When you want time to past faster, it past ever so slowly, but when you want the clock to slow down, it felt like it got wings. Jungkook was going through that phase, wishing that the clock stop ticking like he used to read in fairytales. But yeah they were fairytales and his life is no way near to be called a fairytale or romantic clitchè. His life was more like a heart breaking story which has no happy ending.

How weird it is to see that till few months ago his life was picture perfect. He could proudly call it a fairytale or a honeymoon phase but wait honeymoon doesn't last for years. He had the best 7 years with him being all intimated. It was his fairytale or at least a beginning of it but he didn't know how to make everything work since it was his first time being so deeply in love. He love it and regret it but somehow the regret isn't about the time he spent with that boy. It's the opposite. Even after that fight or argument, he wanted them to forget the night and act normal next morning like nothing happened.

But that night damaged them brutally that they couldn't call it just a night to forget because whenever he try to forget, his words rings in his ear, making him feel pathetic. All his life, he just loved that one boy and no other. All his life, he stayed dedicated and loyal to that one boy but in just mere second that boy declared him a whore. Unbelievable.

Although he hated that one night but he still can't forget all the good times, he gave him. The time, he showered him with his love and affection. The time, when he was ready to fight anyone who dares to laid a single finger on him. The time when his world too spin around him.

Why was he even thinking about all these stuff right now? They ended things between them long ago. He can't call it a break up since they were never in a relationship to become with, but the question still remains why is he thinking about all this? He is hyperventilating over being late again but is he really worried about being late or there's something else he is worried about??

Never even once he was late for older's birthday and today he is going to change this factor too. But it's not like he did that on purpose and that's what was making him guilty because he desperately wanted to be there on his special day. But why?? He is just a colleague now so why was he still desperate?? Was it that his feelings was getting the best of him??

He didn't care about that for now. All he care about is being there on time. He doesn't wanted to disappoint his father, more precisely, he doesn't wanted to disappoint Taehyung because he knows that older was anticipating for his presence. His heart was throbbing louder in his chest. Suffocating him. He can't bear to see that painful hurt expression on his angelic face again. Specially on his special day.

He wanted to pull out his hair, scream and cry all over again because he wants to see him. For the time being, he doesn't care whether he is betraying his boyfriend or not. For the time being, he doesn't want to be told what's right and what's wrong? All he wants is, to wish that Man face to face and see his face lighting up with the beautiful smile that melts his heart.

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Jimin:

What's your plan for tomorrow??

Taehyung:

Nothing... But bitch you all better be there on time.

Jimin:

Of course we will be but I wanted to tell you something. Are you free?

"Tae bear why are you still in PJs and using phone? Change it fast", his mother said, coming inside his room.

"But for what?"

"We have to buy so much stuff for tomorrow", his mom said with a sigh.

"Mom let's ask the servants, they'll do that".

"Hmm.. all I wanted was to do shopping with my son like any mother but guess I'm not lucky enough", she said in a small voice, emotionally blackmailing him. And yes Taehyung successfully fell on his mother's trap.

Taehyung:

Let's talk about everything tomorrow Chim. I gotta go now. Take care.

Jimin sighed when he saw his message. Yoongi caged him from behind, kissing his nape. "Thinking about something?"

He turned towards his boyfriend, now facing him. He put his hands on his chest, "I was talking to Tae", he mumbled.

"And?"

"Actually I wanted to tell him indirectly that Jungkook would be late but I couldn't since he's busy and I can't just say that straight", Jimin pouted.

Yoongi kiss his pout, "Babe don't worry about that. You can't do anything. Let's just leave that on tomorrow and don't stress okay?"

"Jungkook is worried Hyung and I said that I will tell him", Jimin closed his eyes, grimacing.

Yoongi cupped his face, "look at me" and Jimin opened his eyes. "Babe you tried talking to him but he don't have time. Jungkook will surely understand that since he knows how busy Tae would be". Jimin nodded and Yoongi kissed him, erasing all his tension.

