Rachel held back my hair as I spilt my lunch into the toilet.

"I don't understand." Myah said. "I ate the same thing as you at the restaurant and I'm fine!"

I shrugged. "I don't know. But I feel like I'll never stop throwing up." Groaning I lowered my head back into the toilet bowl.

"Hey Hun. How ya feeling?" Ryan asked, stepping into the bathroom.

"I'm fine. I think I'm done now." I insisted. "Plus I just emptied half my stomach; I could eat."

Dylan gave me a careful look. "Sweetie... You've gained a little weight in the past three months. I don't think you need to eat right now."

I cried at her comment. "Why would you say that?" I ran into my room and slammed the door. It's not my fault I've gained a little weight. I blame it on this thing.

"Baby..." Ryan mumbled coming in. He laid down next to me in our bed and pulled me close.

I struggled to get out of his grasp. It made me feel like the walls were closing in on me. "Ryan I have to tell you something."

"What is it babe?" He kissed my forehead and rubbing my thigh.

"I'm pregnant." I cried. Tears fell from my eyes as I curled up against his chest. I was afraid he wouldn't want our baby. And that he would leave me for someone without kids.

"Baby, why are you crying?" He smiled. I looked up at him and found tears forming in his eyes too.

"I just don't want you to leave me." I sobbed.

"Why would I do that? I would love to have a baby with you." He began to kiss my jawline.

I rubbed my eyes and sniffled a bit. "You would?"

He smiled. "Your the only girl in the world I would even consider having a baby with."

We laid there for the rest of the day. We didn't even get up to eat. We sat there in bed and watched Netflix all day.

"Who else have you told?" Ryan asked.

"Rachel." She was actually the one that suggested I do a pregnancy test. I didn't find out till last month. I had honestly forgotten about my period and I though that I was just gaining some natural weight. When I found out I must've cried for hours.

"When do you want to tell everyone?" His questions made my head throb.

"I don't know." I admitted. "But not now. Soon though."

"Have you told your parents?"

"Can we please not talk about this right now?!" I snapped.

He sighed and kissed my lips softly. "I'm sorry. We don't have to talk about this now. Why don't we just try and go to sleep?" He suggested.

I groaned quietly. "We've been laying in bed all day! I want to move around. I want to do something."

"Then let's go for a walk."

"Okay, but let me get changed first." I said.

~*~

We sat down at the exact same bus bench where we met. Just like that day it had started to pour down rain harder than ever before. I recalled that eventful day when Rachel left me to walk home. I am so glad she was a whore back then. Cause if she was a normal best friend, I wouldn't have met all these wonderful people I hang around today.

"Are you cold?" Ryan asked, wrapping an arm around my waist.

I nodded. "Just a little bit. But I'll be fine."

He took off his sweatshirt and gave it to me. I put in on and breathed in the warming sent. This may sound weird but I love the way Ryan smelled. He smelt like cinnamon and coffee at the same time.

"Autumn. I love you. And I've been thinking about his for a while now."
He got down on one knee and pulled out a box from his back pocket. It swung open and there was a small silver ring with two diamonds in the center of an infinity sign. I gasped as tears instantly sprouted from my eyes. I covered my mouth with my hand in surprise. "I know we haven't been dating for that long but you are the only person that has ever made me this happy. And I knew that I wanted to be the man you loved for the rest of your life as soon as you sat down on this very bus bench." I laughed and cried some more. "So, please continue to make me the happiest man in the universe, and marry me."

I stood there for a few seconds. All I did was cry silently. Joy overwhelmed me and after those moment of shock were over, I sprung at Ryan and kissed him. This kiss was filled with so much love and lust that it felt like a first kiss. When I pulled away I realized he was crying to. "So that's a yes I suppose?" He smiled.

I laughed. "Shut up you dork." I kissed him again and each them was better than the last. We may have had some complications in the past but I know we're going to be okay now.

***
6 months later
***

"Ryan when we get out of this hospital going to kill you." I squeezed his hand harder as I pushed another time.

