08. Unconcious Mind

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"So, we're going to put you in casts just to make sure you don't move your hands" the doctor says

I internally groan at this revelation.

They inspected my hands, took x-rays and questioned me before coming to the conclusion that I sprained both my hands.

At first the doctor yelled at me for not elevating my hands, or immobilizing them for forty eight hours.

How was I supposed to know that?

I didn't even know that I sprained my hands before I walked in here.

"You will have to rest your wrists for at least forty eight hours, ice your fingers to reduce the pain, elevate your arms whenever you're resting, etc." the doctor says

My jaw drops at this.

I am quite literally going to be a sitting duck.

This sucks.

"The rest will be in the pamphlet that I give you later," they assure my parents

"I'm just going to go get the nurse and then we can get started" they tell me before making their way out of the hospital room

As soon as the door closes I release a loud groan.

"I hate hospitals, they always give you bad news" I state as I cross my arms over each other

Ouch, my hands.

Lynnex notices this and rolls her eyes at me.

"You're such a baby" she weakly insults me

I barely fight her grasp as she uncrosses my arms and holds my hand, interlocking our fingers together.

I gently rub my thumb against the back of her hand.

I pout at the golden haired girl.

She furrows her eyebrows at me as she uses her free hand to flip the part in her hair, giving her volume.

Woah.

I am stunned for a few moments before her voice knocks me out of it.

"What?" She asks with a small smile since I am still pouting

My pout deepens making her laughs come out more consistently.

I try to keep my pout but it proves harder than I thought as I continue to watch the beautiful brown eyed girl in front of me struggle to contain her infectious laughter.

I smile as my eyes slowly trail over her face, taking in her under appreciated beauty.

From her golden blonde hair to her neat symmetrical eyebrows she has always reminded me of a sun goddess.

I think that's what drew me in to her the first time that we met.

From her glossy brown eyes to her cute nose they both compliment each other.

Those same eyes they held so much pain now hold so much joy.

My heart clenches in my chest as my eyes land on her full lips.

They seem soft, as soft as a memory foam pillow.

As for their color they are currently a bright red thanks to the cherry flavored lollipop she had earlier.

They are literally the most perfect pair of lips that I have ever seen.

My breath hitches as my mind goes into the dark side, thinking about what it would be like feel them.

To tease them.

To kiss them.

I jump out of my daydream with wide eyes as the nurse walks in with a cart.

"Hello, I'm here to give you your casts," they tell me

I swallow nervously as I nod my head.

"Don't be scared, it's painless and will be over before you know it" they assure me

If only you knew.

-

What is going on?!

I have never thought about Lynnex like this before.

I like guys.

I have dated guys.

Sure, I wholeheartedly despise the thought of having sex with one.

I actually imagine myself losing my virginity to a girl.

They just seem softer and way more caring.

A guy seems smelly, selfish and uneducated on the female sex.

But that doesn't mean that I am a lesbian.

"Hey," someone calls out as they walk into my bedroom

I jump at the sudden sound, my heart rate increasing.

"Woah, calm down, I was just going to tell you that you haven't started the movie," Lynnex tells me as she climbs into my bed

My eyes drift down towards the skin of her exposed thighs.

I bite my bottom lip as I think about digging my nails into said thighs, or maybe dragging my nails down them.

I bite my bottom lip as explicit images of me kissing, biting and marking the sensitive flesh flash in my mind.

Fuck.

Brown and purple bruises scattered around the skin.

Some big, some small.

All made by my mouth.

"Are you okay?" She asks

The golden haired girl skillfully slides under my blanket all the while holding a giant bowl of popcorn in her hands.

I shake the thoughts out of my head and turn to face the bright television screen.

Stop it.

Stop thinking about your best friend like that.

She doesn't like you that way.

You guys are best friends for a reason.

"Mhm" I mumble out

I grab my remote and click 'play' on a random movie, too distracted to read the description.

Ugh.

What is happening to me?

The two of us silently watch the movie which ends up being a sad one.

I am so engrossed with the movie that it barely registers in my brain when I begin to doze off.

I guess those painkillers that my mom gave me earlier were stronger than I thought they were.

-

I feel a slight movement against the side of my body which causes me to stir awake.

What?

When did I fall asleep?

I barely crack open my heavy eyelids as I weakly tilt my head down to look at the cause of said movement.

I am not surprised when my eyes land on a certain golden haired girl.

Her cheek is resting against my hoodie clad breast, her arm loosely thrown over my midsection and one of her legs are entangled with mine.

My blanket stops at our hips, hiding everything from the waist down from any wander eyes.

I sleepily rest one of my cast clad hands against the curve of her back before laying my head back down against my pillow.

It does not take me long before I am dozing off and falling back into a dreamless sleep.

-

Hanna's POV

I open the front door to my parents house, leaving the door open so that my fiancé can enter behind me.

Weird.

It's quieter than normal.

