42 | sick joke

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Yeji~

I couldn't eat or sleep for the past few days, and also skipped many lectures. Soobin and Jisoo have grown very concerned of me, but I couldn't tell them what was going on because I felt so embarrassed. Especially seeing those two like that- I just feel so ashamed that my relationship didn't turn out as well as theirs.

"Get out of bed! I got you really good food." Beomgyu pulled my arm but I wouldn't budge. How did he even get in here? Jisoo's dead meat once she gets home.

"I'm not in the mood." I sniffled while cuddling a fluffy pillow.

"I didn't say you have to be in the mood. I just said to get out of bed because you're so dang lazy! That guy ain't shit- now get up." I immediately popped out of the covers after hearing that he knows.

"How did you..." I looked at his hair and remembered Yeonjun. The bowl cut...

"You really think we don't know yet? Did you forget Yeonjun's also close to those two? Of course they've gathered the news also. They just wanted to give you space, but I think otherwise. Why cry over some stupid guy?" He crossed his arms.

"Yeah, why should I?" I tried to regain my thoughts, but ended up crying again. Beomgyu suddenly got up and pulled me into his arms.

"Don't cry anymore, I'm gonna actually stuff your mouth with paper if you don't..." I chuckled at his words and he smiled. "Don't let this bring you down. It's his lost, not yours."

"Do you really believe that?" I let my remaining tears fall down onto his shoulders.

"I strongly believe it," he cupped my face then rubbed my cheeks with his thumb. "You're really beautiful, but you look so tired of his bullshit. How about we get you a makeover like those girls in movies? I think it'll boost up your confidence, and be a big fuck you to that ugly duckling."

"Sounds fun! Let me eat first." I finally got appetite to consume some food.

After eating, I took a warm shower and changed to some nice clothes before heading off.

Spending the time shopping with Beomgyu for clothes was so much fun- he really has a good eye for fashion. My head was slowly clearing up, and there were a few times when I almost forgot the feeling of pain.

Our last stop was the salon, where I got a short haircut and died my brown hair back to black. I'm totally digging the new look.

"You look so bad ass! It suits you so well." Beomgyu proudly clapped since it was his idea.

"Alright, I'll trust you now with picking my clothes. Also, thanks for accompanying me today." I kissed his cheek and he blushed.

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Yeonjun~

I checked my mark and it's so much better than last time. The professor congratulated me, and I've never felt so satisfied because of my work. I've spent all my hours studying, and it finally payed off.

Once I got back to the dorm, I took out my phone to call Yeji, but then I remembered... right, I broke up with her.

It's already been months, but I still can't get used to it. This odd feeling.

I went on my social media, and checked to see if I still have her on it. As expected, she blocked me... not surprised since I blocked her number also.

I refreshed my Instagram page and saw a picture of Jisoo and Soobin together, then two other people. I zoomed and got shocked at Yeji's new appearance... not that her appearance meant anything to me, but she looks extremely gorgeous. The guy beside her held onto her waist like it's nothing...

Did she replace me that quickly?

I pressed onto the tagged account and stalked him a bit.

The girl on all his pictures... it's Yeji. He even tagged her in his bio.

This isn't some type of sick joke, right? There's no way she would... but it's not like I could restrict her from dating.

I already let her go.

I turned off my phone and threw it onto the end of my bed. It's so frustrating seeing that... why do I still think that she'll wait for me? Even after I hurt her that much?

Breaking up with her was my biggest mistake.

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Omg I got a package earlier and I was like yesss album!!! Then I opened it... IB Biology homework my teacher mailed me bc I keep skipping AHHAHA

+ I hope you guys liked that little IG acc I made for Beomgyu eheh

Song: Pink Sweat$ — Body Ain't Me
(This song perfectly summarizes the whole chapter omfg)

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