8: Lifeless(TW)

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SUICIDAL TENDENCIES MENTIONED, I put a trigger warning where it is, but please if you do have suicidal thoughts skip that section. and um if u want someone to talk to I'm here.

"Let me go", I demanded as he tended to my wounds. The one he had given me, as I tried running out of the woods, with Melody by my side. She made it, and as I prayed to whomever was above I prayed for Nolan to save her. He was her last hope to family, but she didn't trust easily, I remember the moment I saw her face, she was scared and afraid.

In Daniel's twisted mind he "loved" me and this was nothing like love. He was out of his mind, and going insane and he knew it. After he had tracked me down as I dragged my hit ankle trying to exit the forest, he took away my things. My gun was now in his possession and my phone was smashed to smithereens, back at the forest.

"Now why would I do that?", he looked up to my eyes as he bandaged my wound, he wrapped it ever so carefully. He didn't seem to understand that he had caused this. He was sick I reminded myself, not wanting to be caught off guard by his switching attitude.

"I'll drop the charges, I'll do anything please, just let me go",he handcuffed my ankles to the backseat and my wrist to the weight that was next to me. I begged him as he hopped into the front seat.

"I love you Lorelai, you belong with me and you know that", he said as he turned his head back to look at me. The amount of trees started getting less in value as we exited the road. I heard the sirens from a distance, but there was no way they could've known that this was the car.

TRIGGER WARNING *SUCIDAL TENDENCIES*
From someone else's point of view we looked normal, we looked as if we were just a women and a father, or a women in a cab, but there was more than meets the eye.

As havoc wreaked across my face and the music began to blare, I realized I had nothing to lose, he had nothing of mine. He and I were done and that meant I would do everything and anything to get out of here.

The backseat had the child-lock on for the window and door as I tried to do something other people on the highway would notice.

My head slammed against the window, I banged it hard against the indestructible window, hoping someone would realize this wasn't normal. My head banged against the window for a second time as I saw the person next to me, copy my movements while smiling at me. The music didn't help.

'Help' I mouthed to the man as he rolled his window down wanting me to do the same. Daniel picked up the pace and my life was left to shambles as he looked back at me and smiled.

I knew what he was going to do when we were alone, he thought I was my mom, someone who would never admit that she still loved Daniel even after all he did. It's different now, if she was looking down at me she would've prayed to god she had killed him all those years ago.

He turned down the music as I spotted the small pill bottle, he took a handful and slid it into his mouth. He smiled as he turned his back to me. I pulled the handcuffs as it tugged against my seatbelt and brought it tighter to my neck.

He didn't notice my sudden movements as I peaked over the side. I was done, didn't want to arrive with him anywhere, because I knew he had one thing in mind. I had nothing to lose, but back home I had everything to gain. I hadn't slept in so long and I knew this was going to be the last time I could ever sleep without being afraid something would happen to me, but this was also one of the last times I would be in a public atmosphere.

I moved my body trying to push the weight so it would pull against my seatbelt and push the belt around my neck. I shimmied over as the weight fell to the floor bed and I felt the pain and tightness around my neck as I gasped out for air. The feeling of something felt relieving as he turned his head in shock. His face was pale as he pulled the car over.

I began to not see much as he rushed to the back seat and a large smile covered my face. Panic was wiped all over his face as he shouted and shouted, the road was silent and no one was to be seen in sight.

My vision became blurry and his hands tried to pull me towards the side, he grabbed his blade as he ripped at the seatbelt, the seatbelt kept choking me as my eyes went in and out against the suns rays. My neck was finally relived of pressure as hands grabbed me and pushed my body towards a body. He wrapped his arms around me as I knew the horror I was going to go through until I could successfully leave.

"Don't ever do that again, you scared me", he said as he ran his crusty fingers through my hair. I found no comfort in his hug, he wouldn't let me go, but would do anything to keep me alive.

"Why would you do that?", he looked at me and shivered, as he studied my face, tears weeped from my eyes. He wiped them away, and hugged me again.

"I want to die you dickhead",I spat at him as he looked sad almost, and then I remembered someone like him couldn't feel anything.

"You don't want to die, you're just confused. We have a long journey ahead, promise me you won't do this again", he said as he held my head in his palms, I felt the strange shiver rush through and against my body. He nodded my head for me as he carried my body into the front seat, I pushed and squirmed against his hold as my ankles and the rope that now binded my feet and wrists restrained me from running for my life.

TRIGGER WARNING OVER
"You're the confused one", I muttered as he kissed my cheek. I pushed his head away with mine as he rubbed his head and went to happily sit in the drivers seat.

"Get some sleep, Lor, and then when you wake up, you won't have these hurtful thoughts", his hand rubbed against my thigh again as he smiled at me.

