Very mature content, your being warned. Also I won't usually put these warnings out, so yeah, read at your own risk.

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"Sophia." A knock sounds at my door. I wrap my dressing gown tightly around my body before walking to the door to open it.

"We need to talk." Carter demands standing in front of my bedroom door.

"Why are you here Carter?"

"To talk." He shoulder passes me.

"The whole house is quiet. Your brother, Jake, doesn't come out of his room, only to eat and when he plays with Jacob. He smiles but everyone can tell it's fake." Carter said sighing and sitting down on my bed.

It's been around 1 week since the incident. Since Elijah shot Mark. I was going to do it but Elijah later on explained that he doesn't want anyone to witness me killing someone and he doesn't want me to live with the guilt of everyone watching. I mean, I didn't care if they saw. I left the warehouse straight away and came back here to Elijah's house.

"Harper is upset because she feels like it's her fault, which I don't understand."

"The rest of the guys are always busy. Mom is constantly worried about you, ever since she found out the full truth. Dad is always asking for you and even Paul is asking for you. Jacob is asking for you, Anna is also asking about you and we don't know what to say anymore."

"And you, how do you feel?" I ask him after he lets that all out. He looks up at me with a n emotion in his eyes I can't quite describe.

"Me," he points to himself. "I miss you like hell. When I found out what you did, I lost it. I knew you were alive somewhere and that you wouldn't have been an idiot and let yourself get killed too." He shake shakes his head.

"Everyone tried to convince me you were dead and I'm so fucking happy your alive Sophia. You don't understand how happy I am." He whispered walking up to me making me walk back into the wall, with him now trapping me.

"I missed you so much, angel." He trailed a finger down my cheek as a small smile graced my face.

"I haven't heard that nickname in ages, Romeo." I whispered.

My eyes flicked to his plump lips and I knew he was thinking what I was as he gently placed his lips over mine. Excitement bubbles in the pit of my stomach when he pulls away and gently undos the dressing gown.

I let it fall down the the ground and feel vulnerable to his naked eyes. He bits lips as his eyes rake down my naked body. It's not the first time he's seeing me naked, but it always feels like it is.

"You have no idea what you do to me." He growls and lifts me, throwing me on the bed making me giggle. He removes his top and then followed by his jeans. His lips come down and connect with mine again.

Trailing short, sweet kisses down my jaw and neck; my back arches as he continues his assault of kisses pass my breasts and down my stomach. He takes his take as he kisses each corner of my inner thigh, making me get even more impatient. I was aching for him to touch me or I'll just do it myself.

Just as I was about to talk I let out a loud moan feeling his tongue swirl against my, already wet clit. "Fuck." I moan when he plunges in a finger and then another one; going at a steady pace at first before he picks the speed up and going knuckle deep along my back arch even more and me moan even louder than before.

"Carter." I groan in utter bliss as he sucks on my clit, swirling his tongue around. He crawls up to me while finger fucking me and connects his lips with mine. I pull at his hair, making him groan, when I feel that build up.

"Fuck Carter." My scream is muffled with his mouth. My breaths come out in slow pants as his fingers are still moving, even though I hit my climax.

He removes his fingers, connecting his eyes with mine, he puts his fingers in his mouth and pulls them out with a popping sound before he looks back down there and swipes a finger making me all tingly before he removes his boxers showing me his well erected dick.

I sat up and grabbed a hold on his dick. He stood up on the floor as I crawled next to him. My mouth latched onto the tip and I watched how he hissed and groaned and also threw his head back as I took him fully in my mouth.

"Fuck Soph," he groaned grabbing a hold of my hair and fucking my mouth. I felt a warm liquid flow down my throat as I slowed down and took him of my mouth with a trail of his cum flowing out my mouth and on his dick. I lick my lips and then lick him clean. Spitters are quitters.

"Your amazing you know that." He says as I crawl back onto the bed and he pushes me down on my back and spreads my leg wide open.

"I'm on the pill." I tell him as he was about to get off the bed to get a condom. He nods and pulls my body closer to him. Placing my legs on his shoulders, he aligns himself with my entrance.

Carter gently pushes himself in, letting me feel him inside of me. My mouth opens as he pushes in further, licking his thumb, he rubs the top of my clit and stretches me slightly more by lowering his thumb down near my entrance more.

"Fuck." I groan looking up as I feel in go in deeper till I can feel his skin against mine. He pulls out, all to quickly before slamming into me with full force making me scream and himself groan. One thing I know for sure, is that this is gonna be a long night.

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I groan and roll over on my bed as I feel sharp pain in between my legs. Sighing, I turn my body's round to face Carters face. The memory's of last night rush into my head and I smile. I run my hands threw his silky hair and pull his arm up and snuggle closer to him.

He wraps his arm around me, tightening his hold pushing his naked body against mine. My arms wrap around him and he snuggles into my neck, sighing. I giggle feeling his warm breathe on my neck. I pull the blanket up more and run my hand across his back, drawing patterns.

What does this make us? I mean, we've had sex before, but last night, or should I say this morning, felt different. It was like there was a hidden emotion between us, that W broth have to figure out, together.

Right now, being in Carters arms, is the best feelings I've felt for a while. Last night was one of the best feelings ever. I felt happy, I felt excited for what was to come for us, I felt loved for once and I haven't felt loved for a really long time.

Sometimes I ask myself where I actually deserve someone like Carter, should I actually be with him. All sort of questions run through my head.

"What are you thinking about?" He mumbles.

"Us." I whisper. I feel him tense up making me stop drawing patterns on his back.

"Carter?"

"Hmm?"

"What are we?" I ask him.

"What do you want us to be?" He asks as he looks up at me.

"I don't know." I say rubbing thumb on his cheek.

He sighs and pulls away sitting up, "I don't want to be in a relationship Sophia."

"You don't?" I ask, trying to hide my disappointment.

"I don't. I'm still with Emily Sophia." My heart cracks and instantly my head his muttering to me to build walls and not let them down again.

"You cheated on her, with me." I spit sitting up clutching the sheets to my chest.

"Look, I'm sorry okay." He says as his phone pings and he looks down at it.

"Fuck." He fumbles with his phone and quickly gets out of bed and starts to put his clothes on.

"What's wrong?" I ask him.

"Emily's in hospital," He says pulling his jeans up. "Everyone is already there, I'm going there now too." I nod and ignore the lump forming in my throat.

He looks at me, "please don't tell anyone about this?"

I nod and he leaves the room in a hurry, shutting the door behind him. Since it was the morning around 9am, the house was fairly quite, I could hear the slight rum of a car outside and I finally let the tears falls.

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Paul was Carters uncle. Johns brother.