chapter 28 | Own me

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The tiredness still controlling my body, I stay in bed and text Minsun while Joonha is still sleeping.

< hey, what is the problem? You can tell me ]

[ Something happened yesterday bcs of your friends, and they said some stuff about me that was pretty disgusting. My boyfriend is pretty mad about it and he doesn't feel comfortable about me talking to you anymore bcs of the way they behave and also the fact that they said you apparently have a crush on me. Is that true? And I don't want you to lie to me, I want you to be honest >

< I'm so sorry y/n I swear I never agree with the stuff they say, that's why I told you right from the beginning to never approach them or let them spend time with you. They're always saying a lot of shit but they're the only friends I have so I'm scared to show I disagree and lose them. Idk why they said that but it's not true. I don't have a crush on you, I just like to hang out with you bcs you're fun and sweet compared to the others over there ]

I heavily sigh, wondering if he is telling the truth or keeping it to himself.

< I swear I'd rather stop talking to them instead of losing you. If I have to be honest with them and tell them I don't want to be friends with them anymore, I will, but I need to make sure I won't lose you too. You maybe don't understand but I'm just scared to be alone ]

[ why? Do you have a hard time making friends? >

< kinda keeping them tbh bcs as you must have noticed, I'm pretty quiet and awkward so people get easily tired of me and forget about me ]

He is making me feel even more bad about putting an end to our friendship.

[ I understand, it's okay. It's just that I don't like your friends at all and I wouldn't want you to be like them, you know? You're a kind and sweet person so that would hurt me a lot >

< I'm not like them, I promise I'll never have their mindset ]

[ you knew they're the ones who messed Joonha's skateboard tho? They must have told you >

< what? No I didn't know about that. If I did I'd have told you I swear. I'd even have warned you beforehand so that Joonha would know. I'm not surprised tho bcs they hate Joonha, they're pretty jealous of him ]

[ I really want to trust you but even if we keep talking, I won't spend time with you at the skatepark that much anymore bcs I really love my boyfriend and I don't want him to be worried or uncomfortable about it >

< it's fine, I totally understand. I just don't want you to think I'm a bad guy bcs I'm not. I'd never be like that and thats why I always like to spend time with you instead of them ]

[ thank you, I'm glad you understand. You should stop hanging out with them tho. You can hang out with Hyunjin or Seunggil instead, they're good guys and they won't ever make you feel like shit for not being perfect >

< thank you I don't think they like me tho ]

[ don't say that. That's not true. I'll tell them about it so that you can stop being with those guys >

< I won't hang out with them anymore from now on anyway don't worry ]

[ it's better for you >

I lock my phone and put it down on my nightstand, and I turn my head towards Joonha to see his features.

I never had to make such a choice. I never had a boyfriend, so I do not know whether I am in the wrong or not.

I need to talk to my brother, he knows more than I do, so I take my phone and text him.

[ hey, I need your advices >

I send it without expecting an answer since he must be streaming at this hour, and I get on Twitch to see if he is live. Once I see him playing with twenty thousand people watching, I press on it and watch what he is doing.

"No, but like, for real," he speaks, with his phone in his hands, meaning he saw my text, and I see his answer pop up on my screen but check what is happening for him to seem upset. "If you're just here to be a disgusting bitch, you leave, or my mods and I will make you," he drops his phone on his lap and lays his eyes on the screen, and just from his body language, I can tell he is seriously mad.

An asshole got on his nerves again if not more, so I read the messages in the chat as he seems to be doing so. "'Why the fuck you malding over it? Get over it, dude'. Bro, if you were in my shoes and not a fucker with a dick instead of a brain, you'd understand. No guy likes to see virgin dumbfucks thirsting over their sister," he reveals the reason why he is feeling that way, and I understand.

I thought they all forgot about the incident that happened some months ago since Inhyuk removed the livestream so that no one would see it again, but I guess a girl in a pair of shorts and crop top with no bra is enough to make them weak. Since I accidentally appeared on that one stream because I was caring and bringing him some snacks and drinks, I never did it again. This nearly became a fear.

