Finally......here is the update......
I know many people cursed me for not keeping my promises.......
I think I don't deserve a sorry also....
Anjali POV:
Past:
That night when he told me,I am someone else property .It hurted.His words are like poisonous venom .I just want to die then and there itself.I want to give my everything to him.Even that didn't make him to trust and accept me.How stupid I am???
I thought somewhere he loves me.All the dreams that I have with him got shattered.May be this is the reason every one says don’t expect anything from anyone because expectations do hurt a lot.I expected so much from him...
On that day when he left,I cried a lot.God knows how much time I cried.I felt like I lost my self respect.I don’t want to explain him about those photos he showed me, because if a person loves someone they should trust them. He didn’t have trust on me,that means he never loved me.I wrote a letter in which every word is a replica of my feelings.
Later,I packed all my luggage,booked my ticket to delhi and left his place.
I reached my home early in the morning.Everyone became suspicious as I came without any pre-information.
They asked me what happened??Why did you come home all of a sudden??I said I was missing them so much,so Rahul send me to stay for somedays.I think they didn’t believe my words,but somehow agreed.Even thayiji and dad didn’t said anything.
The person whom I loved more than my life,whom I trusted a lot left me..asked me not to show my face again.
I can not stand in front of my thavuji because at the time when I was going to Rahul’s home after marriage he told that I was his last hope.But I spoiled everything.I loved him.I loved him more than my life and that person trusted those pictures more than me and told that I am someone’s property.What would had happened to him.if I asked about Ayesha and their relationship...??I may get punishment from him!!He is good at playing with people's feelings.If there is this type of game in Olympics,he will win a gold medal everytime.
I don’t know for how many days I have to stay here.Its been two days and people started asking me about Rahul.Even Rahul’s family don’t know anything about this.
One day when I am passing through my parents room.I heard their conversation. I know Eavesdropping is a bad habit.I stopped near the door because I heard my name.
Mom:I think we should talk to Anjali.
Dad:No.Let her open up about this.
Mom:“But..”
Dad:Listen, It is her personal we should not involve in this matter.
Mom: On that day,without even asking her you and your brother made her to marry Rahul.No one in this house never cared about my daughter's feelings.
Dad:No..It is not like that..Rahul is good person..And we did all these because Rahul’s grandfather and my dad made a promise that to make Rahul as son-in-law of this house.
Mom:As Archana eloped things turned bad my daughter....
Sobbed my mom...
Dad:Stop worrying!!Everything would be fine..We will see for two days and talk to Anjali about this.
I closed my mouth with my hands and ran to my room.I cried and cried.So this was the secret that Rahul married me.If ArchanaDi was there she would become his wife.Why the hell my life is like this?? May be this is why Rahul many times asked me about reason of our marriage... What should I think about my family now??Good or bad??
For a family pride they sacrificed my life without my concern.....So again my position belongs to ArchanaDi....
Next day morning when me and my mom were cutting vegetables in kitchen my dad called mom.
“Mom you wait I will see”I said and went to the living room where everyone sat.
“Dad”I called.
"Dad mom is busy..tell me do you want anything??"I added.
“Anju can you go to my room and bring blue file in the cupboard?”Asked dad.
“Ya sure dad”I said and went to his room
I searched for the file and finally I found it.While I was taking that file I saw a green file with name Jeevan orphanage and all the papers were dropped down.
I stared arranging them and in that process,in one paper I saw my name and read the complete documents.My eyes were teary.I felt like the building got collapsed because of an earthquake.Suddenly,my heart became so heavy.
Now come the second truth of my life which I don’t know until now..
I am an orphan...These were my adoption papers.I am shaken.
“Anjali..”I heard my dad’s voice.
I quickly got up arranged the green file as it is,cleared my tears and ran down to give the file.
After giving him I went to my room and cried.I am an orphan..I do not belong to this family..So that is why everyone hates me from childhood.
My parents gave me another life and made me a member of this family.But In return I didn’t gave them happiness.What a birth I have????
My Biological parents left me.Someone adopted me and made me as there part of family.I didn’t fulfilled there wishes..What a daughter I am??I am bad daughter,bad wife..Where her husband is not able to trust.
If I connect all these dots.I think I am not worthy to stand infront of Rahul and this family. I was not able to repay them....My thavuji asked only for thing.They thought I am the pride of the family.I messed up everything.
What should I tell them??Can I tell them that Rahul thought I was cheating on him and send me out of the house???No I can’t do that...