I shook my thighs trying to push his hand off of me, as he laughed at my action.

"Come on Lor, you used to love it when I did that", I pushed my thigh towards the far end of the seat and he looked confused.

"Mom is dead, she's dead, I don't know you, I don't like you, I hate you", I said sternly as he didn't notice and kept on driving with a happy face.

"Look Lorelai your parents are dead, but that doesn't mean they aren't here in spirit, what did I say about taking your anger out on someone else", he explained as he smiled at me. He acted as if he was lecturing a little girl, his face stayed animated the whole time and he didn't give away a smirk, just a smile.

"Your sick, Daniel. I'm your daughter Natalie, I am not my mother, I'm no one else", he looked at me with just a smile again as he rubbed his sweaty forehead.

"These games-", the sweat from his forehead kept percussively coming, as he smiled grittily.

"There are no games, this is my life when they find you you're going to jail for a long time, DO YOU NOT UNDERSTAND I AM BEING HELD AGAINST MY WILL", I tried to explain it to him more vaguely as he smiled and wiped his forehead as his eye began to twitch.

"You love me and I love you, there's no being held I'm just keeping you cuffed until you learn, it's for your safety", he commented as I spat at his face. He wiped it away as his gore smile left his face, and I knew I had just unsettled the beast.

"I fucking hate you", I said strongly as he looked over at me, his hand grabbed my neck and squeezed, feeling that same type of pressure that the seatbelt did, but this one was stronger. I gasped for air and he finally let me go.

"You don't hate me, you love me", he "corrected" me as I looked out the window, done with his bullshit. There was no one and nothing in plain sight but, trees more trees and a highway.

He turned off of a road, and entered the forest, me and forests didn't work together so well, as I scratched the bandaged bullet wound.

"Here we are", he said as the car came to a sudden halt. He took the key and made his was to my side as he took his gun in one hand and my arm in the other as he pushed me towards the front door.

He held me in one hand, keeping a grip on my arm, he fumbled with the key as I wiggled my arms and he held me by the handcuffs he so dearly loved.

"Stop, this is our home, we have to take precautions", he whispered as he took the bolt off the front door, and he pushed me inside. His touch made me sick to my stomach as he ran his fingers along my bare skin.

"Here's home, Lore, what do you think?", he asked me as I looked around, windows, doors, cabinets, everything was locked, I would never be free. A tear slipped from my eye as he studied my face.

"It's beautiful, but you don't have to cry", he laughed and I wished I could wipe the smug look of his face. He hooked the handcuffs to the cabinet as he grabbed a cup from the locked pantry.

"You can unhook me, I won't run", I said trying to reason with him, he was being unreasonable and dangerous, but he "loved me" as much as I hated it, he was a sucker for trust at this moment.

He smiled at me as he unhooked the handcuffs from the cabinet. He smiled very widely at me and he seemed to be content with his actions, but as I crept behind him, I regretted this moment, but I would never get out without this.

He was bent down and as I put my hands in-front of his head I pulled as the chain snagged around his neck, I pulled as he struggled to breathe, and his hands relaxed as I felt a sharp, but sudden pain in my thigh and as my body became numb, and my head slammed against the cold, hard floor.

TRIGGER WARNING, ABUSE, SEXUAL ABUSE, PLEase don't read if you are not in the right mindset

Tears streamed down my face as a gritty hand covered my mouth, his fingers fumbled with my shorts as I cried out. I closed my eyes as tight as I could as he reached my underwear. He kissed my cheek as I moved away. I bit his hand as he groaned and slapped my face. Numb was all I could feel, as his fingers brushed against my skin.

"Please... Let me go, Don't do this, Stop", I said heavily crying, he showed no emotion in his demented eyes and he laughed at my yell for help.

"No one will help you", he said as he smiled at me, his fingers began stroking him and me at the same time as I yelled out in cries. I tightened my eyes and moved my legs away. He spread them apart as my cries for help got louder and louder and I knew no one was coming. No one was coming to save me, no one was going to help me get down from this cliff I was ready to jump off and no one was there to save me from him.

He was my worst nightmare, someone I couldn't escape from. I cried out and tried pushing his hands away as he came back with more force, more push, more hurt, and as I laid there lifeless I tried to go to my happy place, my happy person but it wasn't there. He wasn't there.

I cried, so much, gosh I really didn't want to add this scene. It disturbed me too much, I debated on putting this out there. I will be removing any hurtful comments, please remember you don't know what someone else is going through. your comments and actions can effect someone's life, so please if you have something to say about this situation, don't I'm not saying you can't critique my writing, go ahead but just please remember that you don't know what someone else is going through.

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