"It's honestly sad to see that guy's like y'all are still a thing nowadays, but whatever, I'm not gonna waste more time on such morons. My mods are here to clean the chat," he fixes the position of his microphone and focuses on his game. I wish people would stop pissing him off and let him enjoy his time.

Now, I need to answer him though.

< Hey, tell me ]

[ There's this guy I'm friend with that I met at the skatepark and told you about. Minsun, but something happened and his friends said some disgusting stuff about me and said Minsun has a crush on me. So Joonha heard about it, and now he kinda thinks I should stop talking to him but Minsun has always been respectful to me and never crossed the line or tried anything, and he even warned me about them. Idk what to do and if its wrong to still talk to Minsun or not >

I peek at his stream, feeling like I am low-key stalking. As soon as he receives my text, he drifts his attention away from his game and reads it, showing me that I mean more than his game does.

< what kind of disgusting stuff? And was Minsun with them? ]

[ well...they were talking about me wearing shorts and wanting to do something to me...I don't want to give details, but they're perverts and no, minsun wasn't with them when that happened >

< honestly, I wouldn't trust a guy who's friend with such pieces of shit, but if Minsun has always respected you and never done or said anything inappropriate, Joonha doesn't have a word to say about who you can hang out with. Just stay a bit away from that dude. Do those guys go to the skatepark every day tho? ]

[ why do you want to know that? Hyunjin already beat them up, no need to do more. He never did, but Joonha just doesn't like the fact he maybe has a crush on me and that he always comes up to me when I'm alone. The thing is that Minsun explained that he does it bcs he's not comfortable with people he doesn't know much >

< it's kinda weird to me. Maybe try to narrow your interactions. Talk to him but only by text or call and don't hang out with him anymore for now. As long as he's not doing anything wrong to you or disregarding the fact you have a boyfriend, it's alright ]

[ alright, I'll do this. Thank you, and I watched your stream for a little but stop giving those jerks your attention. They're just dumb >

< What?! Stop watching me I don't want you to hear the stuff I say on stream;-; I know tho it just makes me mad ]

[ I've seen your fans call you daddy so many times, nothing can be worse than that to me, trust me >

< thanks for reminding me ]

[ no prob:) >

< what are you doing rn? ]

[ I'm still in bed bcs Joonha is still sleeping >

< and what about breakfast? ]

[ I'll eat once he's awake. His dad will cook as always >

< good, eat well ]

[ I will. Did you eat tho? >

< yeah I cooked some pancakes added some fruits and whipped cream, that was delicious ]

[ I'm happy you ate well >

< you better do it too ]

[ I will, enjoy your game and don't mind the morons >

< I will. Did you text hyunjin tho? Is he alright after the fight? ]

[ I did and he told me he's okay, they apparently barely hit him >

< good. I'll call him later to make sure ]

[ you should >

I put my phone down for the second time but feel Joonha move, so I check what he is doing and see him lying down on his back. He stretches his body and gets one of the best feelings in the morning, and once he is done, I wrap my arms around him and press a kiss on his sensitive neck.

He shows some pleasure and tangles his fingers in my hair, and I run my hand over his torso. "Did you sleep well?"

"Yeah," he struggles to even say a single word, his voice sounding husky. "And you?" he tilts his head to rest it on mine. "I did too."

Loving the warmth of his body, I slide under the blanket and lie down on him without letting go, and he glides his fingers down my back. "I'm not hurting, am I?" I worry about his morning wood I can feel being squeezed between our stomachs. "No, I like it."

"You like it?" I chuckle but do not even feel surprised. "You know I do."

I smile and kiss his neck again, and we both cuddle.

•••

11 am.

"Baby," Joonha whispers in my ear while back hugging me as I just opened my yogurt on the counter, and I smile, unconsciously. "Hm?" I lift my head to the right to look at him, and he kisses my lips. "It's Seunggil's birthday next weekend, you're coming with me, right?"

"Is it? I didn't even know," I bring my snack up to take a spoon of it. "But I'll come if I'm invited."

"Of course you are. He'd never invite me without inviting you as well or expecting you to come," he places his warm hand over mine to hold the spoon too, and he steals some of my food. I do not complain but let him put it in his mouth, but once he tastes it, he grimaces as if it was not good. "Does it have fruit chunks?"