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The day everybody in Kim and Jeon's Co. anticipating, came faster than expected. Everybody was on high spirit. Mr. Jeon called Jungkook but to no avail. His phone was on airplane mode. His father was disappointed yet again. Till he was a university boy, he was really punctual but since the day he became a CEO, he became really reckless and careless.

"Where is Jungkookiiee?", Mrs Jeon asked his husband.

"I don't know and his phone is switched off", Mr Jeon muttered. Mrs Jeon didn't said anything further, knowing exactly if she said anything then his husband will only stress more.

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Taehyung was in black blazer with a black high neck, totally dressed like a 4 course meal. Guest started to arrive at the venue. Taehyung was standing besides his parents, welcoming every new guest. Although he was physically here but his mind and eyes were somewhere else. His eyes were scanning the room, searching for that one person who could lit his sky and make his night worth calling it special.

Soon Mr. Kim gave the speech and Taehyung thanked all the guest who joined them tonight to celebrate his special day. His eyes were still lingering around the room when his friends ambushed him.

"Look at this bitch, ignoring us. He's attacking like some arrogant CEO in the movies", Jackson said hugging him.

"Stop cursing dick. I don't want anyone hearing you all cursing", Taehyung rolled his eyes.

"Ooo the boy who never said a single sentence without a curse himself is saying not to curse. Interesting", Jinyoung hooted.

"Well Happy Birthday Man. You have matured a lot", JB pat his back.

"I agree with JB, thank goodness you're no longer that dick guy you used to be in University. I often read articles related to your firm, and I feel proud of you", Namjoon said, showcasing his dimple.

They all wish him and chitchatted for a while when Bogum excused and said Taehyung that it's time to cut the cake. Taehyung looked at Jimin but the look on his best friend's eyes was loud enough for him to read that the one he's waiting for, wouldn't be here. Taehyung gave a heart breaking laugh. What was he expecting. Of course he has a boyfriend now and he will give him time. They got a vacation only now so of course why would he waste his vacation on him.

But something crumbled inside of him more. Here he was thinking about letting him go while that Man had let him go long ago. He felt stupid in that moment and dumb enough to even think that he will ever have him back. That man had made his choice long ago when he chose Yugyeom as his boyfriend. There was no room left for reconciliation for them.

Suddenly he hated being here. He hated the concept of his birthday being celebrated when it was just an ordinary day because he never liked his birthday. Never like the concept of celebration. All he ever anticipated was, having a special date night with Jungkook but yeah now there's no more Jungkook and no more celebration that he had with him. He licked his lower lip, and excused his friends.

His facial expressions was sour but when he saw his parents being concerned seeing the look on his face, he immediately mustered a wide fake smile, as much as he could. His parents relaxed and smiled back. God he can't hurt his parents like that. He hugged his parents and his mother kissed his forehead. He cut the cake with ear deafening cheers and clapping. He put a small piece of cake on his mother's mouth, then his father. After that he talked to few more acquaintance which his father introduced him.

Mr. Jeon was disappointed. His son miss the main ceremony yet again. He should be here so that he could introduce his son like Mr Kim. Many people asked him about his son but he just shrugged it with an excuse. Soon Mr. Kim joined Mr. Jeon. Taehyung came to them and asked,

"Dad can I leave now. Please".

Mr. Kim knew why his son sounds so down and disheartened and he looked at Mr. Jeon, "Oh sure Taehyung you should if you want to. The main ceremony is already over. Dinner will start soon but if you like you can leave", Mr Jeon said.

Taehyung gave a small smile, "I'm not hungry but thank you Mr. Jeon", he bowed to both elders and left. All his friends saw him leaving who were enjoying the feast.

*8:30p.m*

"Tae is leaving?", Hoseok said.