I don’t have right to live in this world anymore...I was not good in anything....I tried hard to become his wife,but it resulted bad.Do Rahul and his parents know about this???I was thinking about all these,suddenly my phone started ringing.It was maa(Rahul's MOM).I cleaned my tears.
“Maa”I said.
“Anju...??You are in your parents home..Neither you nor Rahul didn’t inform me” said Maa
“I am missing you both,come to our home today”said Maa.
How can I Maa?When I don’t deserve that palce of your daughter-in-law anymore...I have to do something..I want to ran away from all these.
“Maa....Rahul hates me..He do not love me”I cried.
“No Anjali...that is not true..trust me..”said Maa.
“Maa...I want to go away from him...I am sorry to break your promise..I can’t help you..Please forgive me...I am sorry”I sobbed.
“Anju listen...I am coming there to take you..”said Maa.
No,If Maa comes here then everyone will come to know about conflict between me and Rahul.
“No Maa..I want to go away from all these relations...”I sobbed.
“You are hurt Anju..Everything will be alright...Tell me What happened between you both???” she asked.
“I am sorry.I can’t tell you.If you want to know you have to ask him”I said again.
“Anju...”I feel she is also crying as her words started slipping.
“Maa Please help me I want to go away from him...Promise me that you will never tell about me to him”I hiccupped.
“Ok dear...I gave you one advice..Go to shimla..”she said about a place in shimla.
Next day I told to my family that I am going to Mumbai to meet Rahul and went to Shimla....Maa told me that she will manage everything here.I don't know how come she agreed to me so easily???My plan is not to come back here....
I started working in a cafe there.I am divested, depressed.After connecting all the dots I came to know about myself.I am a worthless human who is not good to be a daughter,wife,sister and daughter-in-law.It will be hard for a family to accept someone outside as a member. Because of me my chacha and chichi(Aryan parents ) died and even then my family was with me.
Unknowingly,I became reason for ArchanaDi elope,I now understand how my parents would felt bad for adopting me eveytime.The position of me in Raichand’s family is actually belongs to ArchanaDi.
I don’t know if Rahul’s family know about my birth secret...
I failed in everything.Why these things happen to me...??I used to cry daily thinking about all these..Though I am living my life,inside I had already died.A week changed person a lot.
After one month when I saw Rahul in cafe..I just want to hug him,then I remembered he asked me not to show my face and I am someone else property..These words always used to ran in my brain in this past one month.
When he said I love you in the street my whole world stopped for a second.This is the thing that i always wished from him.But now,I am not in a position to accept him.I have to show him that I hate him.As our contract will finish with in 2months he could marry Ayesha..who is love of his life..I hope so...Wait...If he loves Ayesha..Why did he proposed me...??How can he do this??
Did he came here to play with my feelings again??I can't handle them anymore....
He convinced me to come to Mumbai.I don’t have any feelings for Arav.Although he is getting married,when I asked for his help he agreed.My plan with him is to make Ayesha and Rahul close.
I thought Rahul will get swayed that I cheated on him.So,I started moving close to Arav.I cursed myself uncountable times for kissing Arav on that dinner date.All these things used to become so hard for me.
To my utter shock Rahul already know that Arav is getting married.Even if Rahul loves me whole heartly,he may not accept me after knowing the truth that I am an orphan.
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Present:
“I love you Anjali....”kissed Rahul on my forehead..
“I love you too Rahul”I mumbled.
No...This can’t happen.. I jolted up and
opened my eyes...God it is a dream...I am relieved.I took a deep breath...What if I tell him,...??I should not do that...Nightmare..
I turned my head and saw Rahul’s sleepy face.He is looking so cute...so charming...
Anjali stop...stop drooling at him reminded my brain.
I feel like my head is of heavy weight.I am having severe headache.What is this..?Then I remember...I had drunk yesterday night.Did I do any mistake??I am not able to remember anything??
Where am I????Why is Rahul beside me..??I tried to get up from my place,but unable to....Rahul circled his arm around my bare waist..I slowly moved his hand but it is of no use.He pulled me much closer to him.Our both bodies touched and a shiver passed in me.
I looked down..both our legs are tangled.OMG!!!Why am I wearing his shirt??!!!That means....he doesn’t have one on him now...Did anything happened yesterday..??Why are we in some different room..??
Rahul...Rahul...I shook him..
“Sleep baby” he said pulling me much closer.I can’t do this...Anju you have to get up now my brain again reminded me.
“Rahul ....Get up...What is all this?....”I screamed.
“What Anju??”he said slowly opening his eyes.I removed the duvet and shocked seeing myself.