"It does, why? You don't like it?" I feed myself and turn away to see his pretty features more clearly, and he shakes his head. "Ew. No. How can you eat that with fruit chunks? It's bad."

"You're a baby," I giggle at him for being so picky, and he swallows, nonetheless. "No. I just have taste."

"Sure, baby boy," I call him the way he likes to be, both making eye contact, and his expression shows some pleasure. "What? I couldn't hear you," he comes closer and leans in, pretending to suddenly have turned a deaf ear, and I slide the spoon out of my mouth. "My baby boy," I repeat in a low voice, and he smiles but heaves one hand up to mine. His gorgeous eyes lower down to my lips, and he brushes the spoon over my bottom lip to leave some yogurt on it, and with no surprise at all, he bends over and runs his tongue on my skin to lick it off.

I close my eyes and follow his actions to kiss him back, and he slips his tongue in my mouth to deepen everything. His hands cupping my waist, his body softly pressing mine against the counter, he sneaks his fingers under my top to glide it up my sensitive side, but a door suddenly opens, and he pulls away to not get caught by his dad.

I act like nothing happened and eat my yogurt, and I peek up at Mister Jeon, who got out of his office.

"Hey, are you working again?" Joonha stands next to me, showing no signs of embarrassment, and the tall man comes up to us. "Yes, I am," he speaks in a pretty mocking tone as if he knew, and he gets a bottle of water out of the fridge, but his lips curve up. "And you? What are you doing here?"

"Nothing...She's just eating a disgusting yogurt," he judges my food, only because he is a baby, and I elbow him in the arm. "Disgusting?" Mister Jeon frowns at us and hydrates himself, and as soon as I hear Joonha's voice, I cut him off. "It's a delicious yogurt with peach chunks. He's just being a baby, don't mind him."

He chuckles at his own son and closes his bottle, but Joonha defends himself since no one else will. "Who's the smallest here?" his lame reply gets me to laugh and not even be offended. "Choco."

"I'm talking about the three humans right here, don't drag him into this," he looks down at me and straightens his back to flex with his six foot two inches. "I don't know," I feign ignorance and walk away, but he catches up with me and drops his hands on my shoulders to grip them, and while heading to the sofa, I notice Mister Jeon silently go back to his office.

At the exact moment that he closes the door, Joonha drifts his big hands up to my throat and cups it, and he steps forth to have his body against mine. "I'll choke you next time you make fun of me in front of my dad."

"Crush it, please," I do not even show any fear at all, I disregard the warning and keep eating. "You're too kinky," he lets go and slaps my butt before stepping away, and I scoff at this remark. "You're worse."

"True," he does not deny it, and I cannot help laughing. At least he is honest now.


— One week later —

Saturday, September 24th, 2022.

8 pm.

The start of Seunggil's birthday finally happening, I walk inside the barbecue restaurant with Joonha, who has not calmed down yet, and I look for his best friend.

Once I catch sight of him and his boyfriend, I head towards them, and Seunggil notices us in short seconds. "Hey! I'm so happy to see you both," he stands up to give us both a hug, one at a time, and I sit down next to him to have Joonha by my side as well, then I say hi to his boyfriend, Yunseo, who I have never seen in real life before. "Hey, it's nice to meet you," he smiles back at me, and I express the same emotions. "It is for me too. I've heard a lot of good stuff about you."

He reacts with softness and gazes at Seunggil, who has been a bit exposed. "I didn't know about that."

"She's emphasizing it, I don't mention you that much," he tells a lie and sips on some coke, and I smile but quietly disagree. "You talk about him almost every time we see each other," Joonha, however, does not keep it to himself, manspreading on his chair and keeping his hands in the pockets of his jeans. "Shut up," Seunggil mumbles, and my boyfriend smirks but leans over to grab the menu. "What are we eating? I'm starving."

"You came here just for the food, didn't you?" he acts like he would do such a thing, and Joonha goes along. "Of course, I did. You think I'd be here if there was no free food?"

"We're paying for the food, you jerk," I kick him under the table. "It's his birthday, so we treat him," I scold him, even though I know he does not mean it. "He's the one who invited, baby, and you know the rules. You invite, you pay," he establishes a new one we never heard of, and I shake my head to display my disapproval, but he nods, smiles, and focuses on the menu.

