23 | Realization~

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Taehyung POV

I clenched my jaws and fisted my hands hearing her saying this. Still the same attitude. I turned around and closed my eyes, calming myself or else I will hurt myself.

"What happened? Why are you so silent huh?"

She again yelled out angrily and I still ignored her but deep inside my heart hurts.

How I thought that she would miss me and was gonna hug me. Then she will accept me but look what happened? She still wants to leave me...

"Taehyung, Do you...?"

She again about to yell but stopped. I became confused and looked back. I saw her eyes glistening with tears in her eyes.

She bit her lips and closed her eyes. I fisted my hands seeing her tears fall from her eyes. She turned around and went inside the bathroom.

I didn't know what she thought and what was she about to ask that she wasn't able to complete? What made her cry?

I fastly put on my clothes and waited for her to come back. I didn't hear any shower sound.

Y/n POV

I was still standing under the shower but I turned it off. Why was he ignoring me? Did he seriously forget me after that night?

My heart hurted when he ignored all my questions. He made me more confused, I thought to ask him to leave me but he didn't answer what will I understand by this. He still loves me or...

Again fresh tears kisses my cheek. I removed my wet clothes and wrapped the towel around my body. I didn't want to come out but I wanted to see him one more time before he left again.

I grabbed the door knob and opened it. I looked around and he was nowhere. I walked to the closet and took out my clothes.

The clothes in my hands fell down hearing a door lock sound. I turned around and saw him looking at me.

I sighed heavily and looked down at the clothes. How will I pick those clothes? I couldn't bend down in front of him with just a towel.

I turned around and decided to take out other clothes but the closet door was shut by him. He slammed the door of the closet , turned me around and pinned me there.

I looked in his eyes as he was so near me after almost two days. I really wanted to see the love in his eyes, that was only for me.

I tried moving my hands but he pinned them tightly. He leaned on my face and my breath hitched. My body shivered and I was frightened that the towel would fall.

"Did you miss me?"

He asked near my ear and I closed my eyes feeling his breaths there but he didn't make any skin contact between his lips and my body.

I did, I did miss him, really more than he can even imagine. I couldn't think that, he was the first person who barged in my life but still he has my heart.

"I don't know about you, but I missed you," He said and I felt so happy. I opened my eyes and looked around.

But, there was no one. I looked down but no, my clothes didn't fall, but it's in my hands. I chuckled but again sadness took over my body. So, I was dreaming,

He wasn't here and he didn't miss me. I closed the door of the closet and turned around. I looked up and saw him.

Again, I started dreaming.

I pushed him and about to remove my towel but he stopped me and I flinched badly when he touched my body and clutched the towel over my b##bs.

I was about to scream but he placed his palm on my lips. I moved back but he didn't leave my towel and started stepping forward making me step back. What the hell? Was this real or was I dreaming again?

I gasped and fell back down and my body bounced on the bed. I gripped my towel and he hovered over me. He leaned down and buried his head in my neck , making my breath stop.

I bit my lips and my heartbeat really stopped feeling him this close after so many days. His fast breaths hit my neck. He nuzzled more and groaned, kissing there and moving his lips on my neck and throat.

I gulped slowly and he raised his face looking at me. I breathed out and my chest moved up and down fastly. He raised his hand and cupped my cheek, rubbing his thumb on my bottom lip.

I close my eyes waiting for him to connect his lips cause I really want this. I really want him.

But he didn't, I opened my eyes and he pulled his hand back and was about to stand up from me.

"I am sorry,"

I said and he frowned, making me continue. I couldn't lose him and didn't wanna regret that I lost the person who loved me crazily but I didn't love him back cause he was a Mafia.

It's not his fault that he was in the Mafia, it didn't mean he can't fall in love. Mafias are human too. They had the right to fall in love and get the love back in return too.

I couldn't lose him when he proved his love to me. I could see the pain in his eyes, his eyes were screaming everything about how much he loves me, how he was stopping himself from hurting me when he can hurt me if he wants.

But, I was the one who hurted him, why I doubted his love when I never said and asked him to love me then I didn't even have any right to expect his love in return.

But I wanted, but to want something, we have to give something, I will give him what he was craving and was still craving.

I will give him the love back he wants from me. I will give myself to him. Cause I only trust him now.

Only his presence made me feel safe. These days, how much important he was for me, I didn't realise but do realise what if he'll leave me for whole life, this thought made me scared like someone snatching the oxygen mask from the patient.

I came out of my thoughts and saw him leaning on my face. His face showed curious and impatient ness, like he wanted to know what I was thinking or why I said sorry to him?

"I.. I am so.. sorry.."

I said and he pressed his index finger on my lips making my mouth shut. He chuckled and looked at me with hurtful eyes.

"Don't say sorry, I know you don't love me,"

He said and I shook my head. I grabbed his wrist and raised it from my lips.

"Taehyung, I really want to be w.. with you," I said and he blinked his eyes. He shook his head.

"What did you say?"

He again asked, almost scaring me. I licked my lips and gulped. With my shaky hand, I cupped his right cheek and raised my head. I planted a light kiss on his left cheek.

"I said what you heard,"

I said and he hugged me tightly. I smiled and hugged him back. Our bodies collided, as he rolled on the bed wrapping his arms around me. Sometimes, he was over me, sometimes me.

Finally he stopped, now he was again over me. I smiled but my smile dropped, remembering the day, when he, I just gave him pain and all he wanted to give me, Just his love.

"Why do you wanna live with me?"

He asked and caressed my cheek. Should I say that to him? Yes, say him Y/N.

"Cause, Cause I... I l.." I stopped and looked in his eyes. I couldn't. But I had to, Now or never.

"I love you," I confessed.

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Edited on: oct 17, 2022


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