Tara pov

I was going out at night for a little jog around the place to take a breath and forget everything that's been happening.

Just as I was jogging I heard shouting, it was dark and cold, the shouts were coming from an alley surrounded by darkness.

I slowly walked towards a window by the alley, I peaked in and saw, a club inside with a dead girl lying on the floor.

I gasped covering my mouth with my hand as a tear drop fell down my face

I can't handle seeing these things it hurts and I don't like it.

Some thing in me was telling me to go in and help the poor girl, but I couldn't from the fear I received.

A few minutes later I heard footsteps and decided I need to go so I quickly moved out of sight so no one could see me.

I decided to go to a bar since there was barely anyone.

"What can I get you" the guy asked

"Something that works fast and strong"

The guy nodded and came with the drink.

The first sip I took burned my throat but I didn't care all that I needed was these thoughts to go away.

A few sips later I felt my self feeling light and the drink started to work.

I looked over at the guy and asked "more"

He gave a frown but did it anyway, he came back with the shots and I took them all at once.

My throat was burning but I didn't care, about an hour later my thoughts faded and now I wanted to get home.

So I got up but my legs were too wobbly that made me fall.

A minute later the guy came to pick me up but I held myself up, I then sat back on the stool since I couldn't walk.

"You know Lorenzo is a guy that plays with too many girls" I said to the bartender.

"He just goes and never comes back as if it was all a trick the whole time, why is life like this?, it can never be the way you want it to be,right?, if my parents treated me well I wouldn't be here but here I am"

I said not thinking, then realised that this whole time 
that Lorenzo, he could make any girl fall to her knees, and look at me I've already fallen.

It's not like you know the guy well

True

I got up to leave and as I was outside, there is the same car that always pulls up.

"Tara?" His sexy voice calls but I should never allow myself to go near him again.

"Yes?"

"Your drunk get in" his voice sounds harsh.

I knew that if I stayed standing I would collapse from my drunk ness so I got in.

"What are you doing at a bar at this time" his voice is still harsh but he was concerned.

"Nothing" I answered then realising seeing that girls body that had been shot, just then I felt the fear shiver down my spine.

As we pull up he takes a deep breath and speaks.

"Gattino, this is the last time, you can't go anywhere at night especially at this time" his voice was calm and so demanding that I felt I was going to fall.

I looked back at him giving a small smile and nodded as I left.

Soon later his car left, and I felt my heart flutter at the way he said this words, then reminded myself I can't fall for anyone even Lorenzo.

Why

It's not right and he's been with so many girls

Mmm

Besides your still a virgin which is very weird for someone your age

Well the love of my life hasn't came into my life yet

Just stop thinking this it's fine

Ugh go to sleep already

Ignoring my thoughts I got into bed and fell asleep hearing the rain and thunder.