"Stop being so flirty in front of us," Seunggil cannot ignore it, and I grin, shyly. "Can you remind me how many times I was a third wheel when the three of us would hang out?" he brings up something that I do not know about, and Seunggil snatches the menu out of his hands to give it to his boyfriend. "By the way," he addresses me by laying his eyes on me, and I listen. "See?" he pokes his boyfriend's cheekbone. "I did not lie about his freckles, and look at this," he kneads his veiny arms and shows his loved one off, and I smile at how precious they are.

"What are you trying to do, little shit?" Joonha shows his jealous side again tonight. "She has the best boyfriend ever. She's not gonna envy you."

"My boyfriend is the best, don't even try to argue on that," Seunggil fights back to go against his statement, still holding Yunseo's arm. "What do you say about that, baby?" Joonha drags me into this debate I did not want to be a part of, but since I know how insecure he can be about this matter, I do not keep quiet. "You're the best boyfriend."

"See," his features brighten with happiness, and I feel soft in front of his adorable reaction. "Well, I don't agree with that, but fine," he puts an end to it, to my greatest relief. "Yeah, now stop talking."

"You're in an amazing mood again, I see," he fakes a smile, seeing through his behavior that he is not chill. "I am. What do you mean?" he ignores the problem as if this was not obvious, so I let it out for him. "He just saw some guys look at me a bit too much while we were heading up here, so he got upset."

"Oh," he gets it, staring at his best friend. "I'm not surprised anymore then."

"I understand you, Joonha. Don't worry," Yunseo relates to him and makes him feel less lonely with his feelings. "I hate it when I see another guy or girl give a nasty stare at him. It's like, they know you're their partner, but they still stare like fuckers to piss you off."

"Thanks. Finally, someone knows how I feel," he shows some relief. "They fucking know she belongs to me, but they still dare to look her up and down."

"I'd never say that Seun belongs to me 'cause I'd get kicked, but yeah, I know what you mean," he grins and exposes some of his relationship, and I peek at Joonha. "I don't have this problem with her," his lips curve up and grasp my attention, and I get ready to hit him. "We know you belong to her, you're her bitch. Stop it already," Seunggil sticks up for me, and I conceal the smirk that formed on my face.

Joonha pokes his cheek with his tongue and runs it past his lip ring, moving his legs in opposite directions while staring at his best friend, who humiliated him, but playfully. "Shut the fuck up. You don't know anything."

"Does that mean it's the opposite? Hm? Would you call her your bitch?" he makes this conversation take an unwanted turn as both Yunseo and I are remaining quiet and witnessing. Joonha glances at me and smiles. "I literally walked her up here with her leash, what do you think?"

I throw my fist in his arm to make him regret his words, but he does not even flinch, he only finds it funny. "That's not freaking true."

"It's alright, I believe you, y/n," Seunggil supports me and wraps his arm around my neck. "I know this guy. I know you have all the control."

"That's so funny to hear that coming from you," he never allows him to make him a submissive man, not accepting the truth. "There's so much stuff I could say to expose you in front of them that you should think twice before opening your mouth."

"Babe," he turns towards his boyfriend to get some help from him. "He's being mean to me."

"You both stop arguing and order some food instead," he looks into his eyes and leaves the menu on the table, and I peek down at the prices first but feel Joonha stand up. "I can tell who's the bottom in this relationship," he never stops provoking him but sits down in front of them after moving his chair, and we both make eye contact. "Come here, baby."

I rise and go towards him to sit down by his side so that we can have the two other men before us.

"See," he whispers in my ear and receives all my attention while our friends are ordering their meal. "You listen and do as I say," his satisfaction boosts his ego, and I stare into his deep blue eyes, which are very close to mine, and I smile without saying anything. I want to kiss his red and glossy lips, but I do not want to do this in front of his best friend, his Yunseo, and other people around.

By contrast, Joonha does not care about our surroundings, he presses a kiss on my ear and shows affection. I love this so much, but I will make sure he regrets the confidence and fake dominant him he showed in front of them as if I was the only submissive one.

•••

12:30 am.

"Hey,"

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