Chapter 31: Healing

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Ezras POV:

I love you. Three words I could tell Dove every second of the day. Three words that meant more than anything right now.

The way her eyes close and her hips move every time I touch her waist. My cock was throbbing waiting to take her, but I knew the patience I had to take to make this night last forever.

Dove lays below me on the bed, seeing her chest pump up and down. I bend my head down, where our lips take over each other's.

I make the kiss slow, it is the sweetest thing a person can do. The temptation to take it step by step to the point we can't get enough. Though her mouth was a dream, when she talked, when she ate, when she sings, I could listen to her voice for hours.

I dip my tongue in, opening my mouth just a little wider. She tangles her legs around my waist bringing me closer and a low groan causes me to break the kiss.

I was going to take this slow, this night was to show her how sorry I am for hurting in many ways. I stood on my knees before her and I slowly traced both of my hands along Doves waist.

My lips fell into her neck and I wrote the words I love you with my tongue finally meeting her bikini top. I slowly kiss down from neck to her shoulder strap, I kiss all the way down her arm pulling her strap along.

Her breathing comes out stronger moving my lips to the other arm. When both straps come off I gently pull away, I blow a quick raspberry kiss on her stomach, which makes her laugh fill the room.
I grab the bottom of her bikini top getting ready to take it off. I wait for her to look me in the eyes asking permission if it's okay. She smiles and nods and I do exactly, pull the top over her head and throw it on the floor.

I back away looking from above admiring her beauty. My world stops of a split second, realizing how behind lucky I am to be making love to her, and being able to wake up next to her tomorrow morning. Finding out my only desire will ever be, to be good enough for her.
I move my hands to her jean shorts, doing the same to remove them. I toss them to floor, now seeing Dove in only her bikini bottoms.

From every scar on her body, I see nothing but my strong girl. I bend down to her thighs and kiss the scars she's been hiding on day. I look up at her from below seeing a tear fall.

"What's wrong love?" I ask.

Though I see nothing but I small smile appear on her lips. Gosh, those lips I could stare at all day waiting to kiss.

"I love you." Dove whispers biting her lip after.

Then I smile, knowing what ever I was doing was alright. I took her wrist in my hand, and kissed them like they were her lips, because I loved her in every way shape and form.

My fingers than move to curl around her hips, I move my lips to where they meet her neck again sucking as my hands to to travel to her inner thigh. When I feel her breathing hitch I take that chance and move her bikini bottom to the side. I let a finger slip in catch her gasp with my lips.

She closes her eyes, being quick to ease in as
I pull out and go back in kissing her lips in the most laziest way. My tongue slips in, licking her lips when her hands tug on my hair.
I pull out and this time and slide back in biting her lip, I take this time slow and wait for her climax.

Dove moans into my mouth, feeling my self harden again pains me. One of my hands move to her boob massaging it while noises of heaven come from her mouth. When Dove hands begin to reach down for my cock I pull my fingers out and lick them clean.

I say fuck it, and go to grab a packet from the side table. I stand above her, tugging her bikini off. I then take my swimming trunks off, I make my way to slip the condom on.

My mouth moves to Doves as my growing aches at the center of her clit. I claimed her lips, as she fell deeper and deeper into my touch.

"Ezra?" she gasped out my name.
"Yeah?"

I was ready to go in her, I wanted to fulfill her needs. Missing the feeling of me inside her or missing her anywhere I was. The house was empty without her, there were no dirty dishes for me to clean or the smell of strawberries when walking in.  

I was her drug and she was my rehab.

"Please don't break my heart again." she whispered.

The word again, shouldn't hurt has much as it did now, and that's all my fault.

" I promise love." I kissed her forehead.

My hands guided into hers taking it in mine, I slowly push into her and her head moves back. My grip on our hands together tighten when I pull out and go back in even harder. The pleasure it had on me when I felt her clit tighten, I could see her grey eyes filled with lust.

I've gone in and out on her while her hands roamed my whole body, I definitely have scratches on my back. Our moans and groans meddled together through the room.

"Ezra." This time is was a statement and I knew her time was coming.

I pulled out one last time. I prepare myself to make the girl below me come. Getting ready I pull back a little and I slam into her center and she yelps just as we hear a knock at the door.

I cover her mouth with my hand as her come spills all over me. I turn to look back the door finding out it isn't locked.
" Fuck." I groan

I  dispose the condom find something other my swim trucks to put on. Seconds move past when I hear the door creek open "Ezra?"

I heard the voice of them man no other than my father. Fucking cock blocker.
I quickly rush to the door already in shorts, and catch the door.

"Hey Dad." He smiles when he sees me.

"Hey bud, I just wanted to see you for the night."  He says.

"What time is it?" I brush my hand threw my messy sex hair.

"It's about twelve-thirty. They just finished fire works and me and mom got tired." He explains.

"What do you mean you and mom?" I asked confused.

"Don't worry son we're sleeping in separate beds. Is Dove here?" He changes the subject.

