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The few days spent with Harry were perfect. I was able to show him around campus and town and my friends and I's favorite places to hang out.

I think my friends and especially roommates would have been annoyed if it were anyone else staying. They love Harry, they may even like him more than they like me but I wouldn't blame them. Harry fit right in with my group. They joked about him ending the tour and enrolling in some classes. Obviously I'd love if he could stay forever too but I would never let him do such a thing.

I may have fell behind in a few of my classes but sleeping through all my alarms after staying up most of the night with Harry was more than worth it. Waking up next to his warm body cuddling me close all night is all I need in life I swear.

One of the things I missed the most was spending all day in bed or on the bus together, just us, telling each other all our secrets and silly jokes and what we love most about each other while kissing in between.

Waking up next to him always put a smile on my face and got me excited for the day, getting to have that again was refreshing.

It's been a few days since Harry left to actually go home to London this time. I tried to convince him I could miss a few classes and come with but he didn't buy it, especially after all the classes I missed while he was here.

His response was "I wish more than anything you could come home with me and meet my family and I could show you my home and I can't wait till I can but I know your already behind, plus a month is nothing."

Which is still the biggest bullshit I've ever heard but it does make it sound slightly easier than it is.

My days are back to normal. Having trouble falling asleep wishing Harry was next to me, waking up hoping it was all a bad dream and he is here, realizing he's not and getting out of bed dragging myself to class and through my assignments, and when I'm with my friends I always wish Harry was there to hangout with us.

It sucks and I don't know how much longer I can keep going through the motions. I do have fun with my friends and they do keep me distracted which I am so thankful although I do like alone time which they barely give me. They're all the best but a pain in my ass at the same time.

I didn't know you could miss someone so much it physically hurts. I felt like it was a bad thing even though I know that isn't true because I am happy with my friends too it just isn't the same.

Harry told me he feels the same. My friends reassured me that it isn't a bad thing. Sydney said "In my long distance relationship I hardly missed him and barley thought about him and it obviously didn't work out so if you're feeling like this it must true love. Plus I saw you two together and if I've ever seen love that's it."

Hadley told me her parents had a long distance relationship in college and they experienced the same things I am. Her mom gave me some advise I'm trying to use. She said she remembers feeling the same way I am and it's not a bad thing to be thinking of him that it is only love.

If we can get through this we can get through anything.


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