"Isn't it always like that? That boy has no interest in celebrations. I'm amazed that he stayed this long", Mark said, drinking his cola.

"The only difference is, today he's leaving alone before it was always with Jungkook", Jin said munching on his food.

Jimin ran after Taehyung. "Hey where are you going?", Jimin called out Taehyung from behind.

"Out", he said in a serious tone.

"Yeah I could see that but where?", Jimin said coming to halt.

"To a bar", he answered taking his keys out from his pocket.

"Tae Jungkook would be here soon. I talked to him yesterday", Jimin said softly. Taehyung release a taunting laugh.

"So? Why are you telling me that?"

"Isn't that's the reason why you are going out?, Jimin scanned older face which was showing no emotions at all.

"Why do you think that. It's my vacation. I want to enjoy it and he is enjoying his vacation. Of course that's the only excuse he can give. Don't burden him for coming here. Let him enjoy his time with his boyfriend", Taehyung said in monotonous.

The word boyfriend sounds bitter on his tongue but yeah reality is always bitter. Isn't it?? His reverie broke when Jimin tried to convince him, "No Tae I didn't forced him or anything. He said that hims--"

"Let's drop this topic Jimin. I get it you didn't forced him but I'm leaving now. Bye", with that saying, he sat in his car, starting the engine. Before Jimin could say anything further, younger was long gone from his sight.

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*11:30p.m*

Finally Jungkook arrived at the Incheon airport. His driver was waiting with his car. He took the car keys from his driver and gave him money so that he could go home. He geared up and started the engine, driving in full speed. After half an hour, he was in front of the venue location. He removed the crease from his blazer and exhaled loudly. Mentally preparing himself to face what he had in stores in front of him.

The moment he went inside, he saw his father and Mr Kim talking. He eyed his surrounding but no trace of Taehyung. He blew the breathe he was holding and went to his father and Mr Kim.

"Oh Jungkook you're here", Mr Kim said in cheerful tone and he smiled. "Hello Mr Kim how are you?"

"Where were you?", His father said in a serious tone.

"I-i was making a deal with a dealer", he stuttered.

"And who was that dealer?", His father said with a stern face.

"T-Taehyung like Van Gogh paintings so I found a guy who gave me his painting. That's why I was late", he said lowering his head.

Before his father could cornered him more, Mr Kim patted his back, "Taehyung will definitely love your gift son. He really love Van Gogh paintings".

He talked to them for a while then Mr Jeon introduced him to few guest who was still at the venue. Soon he spotted his friends and joined them.

"Look who's here?", Youngjae teased.

"Since when you became a late comer Kookie?", Hoseok questioned.

"I got stuck with some urgent business" then he eyed Jimin and they moved to a little away from their group.

"D-did you told him that I'll come late?", Jungkook asked worriedly.

"I did but he said I shouldn't force you to come here and let you enjoy your vacation with your boyfriend", he grimaced.

*Pang*

He didn't expected to hear that but imagining older saying that, hurts, a lot. He didn't know why but he doesn't want older to say that at least.

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*8:45p.m*
*Before Jungkook's arrival*

Taehyung arrived at the bar within 15min. He sat on a chair near island and order a drink for himself. He was drinking and looking at the stage where some dancers were dancing and getting intimated with the people in the crowd. He felt the chair beside him sunk. He turned to look and saw a man around his age and then he averted his attention towards the stage again.

"If you are looking for someone to accompany you then I'm free", the man beside him said seductively.

Once again Taehyung looked at him, croaking his brow at him.

"Don't worry I will seal my lips, if you give me money", he said gesturing with his hands.

"Why would I trust you?", Taehyung said in his deep voice, making the man in front of him turn into pudding.

"Gosh you are so hawwwtttt Daddy. Well it's my job and you can trust me", he said making heart eyes.

Taehyung eyed him from head to toe and poke his tongue inside his cheek. After 5 minutes, they were inside a room. The guy tried to kiss him and he immediately put his hand on his mouth.