"But then we would have to come right back in here." He smiled, trying to lighten the mood.

"Shut up." I glared at him and screamed out in pain. "Never again, Ryan, never again."

"That's what they all say." Rachel laughed, holding my other hand.

"One last push Mrs. Boyar." The doctor directed.

I gave this one last push all omy effort and in a matter of second all I heard was crying. Tears filled my eyes as I realized it was finally over.

"It's a boy." The doctor announced.

The doctor handed me my baby son. I smiled. "Hello. Welcome to the world my sweet little child." I whispered.

Ryan kissed my head. "He's so handsome."

He had a mixture between Ryan's eyes and mine. His eyes had a dark blue outer ring and a pale blue inner ring, and if you looked close enough you could see little flecks of brown. His skin was tan just like mine and he had Ryan's nose.

"What should we name him?" I grinned down at the life we created in my arms.

When we found out it was going to be a boy we had decided on the names Camden or Tony. But we never got to narrow it down to just one.

"Let's let Rachel pick. After all, her and Andrew are going to be the god parents."

She smiled with gratitude. "I think Tony is a beautiful name for such a beautiful baby."

I looked at the doctor who was ready to write down the name of our child on his birth certificate. "His name is Tony." I told her. She wrote it down on the certificate and handed to the nurse.

"Congratulations on a beautiful baby boy you two." The doctor smiled. "Mrs. Boyar I think we should keep you for the rest of the day so you can rest before going home."

I nodded in agreement. I started having contractions at 4:30 in the morning and we arrived at the hospital at 5 am. We've been here for six hours. As far as Rachel tells me all the boys are here, my mom and dad, Austin, Brian, Samantha, Dylan and Myah, and surprisingly Alec. Nobody invited him. How he even knew about my pregnancy is beyond me but somehow he showed up this morning.

"Will I be able to have visitors?" I asked.

"Only immediate family." She explained.

I looked at Rachel and she walked out to tell one of my family members to come in. First was Sam. She looked at the baby as if he was a miracle that just descended from heaven with wings on his back.

"What's his name?" She whispered.

"Tony." Ryan replied, rubbing Tony's soft, chubby, cheeks.

I let Sam hold him and then she gave him back to me after a couple of minutes. We talked about a few things before she went and got Brian.

As soon as Brian walked in he marched straight up to Ryan. My heart started to race faster and I prayed to God that nobody would cause a scene. What happened next is not what I expected at all.

Brian extended his hand for a friendly hand shake. When Ryan returned the favor they both smiled at each other. "You win my friend. Your very lucky to have such an amazing fiancée and baby. Congratulations. But please, just treat my little chip right." Brian rubbed my head and I smiled at him.

Ryan nodded his head. "I'm the luckiest man alive in my opinion."

~*~

Next came in Austin. I introduced him to his new nephew and we talk for a while before he walked out. And then came the visit I was dreading.

"So this is my grandson." My dad smile. Tears threaten to spill from his eyes but he was forcing them to stay put. My mom was behind him admiring Tony. "I love you baby girl." My dad said resting his huge hand on the side of my face.

I leaned on his hand for a few seconds before yawning. "I think I'm going to go to sleep. I love you guys." I smiled, mainly looking at Tony.

Ryan took Tony from my parents and found a nurse to put him in the nursery while I got my rest. Everyone left my room giving Ryan and I a moment alone.

Ryan sat down beside my hospital bed and grabbed my hand. "I'm scared." He whispered.

"Me too." My voice was shaky but I tried to stop it. "But we'll get through this together."

"Remember that one time when we went to the art show? Remember what I said to you?"

I nodded. "You pointed to a picture with stars and said 'you see that one shining brightest of all in the middle? That's you. You are my star. I may have other people in my life but to me you shine the brightest.'" I quoted him.

"Well I meant every word of that."

My eyes became droopy as I drifted off to sleep. "I love you Autumn. And I will never leave you."

"I love you too." I whispered before falling asleep.

Only to be woken up a second later by a gun shot, sounding from inside the building.

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