Tara pov

What am I supposed to do?, I have to tell him but how? Would he even want to have a kid with me? What if he just kicks me out?

I think over and over again silently crying, just as I heard the knock on the door I jumped quickly wiping my tears.

"Gattino food is ready aren't you coming?"

"Yes coming" my voice rushed as I quickly hid the test in one of the drawers.

I walked down stairs and started to feel kind of dizzy, is this what usually happens to pregnant woman?.

I saw Lorenzo and put a smile on my face, he lifted me up taking me to the kitchen.

I need to tell him

We sat down ready to eat but I felt my stomach feeling ill I covered my mouth with my hand preventing a scene.

We ate silently and when we entered our room, Lorenzo looked at me concerned.

"What's going on? Your acting weird" he stated

"I-" I couldn't speak

"I'm" I sob.

"I'm- pregnant" I let out a deep breath.

"Pregnant? And why would you be sad?" He asks lifted me up and turning my around.

"Your not mad?" I ask

"Mad im fucking happy" he says and smiles.

He gave me a tight hug were all my bones would have cracked.

"Why the fuck would you be upset Gattino?" His voice is soft and sends a shiver down my spine.

"I love you and you know it"

"I know Mio Rè".

"I love you too"

His mine and I'm his, I start to cry at the thought of our family, then he pulled me by my waist to his chest.

"What's wrong" his voice is so soft you wouldn't expect Lorenzo to be speaking like that.

"I'm just happy" I cry silently then he places a kiss to my forehead and strokes my hair softly before I drift off to sleep.

Lorenzo pov

While I was looking at the mother of my soon to come child I felt like crying.

But that's fucked up, it's weird how a man can cry but at this point I didn't care, I was happy for once in my life to find someone.

To find someone to love me care and to have my baby, I never expected to ever fall inlove or expect to have a child on the way.

Things change the most feared man, the most darkest devil, murderer, killer, heartless and cold man has feelings.

I never ever believed in love or feelings but I never knew this was coming and I can't stand the thought of loosing my gattino.

So from now on she will be protected from everything and I will never let her slip through my fingers.

I quietly got out of bed and grab my phone, I called Asher.

"Sí"

"It's me, about the what we planned I need to do it asap"

"Well we can do it next week, why?"

"Ok, ill tell you next week with your fiancè"

"Ok" I hang up and prepare to get ready for my day, I changed in my suit and place a note before I leave.

Tara pov

I woke up and the time was 3pm I found a note on the desk and Lorenzo wasn't here.

(Note) I'll be back soon gattino, hope you had a good sleep and if you need anything the maids are downstairs, ti amo gattino.

A smile spread across my face at the note I placed it back down and felt my stomach rumble I was starving.

I have a craving of pickles with peanut butter, I quickly ran downstairs and got the pickles and peanut butter.

I've never liked peanut butter but I craved it, it was a weird craving and it tasted so good.

It's been half an hour and I ate 2 jars of pickles and a tub of peanut butter.

"Whoa you ate all that?" The chief asked and I nodded with a smile.

"I'm pregnant" I chuckle and he looks at me with wide eyes then a smile spreads across his face.

"Amazing to know, do you want anything else to eat?"

"Nope I'm full, for now" I laugh then he joins.

I couldn't help but think of Dakota and not tell her I'm pregnant.

Just as I was about to dial her number as thought of Lorenzo came to my head, what if he doesn't want anyone to know?.

I set the phone down and I decided to wait until he arrives home and then I'll ask.

It's 1am and Lorenzo isn't home yet, so I decided to sit on a couch by the door and wait, it was 2am and still no sign I started to get worried and stressed but after a little while I fell asleep.

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