"Don't you dare kiss me. I'll be the one doing everything here tonight. Alright?", Taehyung husked and he nodded like a puppy. He tossed him on the bed, hovering above him. Soon he was naked under him. Taehyung rolled a condom and was about to put in when he saw the man under him again and all he could picture was Jungkook.

He gritted his teeth, turning his hands into fist. "Get up", he ordered.

"What happened daddy?"

"I said get up. Wear your clothes and leave", he said going in bathroom direction.

"If you brought me here for this then you wasted my time. Do you know how much I would have earned, if you didn't brought me--"

His words cut off when he saw older putting 100$ in his hands. His eyes turn wide. He never got more than 50$ even after letting his ass wrecked whole night.

"If you ever need me again then do call me daddy. By the way my name is Mike", the boy winked.

"Just leave", he rolled his eyes.

Mike counted the money, got dressed and left a chit on Taehyung's coat. Taehyung jerked himself under the shower, feeling frustrated and hurt. No matter what he can't make himself do that. After taking the shower, he went straight to his apartment, he thought about getting drunk and crying his eyes out. But the moment he stepped in, his phone rang....

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"Where is he right now?", Jungkook asked hesitant.

"In the bar".

Before Jimin could say anything further, Jungkook left from the scene.

"Now where is he going?", Bambam said.

"Don't know", Yoongi shrugged off.

Jungkook once again drove in full speed and soon he was inside the bar. Since it was the only bar near their area, so he was sure that Older would be here. He went inside the bar and ask the bartender about Taehyung by describing his looks. The bartender told him that he left 2 hours ago with the boy who was sitting with a guy over there.

Jungkook immediately turned around to look at that guy and for a moment his heart dropped. Did they really had sex? That's what came to his mind. With a heavy heart, he called the man, bartender told him about.

Mike immediately stood up and eyed Jungkook smirked. "Did I know you hawty?"

Jungkook rolled his eyes and only pictured how much he had swayed around older. "Actually you don't but I wanted to ask you something", Jungkook muttered and Mike rose a brow.

"You were with a guy earlier and you left for a hotel..", Jungkook said. Mike nodded and said, "So? Can't I go out?"

"No.. actually it may sound weird but did something happened between you two?"

"My lips are sealed. They only opened up when I get money",he smirked.

Jungkook put 50$ in front of him and his eyes widened again. Just who are these people? That's what he thought.

"We went to a room and we got naked. He hovered above me, rolling a condom on his cock. To be honest, his cock was huge" Jungkook gritted out hearing the man in front of him and he badly wanted to punched his face and wipe the nasty look he had on his face right now.

"I can't talk more. My mouth can't form any words" , Mike said testing his luck to check whether the man in front of him would do anything or not. And to his luck, Jungkook dropped more bills on the table. His eyes lit up with excitement

"Now speak", Jungkook said in a serious tone.

"And he told me to stand up and leave", Mike said collecting the money from the table.

"What?", Jungkook asked surprised.

"Didn't you heard me? He said stand up and leave", Mike rolled his eyes.

"Nothing happened between you two? Not even a kiss?", Jungkook asked not believing his ear, his heart was pounding more with every passing second.

"He said don't you dare kiss me. Now can you tell me who are you Mr?, Mike raised his brow.

"I'm his--" boyfriend.. he took longer to answer answer and Mike huffed, "You're his what?"

"I'm his colleague. I'll leave now", Jungkook stood up and left the bar.

Mike shrugged his shoulder and counted the money with stars in his eyes. He never earned this much money ever, specially when he didn't even do a thing.

*2:45a.m*

Jungkook came back to the party after 2 hours and when he arrived to the location. Everybody was gone. Only his and Taehyung's parents were there and few colleagues. Jungkook went straight to Taehyung's father, mustering up the courage, he asked, "I didn't see Taehyung where is