"We have to go." I walked towards the door wiping my tears.

"No, they can wait." He said turning me back around. He looked deep into my eyes. I had no idea how he was going to react. I didn't even know that I really felt that way about him. I stared into his glowing green eyes waiting for him to say anything.

"You love me?" He said with a huge smile. I ignored his question and stared at the ground and tried to pull away from him but he pulled me back.

Harry lifted my chin up. He kissed me so passionately, I felt his lips turn into a smile against mine. My expression was blank and full of confusion. He grabbed my hand and we met everyone out in the hallway. I was confused on how he felt. Was he still mad? Why did he kiss me? Do I love him? Does he love me?

The dinner was beyond awkward for me. Harry acted as though nothing had happened with his hand on my leg under the table, laughing and telling jokes as usual. 

I am unsure of his feelings. I stayed quiet most of the night only speaking when spoken to. I felt like he should hate me or at least be mad, but he acted as though nothing had happened.

"Are you okay?" Harry asked after I had barely said a few sentences or touched my food.

"I'm fine." I fake smiled looking back down to my plate of food. Am I okay? Harry, we just had our first fight and I think I told you I love you.

I am not fucking okay. 

"I'm sorry this is a lot. I forgot how busy this place was." He leaned closer to me.

"It's okay." I softly responded.

"It's not, I can tell your uncomfortable. You've barely said anything all night or touched your food, Ro." Harry put his hand on my thigh for comfort and rubbed his thumb over my skin.

"I'm fine Harry, really." I lied trying to act as if everything was okay but it wasn't, a thousand thoughts raced through my mind and why is he acting like nothing happened before we came down here. 

On top of everything else it was weird seeing everyone look and point. I hadn't been out with him in public like this. Fans came over and talked with him. It was different having so many eyes on you. Harry could tell felt a little anxious.

"You ready to go?" Harry asked after we both finished our food.

"Yeah I think I'm gonna go back to the room." I started to gather my things.

"Alright, let me just pay the bill quick and we can go." Harry got the waiters attention.

"You're not going out with everyone?"

"If you want we can." Harry shrugged waiting for my response.

"I don't want to but you should."

"No let's go back. We're leaving early tomorrow anyway."

"You can go, I'll be fine."

He ignored my response and started to get his things.

"Stay with your friends. I'll be fine."

"I'm hanging with you."

I didn't understand how he was acting like nothing happened. He seemed like everything was fine. But how? When Grayson and I fought he always put everything on me and we wouldn't talk for hours, days, or even weeks sometimes. I told him a lot and he acted like everything was fine.