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I woke up in my bed with a terrible head ache, about the same time Harry is getting ready to go on stage.

"Hey how are you feeling?" Emma asked.

I didn't respond. I stared at the wall thinking of what I would be doing if I hadn't left.

I would be watching Harry get ready. I wonder what he will wear tonight. I wonder how he is. He has to perform a whole show with a ton of energy. I hope he doesn't hate me. Although he has every right to. I just hope he understands.

I turned on my sad playlist. 'From the Dining Table' was the first song that came on shuffle. This song already made my heart ache hearing it before. I listened to his beautiful voice through the speakers.

Woke up alone in this hotel room

Tears immediately falling down my cheeks thinking this is exactly what happened this morning.

Played with myself where were you
Fell back to sleep I got drunk by noon
I've never felt less cool
We haven't spoke since you went away

Obviously this song wasn't about me being that it was written years before we met. But I couldn't help but feel that I made him have similar feelings this morning and it hurt a lot.

I cried a lot listening to the many other songs that made my heart break.

I opened Instagram and my heart shattered even more.

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@harryfan hot

@harryfan2 best night ever!!

@harryfan3 the new song broke me
        — @harryfan4 same. forever yours. what. i'm not okay.

@harryfan3 he said he wrote it this morning meaning he literally felt like that today. harry bb what's wrong :(

       — @harryfan4 if that bitch broke his heart

— @harryfan5 been crying to it for hours

       — @harryfan4 'come be forever mine' OK ON MY WAY

@harryfan6 why is no one talking about his story um

Harry's instagram story


I stared at it for a long time with tears rolling down my cheek.
I opened my camera roll and saw looked through all our pictures together. Only causing more tears.


I then saw on instagram pictures and videos from tonight concert. I could tell he wasn't himself on stage. He was trying to have a good time for the fans, he fooled them although I could tell his smile and energy was fake.

I think he had them convinced until he played 'Falling' which is one of my favorites and I always made him sing to me. He was fighting back tears in the video and it broke my heart. I couldn't stop crying.

He then sang a new song that he said he'd just written. You could hear the shakiness in his voice.

"I don't normally do this, actually I never have, but I really feel like I need to share this now. I wrote this song this morning, it won't be perfect but uh this is 'Forever Yours'."

Forever Yours
woke up alone in this hotel room
looked everywhere where were you
fell back asleep thinking of you
your eyes, smile, and laugh

only a note was left on the table
why did you give up so easily
why did you go with nothing to say

i woke up alone, no trace of you
forever yours

you didn't even say goodbye
you say i'll be just fine
i see you took my old t-shirt
the one that you loved the most

i seen it's written signed, forever yours
why did you not give us a try
why won't you ever say what you wanna say

woke up alone, no trace of you
forever yours

forever yours you signed
forever yours you said
forever yours you left
forever yours

forever yours you signed
forever yours you said
forever yours you left
forever yours

come be forever mine

tried to find my girl i knew
but she went away
you won't answer my calls
please baby give us one more try

why won't you say what you wanna say
we can can work this out

forever yours you signed
forever yours you said
forever yours you left
forever yours

forever yours you signed
forever yours you said
forever yours you left
forever yours

come be forever mine

It was about me and me leaving and him being alone. He explained how he was feeling.

My whole body hurt. I didn't want to feel like this and I sure as hell didn't want Harry to.

Fans left comments on my instagram.
'you better not have broken harry's heart'
'how dare you make HARRY STYLES feel like that'
'you can die for treating him like that'
'how do you not hate yourself look what you did to him'
'kill yourself'
'you broke him'
'harry deserves the world and you broke him'
'always hated you'

I turned on Netflix to distract myself although it didn't really help.

My mom walked in a little into the movie I wasn't paying attention too.

"I'm gonna go home. Let me know if you need anything. I'll call you later." Emma said. I had almost forgot she was hear since I hadn't said a word to her since I woke up. I'd only been starting at the wall and my phone. But it was nice to have someone here for a little comfort.

"Hi." My mom said. "How are you?"

"I don't want to talk about it." I pulled the blanket over my face.

"That's okay." She gave me a big hug. "I'm here for you when you do."

um lol i tried to write how i thought the song would go
it goes to "From the Dining Table" obvi
except the chorus doesn't really lol
obviously he wouldn't write a song so similar to one he's already written and his would be 10000 times more beautiful
not the best but it was kinda fun lol

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