I am in his shirt and it is unbuttoned.Thank god!!!I am in my inners.He glared at me from top to bottom.I quickly covered myself with duvet.
“Haha..I saw everything last night itself darling..”he smirked..What??Everything..??
“What do you mean??”I am shocked.
“Don’t you remember anything Anju??”he asked moving close to me.Our faces are few inch distance and he placed his hand on my waist.Wow!!He has a perfect body...Stop ogling Anju said my brain..
“stop staring at me like that,I am all yours jaan...”said he kissing on my forhead.I gulped.I an nervous...I didn’t move an inch...Somewhere I felt happy listening from him that he is mine... How come he reads every time??..
“I am not your jaan...Don’t call me with names”I warned him.
“Haha..Do you know??You look so cute..when you are angry...my pumpkin...”He said kissing me on my cheek,collar bone..I felt butterflies in my stomach...I have to agree he still have affect on me.
“Rahul..What are you doing??Why do you always divert the topics??Tell me what happened last night..??!!.”I shouted pushing him away from me.
“Do you want to know the truth??”he said holding both of my hands and staring at me without blinking his eyes.
“Hmm...”I nodded.
“Everything happened between us.We became one last night.I have to tell you one thing,You are too encouraging.I want every night as yesterday's night.Ilove you”he said coming close to me and started kissing me on my lips.
“Enough Rahul,I want to go home”I pushed him away and went to bathroom.I don’t want him to see me in tears.
This can’t happen.I am virgin.I know Rahul is not that kind of a person.He never take advantage of situation..I trust him..
God!!I trust him???!!!..That means whatever he said is true...should I believe those words also...??Also,he many times taken advantage of situation..I cried sitting near bathroom door.
After sometime I heard a nock..
“Anjali..”came the voic.
“Anjali..Are u there??Please give reply...?"asked Rahul.
“Yes”I said slowly getting up from my place.
“Open the door”he demanded.
“No..”I said.
“Okay..If you did not open..then remember I have my ways to open it”He bawled.
I know he has his ways,he is capable of doing anything to get things that he wanted.I closed my eyes for a second to forget everything that happened and took a deep breath and opened the door.
“Take this”He gave me a cover.He is dressed up in his suit.
“Be ready within 15 minutes,we are leaving.I have an important meeting in office”he said and went from there.
I shut the door loudly.I am in complete anger.I may burst out at anytime like a volcano.
Why my life became life this??I ran away from him because he hurt me.God played a game along with him and made him to enter into my life again.How can he touch someone else property??What is he thinking about me??I do have self respect.
He never cared about my feelings.Haha....My life became a game to him..I can’t live this life anymore...I just want to quit this game.Though he truly love me,after knowing the truth he will reject me.
I can’t handle rejection from him.Is he loving me??or Is it just an act??
I got ready quickly and came outside of room.We both went near his car.I think he completed all the formalities.
“Come”he said and opened the car door for me.Rahul stop acting like a gentleman...,my heart can’t take it anymore.
He sat in car and started driving.He looks angry.Why??He raised the speed of car...
“Rahul..please go slow...”I said slowly.
“shut up..just shut up”He raised his voice still looking on the road.
I turned to the window side.I can’t control anymore.I just want to cry loud.I closed my mouth with my hands so that he should not hear my cries.I can’t understand his attitude.Sometimes he will be romantic,sometimes he will be angry.Even If everything happened between us,I would feel happy because at least he think me as his own not others property.
“Get down”my thoughts were trailed off by Rahul.We reached home.
“Go inside.I have some work.I need to go to office.I am warning you don’t try to meet your so called boyfriend”he angered and went from that place without looking at me.
What did i do?Why is he angry on me??I don’t have any words to explain my sadness. I quickly ran to his bedroom and fell on bed.
Tears are flowing from my eyes.I don't have anything now.Everything in my life is ruined.Hehe..I myself laughed at my situation.I loved a man.He hated me.Again he came back to me,then I started hating him.I myself gave everything to him.....What happened last night??God I am going crazy....
I heard a nock on the door.I washed my face and opened the door.Watchman stood there.
"Jii!!??"I asked.
"Mam,Sir asked you to get ready by 7PM...he will be taking you somewhere"informed watchman.
"Okay..." I said and he left.
Now where does he wants to take me??....
Why Rahul is behaving so strange???......
What happened last night....???
Will Rahul and his family accept Anjali after knowing the truth???....
Is Rahul acting???...
How is the update...???
Many questions are still need to be answered...Only Rahul can give the answers....
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