Jisoo~

All these bills... soon enough, we'd need to move into a new home- maybe a small apartment? I don't have enough money to supply for myself nor my siblings. I began to have a panic attack while counting them, that I had to take my pills.

I'm so stressed... nothing's going right for me anymore.

Should I just become a stripper? I mean, I heard they make good money... but no way. Think positive- I can't even dance for shit, I have to work hard in modelling. Maybe seduce Soobin a bit more...

It won't be that hard; there's always a shortcut to everything.

I heard the doorbell ring, so I went to go get it. I don't remember buying anything- maybe the company sent me something? Let's just hope it's something I could sell. Or maybe someone with good news.

I suddenly saw two people arguing. The landlord and Soobin.

"You better move out next week! You haven't payed your bills for the past four months- it's been long due. If you don't pack your things now, I'll have my men go here and clear everything up. Do you hear me?" He shouted loudly.

"Sir, please give me one more month. I'll come up with something, I promise!" I pleaded, but it was hopeless.

"You can move in with me. Take your siblings too..." Soobin suddenly suggested, making both me and the landlord shocked. "There's enough rooms for all of us."

"Next week, I don't wanna see you here anymore. I've sold your house already." The guy left angrily.

I fell on the floor and began bawling. I'm so embarrassing... Soobin's offer makes me feel even more guilty. He's always ready to give me anything and everything.

"It's okay, I'm here." He hugged me and I actually felt... secured. I zoned out a little while staring at his eyes, that I had to pinch myself back to reality.

"Thank you." I kissed his cheek.

We picked up my siblings from school and told them about the news. They were much happier than I expected, since they love Soobin so much. They wouldn't stop talking about the play area he made just for them, and how fluffy the beds are. It warmed my heart a little, hearing about his adjustments for them.

He would be a great father one day.

"Am I husband material yet?" Soobin wiggled his eyebrows while we packed.

"I was just thinking that..." I covered my mouth with my hand, and his nose scrunched in excitement. "Good enough to be my husband."

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Jisoo~

A week later, we were finally set and ready to move into Soobin's humble abode. We ate dinner and unpacked, each getting our own room. The kids were right about the beds, they're extremely fluffy.

I feel like I'm living in a castle.

After taking a shower, I went to Soobin's room just for the shits and giggles. He's sitting at the corner of his bed, drying his hair with a towel, playing on his phone. Despite his cute rabbit pyjamas... he still looks so damn good.

"Hey." I sat beside him and helped him dry his hair. So fluffy...

He's so weird.

Out of all the guys I've dated, he's the only one I've never done it with. He's actually incomparable with any of them... he's just so different. There's been many open opportunities where he could have made a move, but he never did. I don't think it's even on his mind.

Now that we live together, I want that to change.

"Soobin..." I put my hand on his thighs, but he immediately moved away. My cheeks flushed, and I stoop up to go leave. That was so embarrassing... "What's wrong with me? Don't you wanna do it?"

"No- I mean yes. I mean... I don't know," He took my hand and placed it in his. "I don't think we need to have sex for you to know how much I love you. Just holding your hand like this... my heart is already beating so fast."

What are you doing to me, Choi Soobin?

"How can I show you mine then?" Why am I forcing it so much... I can literally get any guy that I want. "It doesn't matter now. I'm just gonna go-"

"Show me, then." He pressed his lips against mine.

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YALL BEOMGYU AIN'T LETTING ME LIVE WITH HIS BLACK HAIR AHHH SHHSSH:')

Song: Night Off (나이트오프) — Sleep (잠)