managed to pack up food for everyone in just 2 minutes.

"Sweetheart you zoned out for a long time check your watch and look around." She said chuckling and I checked my watch to see it had been more than 20 minutes and when I looked around I saw men coming down stairs with small bags and saw them walking out of the house with Marie handing them each a sandwich I guess for the ride which was wrapped in a cling wrap.

"Ciao bella!" Marco wrapped his arm around my shoulder and I looked up at him smiling.

"Hey!" I greeted him looking him up and down to see him dressed in just a pair of blue denim jeans a plain white full sleeves shirt because it was getting cold now since winter was coming. He was carrying a black duffle bag on his one shoulder and wore his ray ban glasses.

The guy knows how to dress.

Soon Al came down stairs and followed him his heavy footsteps, he was wearing black ripped jeans with a plain white shirt and over that an unbuttoned check shirt. All in all he looked good as well with his hair messily pulled back slightly.

"You ready to go?" Marco asked me smiling knowing I had been waiting for this day for quite a long time.

"I have never been more ready."

Albelino guess what. Your game has just been changed.

BOOM!

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