Nikolai's pov
Mature content 16+

I woke up to the sound of whimpers.
Looking beside me I saw a distressed-looking Astrea.

Shit she is having a nightmare again

"Baby wake up," I said softly patting her cheeks. Instead of waking up, her actions turned wild as she clawed at her neck. "Shit love wake up please," I said a little louder as she thrashes frantically.

Oh god.

Not wanting her to hurt herself, I straddled her waist and pinned her arms above her head. I watched patiently as Astrea flails in my arms waiting for her to open her beautiful eyes. And she does after a few minutes. Her breathing is erratic and her skin is slicked with sweat.

It's been a week since I killed Louis in the hospital but these random nightmares of her make me want to bring him back to life and kill him again. Focusing back on Astrea I just hugged her as she cries in my arms, occasionally kissing her head.

"I... Can you do something for me Nico" she asked me after a few minutes
"Anything baby" I replied without hesitation
"Touch me." She said, stunning me to silence. Pulling myself together, I answered "Astrea love you are vulnerable right now and you are still healing. You will regret it later" Astrea has recovered and we have made progress on her knee but she can't move it much.

"I can never regret it and I am okay" she replied, gripping my head so I am looking at her and all I see in her eyes is certainity "only you can take their touch away Nico. please." she continued, her voice coming out vulnerable
"Okay" I sighed as I kissed her lips.

The kiss is filled with love and passion and everything sweet. Her lips moved against mine in desperation and soon the kiss which started sweet turned rough as I bit her bottom lip before entering my tongue in her mouth. Her tongue moulded with mine beautifully as they engaged in a beautiful dance. Pulling back after a couple of minutes, I looked at her swollen lips that are parted as she pants.

"Before we do anything, I want you to know that I haven't done this before," I said as my cheeks heated up. Not because I am embarrassed of being a virgin, god knows I am damn proud of being hers and hers only, but because I am nervous of her reaction.

"Why?" She asked lowly, her face twisting into an unknown expression
"Why would I do it with anyone else when you exist? I am only yours and I have always been only yours" I replied honestly

"What is it?" I asked waiting in anticipation for her answer
"I...you saved youself for me but I couldn't do the same. I didn't meant to but I didn't have a choice. I am so so..sorry. pl.." She turned her head away from me. Softly cupping her face, I made her look at my eyes

"It's okay love. You didn't have a choice and even if you did, I wouldn't hold it against you. It doesn't matter, what matters is that I am gonna be your last" I told her, running my fingers against her cheek and she nodded, her eyes filled with emotions.

"Are you sure you want to do this?" I asked one more time, seeking her permission
"I have never been more sure about anything" she answered as I unbuttoned my shirt that she is wearing.

she isn't wearing anything except her panties under it so her upper body is bare to me.

I admired her body, running my hands on her heated skin. Her body is carved by gods and her scars told the story of her survival. Slowly I kissed her neck, softly biting at the skin and soothing the sting with my touch as a soft sound escapes her mouth. I ran my finger at a small scar right above her breasts. "Beautiful" I muttered taking the skin between my lips.

Pulling back, I ran my fingers at the top of her breasts before taking a nipple between my fingers, gaining confidence as she shivers. I lowered my mouth taking a nipple in my mouth and twisting another one between my fingers.

"Oh Nico" she moans and my cock hardened at the sound. My mouth went further down, kissing her waist and belly button. I looked up at her when I reached the most sensitive part of her body only to see her eyes filled with lust and heat and her cheeks flushed. I slowly removed her underwear, groaning when I found her wet.

I spread her legs and kissed her thighs. The more I explore her body, the more I want to just pound into her until all she could she is stars and all she remembers is my name but I have to do this right. She is too delicate right now and I want to give her the first time she deserved but couldn't get. We will have time for rough and hard later.
right now we will go with soft and loving.

Kissing up her thighs, I hesitantly touched her clit making sure she is comfortable. When she moaned, I took it between my fingers, rubbing the soft bundle of nerves as she whimpers. "Oh god." Her sweet moans reached my ears as I replaced the fingers with my tongue, sucking her clit in my mouth. She tastes so sweet.

I aligned one of my fingers and slowly entered it inside her, the other hand squeezing her round ass. She gasps and squirmed as I moved it. I added another finger while sucking her clit. Her walls clamped against my fingers as they stretched her walls. Her fingers fisted my hair and her moans got louder causing me to groan. The vibrations caused her to shudder and I increased my pace.

"I ... I am gonna cum" she panted

"Cum for me. Let me taste you" I commanded and she did. Her whole body shuddered as she reached her high and her taste filled my tongue.
"Oh my god" she muttered as she recovered from her high and I smiled

"You were such a good girl for me" I praised her and kissed her forehead before I removed my sweat and boxers.
I watched as she looked down at me with fascination and I felt giddiness filling my chest at the heat of her gaze. My dick hardened further at her gaze as pre cum coated the head. I opened a drawer and pulled out a condom that I got after I asked her to be my girlfriend just in case. Her gaze turned curious but she remained silent as I tore the foil and rolled the condom on.

I climbed back and take my place above her. Beeing careful of her injuries and keeping my weight on my arms so I don't crush her. Her chest brushes mine causing me to groan. I used my hand to align my dick at her entrance, carefully analyzing her expression to make sure I don't trigger the bad memories. My chest filled with pride when I didn't find a speck of hesitation or fear.

I slowly pushed inside her, groaning when I felt her soft walls against my cock. "Fuck. You are so tight" She feels so warm and good and I had to hold myself back from burying balls deep inside her. Her face on the other hand is twisted in pain as she adjusts to my above-average size. I kissed her to distract her. When she nodded, I started moving and gradually increasing my pace.

After a few seconds, her expression turned to one of pleasure and her moans and my groans filled the room. Her nails dug at my back so hard that they probably drawed blood.

Fuck loving and soft.
"Tell me if you want me to stop" I warned before I wrapped my palm around her frail neck and squeezed hard while another pulled at her hair roughly as she screams and arch her back taking me deeper inside her pussy. Replacing my hand with my teeth, I bit down hard on her neck and sucked before doing the same with her breasts leaving my marks on her.

"You are only mine" I said " say it" I demanded, squeezing her neck again when she didn't "I told you to do something" I whispered roughly, slamming against her hard till I am buried deep inside her pussy
" yes. I am yours" she screamed
"Good girl" I praised her rubbing her neck

I groaned when I felt her clamping around my dick.
God she liked rough and dominating.
Can she be anymore perfect

"Fuck baby. I don't think I will last too long. I promise I will do better next time angel" I grunted out as pleasure took over my body.

"Ah Nikolai" Astrea said and I dipped my head swallowing her moans.
My whole body shudders as her pussy clamps around me. Her movement triggered my orgasm, as I cummed so hard that my vision turned black. My orgasm triggered hers as she too came around my dick breathing heavily as her face twisted with pleasure.

After a few moments of recovering from it, I removed myself from her and disposed of the condom and cleaned myself before wetting a cloth and gently cleaning her as she winces. I wore my boxers and put a shirt on her as she just smiles at me, her eyes twinkling.

After I am done I got back to bed and took her in my arms.
"You were so good love. " I said
"You were too. Are you sure you are a virgin?" she joked
"I am sure" I replied chuckling