I make my way towards the kitchen where I see my mom making a full buffet for breakfast.

"Hey, mom?" I greet her with a confused facial expression

"Why is the house so quiet?" I ask her as I walk into said room

I walk up to the island and swiftly take a slice of bacon before she can object.

She glares at me before placing more bacon onto the glass plate.

"Lynnex and your sister are still sleeping and your mother is at the grocery story" she lists off

I nod taking a bite of my bacon only to gasp when I feel a strong pair of arms wrap themselves around my waist.

I don't think that I will ever get used to that.

I gently smack Aurelia's shoulder, turning around in her arms so that I can face her.

"I almost choked" I quietly complain to her

She rolls her eyes as she tightens her grasp around me.

"Please, like you haven't choked before" she scoffs

My jaw drops with shock at her statement

"Can one of you go upstairs and wake the girls, tell them that breakfast is ready" my mom calmly asks as she pours some pancake batter on a hot pan

I nod my head before making my way towards the stairs, Aurelia trailing behind me.

The two of us quickly jog up the staircase, continuing straight once we reach the second floor of the house.

I stop and furrow my eyebrows when I notice that Isabella's bedroom door is closed.

Mom let her close it?

I knock of the door a few times only to be met with silence.

I turn to face my fiancé who just shrugs her shoulders.

I slowly turn the door knob as I mentally prepare myself to walk in on anything obscene.

It hasn't happened yet but with the way that they look at each other I wouldn't put it past them to be doing it soon.

One the door is open I carefully peek into it only to smile at the image in front of me.

I open the door wider so that Aurelia can see what I am looking at.

Isabella is laying on her back, one of her arms elevated on a pillow while the other one is protectively resting against Lynnex's back.

Lynnex is practically completely on top of Isabella, her blonde hair all over the place as her head lays in the crook of my sister's neck. Her arms are loosely wrapped around Isabella's midsection as her blanket stops at their lower back.

"They've been doing this a lot recently" Aurelia whispers from beside me

I furrow my eyebrows at her.

What?

"They have?" I question

She hums with agreement.

"I caught them cuddling a few times in the den last week" she informs me

My eyes widen the slightest bit in shock.

Isabella and Lynnex have always been close, at least as long as I can remember.

At first I just passed it off as the honeymoon stage of friendships but my fiancé, girlfriend at the time, was so sure that there was something else.

Aurelia ended up having a private talk with Lynnex.

She assured me that it wasn't anything intimidating and that Lynnex felt comfortable talking to her.

God knows that we do not need Lynnex's mother complaining to us or attempting to sue us.

Its happened before.

Apparently they were having a normal conversation over breakfast, since they were the only ones up at the time, when Aurelia said screw it and asked the girl a question that has been running through her mind for months.

'Do you like Isabella?'

At first the blonde tried to play it off as 'of course I like my best friend, I wouldn't be friends with her if I didn't' but she quickly gave in a few moments later.

She revealed that she likes my sister and has liked her for years now.

I do not know the exact time frame.

At first I was shocked because I swear I only saw them as friends until I realized that everything they do is what people in relationships do.

Unfortunately I cannot read Isabella so I have no clue if she likes her back.

Heck, Isabella claims that she is 'straight' yet she has never dated a guy.

She finds them repulsing.

You should have seen her face when a random boy came up to her and began flirting with her.

I can truthfully say that I don't think I have laughed so hard before.

"I thought Lynnex was mad at her last week?" I say

Isabella and mom came home from the gym and the mood instantly shifted.

We all knew that Isabella had been crying but we didn't bring it up.

She took a shower and stayed in her bedroom that night.

Mom wouldn't reveal why she was crying, mainly because she did not know herself.

She did end up coming down for breakfast the next day but she acted like nothing happened.

I am worried about her mental health.

She bottles up her emotions and shuts people out.

I hate to imagine what kind of a toll that takes on a person.

"She was never mad at her, just distracted" Aurelia whispers

I furrow my eyebrows as I turn to face my fiancé.

"What do you mean by distracted?" I ask

The black haired woman gives me an 'are you serious' facial expression.

"What was constantly on your mind when you were sixteen?" She deadpans

I go to answer her only for realization to dawn in my brain.

Oh-

I blush as I think back to my teenage days where I was constantly horny.

Not too much has changed.

I make my way over to Isabella's nightstand, grabbing a pen from my pocket.

I quickly find a notepad and leave her a quick note on it, signing my first name before walking back towards my fiancé.

"I'll just tell mom that they were too cute to wake up" I shrug

She laughs at this as she grabs my hand and interlocks our fingers.

We make our way out of the bedroom, closing Isabella's door behind us, before making our way towards my old bedroom.

I quickly inhale before exhaling a shocked breath of air.

Wow.

I haven't been in here in awhile.

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You got a bit of both of the Wilder's thoughts.

I honestly cried a little writing Hanna's POV lol.

I haven't written her POV in so long!

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