Hey Sinners!
Guess what?!??
This book is #5 in Wattys. Yayyyyy

Also, I am so sorry I wrote this chapter in a hurry. I didn't even proof read. So if y'all see any mistake, please correct me in the comment section. I'll make changes later.

Alright let's get on with the chapter.
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Andrew's POV

I was willing to push her away. But I was turned on.

I pushed her against the wall and and lift her a bit off the ground.

We are kissing each other like mad people.
Wait, no no no no-

I don't wanna kiss her. I was thinking about kissing Ana. I wanna keep thinking. I wanna savour that feeling. Devour the feeling? How do I put this straight. Well, I just-

She reaches down and goes for my belt buckle.

But I grab her hand. THATS IT.
  
"Nicole, stop." I push her away.

She moans in frustration.

"Nicole! Stop for fuck's sake. I do NOT consent this."

"What the fuck is wrong with you?!" she yells.

Alright mind your language and get ou-"

"Wow so we can have sex whenever YOU want it, but when I want it, you back away? Well what happened to your principles."

"No you got that wrong Nicole. We have sex whenever WE BOTH CONSENT. I've NEVER forced you to have sex. And it's not my fault if you are always ready to fuck. Get out if you don't wanna lose your job."

I think I made myself pretty much clear because after that, Nicole rushed out of the office and slammed the door shut. Oh she didn't cease glaring at me throughout her process of getting-the-fuck-out.

Well, I hated how we argued today. It was pretty stupid.

More importantly, I didn't like the fact that we made out. I... I was still thinking about Ana.

I am not going to say that I have some kind of connection with Ana or some cliched shit that.

I just don't understand what we have. But whatever it is, it feels good. Much better than Gorilla sex or freaky FUCKING.

Like I had said before, I never really had such a heavy, sensual and passionate make out session with anyone. Because with the girls I've been with so far, we just jumped into the sex as soon as possible.

With Ana, it made my whole body go weak. Every part of me was sensitive.

Ana is someone I've never been with and I might never have her. I might never be hers. Maybe that's what makes me crave for her more. 

Maybe it's just a need, but there are times like today when I wanted to give her everything. It wasn't just a need.  I wanted to GIVE. To care for her, to make her feel good. To make her feel happy.

I might have been one of the worst people in her life, but I care. No matter what other people say or see. 

"When someone really cares for you, they make an effort not an excuse."
-Epiphany by Ana Jones

I still remember all the quotes from her book. Yes, I might have a lot of excuses, but I still care.

And... I am willing to prove that to her. No matter what.
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Sorry guys. This chapter was more of a filler. I have been really busy with work.

Guess what?! Mine and my husband's wedding anniversary in a week. On 29th April to be specific.

Hehe :)

I PROMISE that next chapter will be mfing AWESOME.