Harry got back from his interview. He saw me in the hot tub and gave me the biggest dimply smile and sweet wave. He changed into a swimsuit and met me out side.

"Hi." He said with the same big dimpley smile.

"Hey." I said smiling back. "How was the interview?"

Seeing Harry took a lot of it off my mind. Being with him was always so calming and happy.

"It was alright." He said sitting next to me and immediately putting his lips on mine. "But I missed you." He said deepening the kiss. He could tell I wasn't really in the mood and pulled away.

"Everything ok, Ro?" He asked.

"Yeah. I don't know just a weird day I guess." I shrugged looking down at the water

"Wanna talk about it?" He wrapped his arms around me pulling me close to him. My head rested on his shoulder. 

"I don't know, it's dumb it really doesn't matter." 

"It does matter. You know you can talk to me." He looked down to me kissing my forehead. 

"Yeah I know. I guess it's just a weird feeling that your fans are starting to find out you're in a relationship with someone and I don't really care about that but people were kinda saying mean things and I didn't think that it would bother me but." My sentence trailed off. 

"Aw Rowan I'm sorry but people are gonna try every way to hate you. You have to learn to ignore those things not read things like that I know it's hard. Trust me."

"Yeah I know it was dumb. But also I wanted to read them." I laughed lightening the mood. I didn't want to get lost in all of it or get down because of it. I just want to be here.