Right when he mentions her, she appears with her arms wrapping around my stomach.
Her hair was brushed out and she had on a shirt that came from my bag. She looked beautiful, my shirt covered past her thighs but you could see the jean shorts she was wearing earlier.

"Nice to meet you Mr. Grey, I'm DJ." Doves smiles from behind me.

"Great to finally meet you DJ, I'm Michael Grey Ezras Dad."

They shake hands. The same hand that was in mine no longer than ten minutes ago.

"Ezra tells me your a junior interior designer, is that right?" He sounded fascinated by the job.

"Yes, I don't know if you met her today, but Mrs. Miller. I help her with her job" Dove fonds.

"He also says you like to bake." My dad speaks.

"I love to bake!" Doves excites. Her hands wrapped around my stomach, I place my hands against them holding myself.

"Mia, Ezras and Ashers mom loves to bake too." Dad notes.
"Anyways I hope to see you more DJ, nice to have a chance to meet you."

When my dad moved from the door and wished us goodnight, I closed the door, I grab Doves waist and bring us on the bed. Her laughs comes into my neck, when I place her back down.

"Wanna go another round?"
Her smile comes into view, when I ask.

"I'm actually kinda hungry." Dove states.

"Have you eaten anything all day?" I ask concern.

Dove bites her lips which gives me her answer. I know she's been struggling, and I want to help her. Being here for her is what I want to do for the rest of my life.

"Come on, let's go find something." I take her hand in mine, then walk is down stairs to the kitchen.

Everyone has already left, and lights are out meaning everyone in the house is sleeping. Pearls kitchen was huge, maybe not bigger than her indoor pool room, but still huge.

Dove sits on a stool to the kitchen island, while I look in the kitchen for something to feed her.

"Want me to make you pasta?" I turn to her with a box of uncooked fettuccine in my hand.

She smiles and nods. "Do you need any help?"

"No thanks baby. Just sit and talk to me." I assure taking out all the ingredients I need.

"Would you buy me a coffee everyday if it meant we could be together forever." Dove said out the blue.

"I would buy you a whole damn coffee shop." I chuckle turning on the stove.

"Go bald or have a missing leg?"

"Go bald definitely. I wouldn't be able to skateboard without a leg." I state.

"I would miss your hair so much." She sighs.

I laugh, I love when she messes with my hair. She usually brushes through it anytime we're laying together. It gave me comfort that we have each other.

"If your in debt and your last two options were to sell toe pics or become a stripper what would you do?"

"I would show my cute little puppies to the world. My toes are picture worthy." I laugh.

"Honestly I would like to see you in action on a pole." Doves laughs along.

"Do you ever wonder how a bus lane fits in a car lane when it has 4 seats going across and a whole walk way." She wonders.

"Babe theses questions are so random."

"But seriously. I just don't understand it." She actually stressed.

Dove got up and went to the small speaker that was on the counter and brought it back to where she was sitting.

The kitchen goes silent for just a few minutes as Dove sets up the speaker to her phone. I start to make the sauce for the pasta, just as the song "Why'd you only call me when your high." By the Arctic Monkeys. Dove loved this song, and she could sing it so well, it's a song I would never get sick of hearing because of her.

She sung the whole song through until the next song hit, which was Like I'm gonna loose you by Megan Trainor.

I went to open up the refrigerator to grab more cheese, and the soft arms of Dove curl around my waist.

"Dance with me baby." Dove turns me around and offers me a hand.

I smile appears on my face. I take her hand in mine and pull her closer. One hand on her waist and another in hers as we start to dance to the rhythm of the song.

Her haired smelled like strawberries with my head resting on top of hers. Her body made me feel warm, whenever we were together.

"I'm gonna love you, like I'm gonna loose." I sung to her pulling her to look into my eyes.

"I'm gonna hold you, like I'm saying goodbye." Dove sung back.

We both pulled back still hand in hand, the coming back together. I take a quick kiss and then twirl her around in the refrigerator light. I drop her in my arms. Then slowly bringing her back up, to place my lips on hers.

For the rest of the song we hold each-other, savoring every moment we have like if we were gonna loose each other.

With her parents not in the picture, me and all her friends including Mrs. Miller, was all Dove had. I promised to her to never break her heart to never let her down again and that's what I plan on doing.

I prep Doves plate of pasta and set in front of her. She pluckers her lips out and I give them a little peck. "Thank you." She mumbled.
We were like an old married couple sometimes.

I go to grab a glass of water to go with her food, but then I catch a glimpse of Dove picking at her food. I know she's struggling a lot, when things go bad it kinda sets her in a bad place too.

I pull up a chair and place the glass of water by her. I then go to grab a bag of chips so Dove won't feel alone when eating.

"If a zombie apocalypse happened right now what would you do?" I ask to try and distract.

"I'd probably kiss you, then run."

"Would you let the Zombies eat me or cure cancer?" I add.

"I'd rather save thousands of lives than just one, sorry babe."

"Biggest fear in life?" Dove wraps the pasta around her fork and slowly picks it up.

"Definitely tripping in public." She takes the fork and finally puts it im her mouth to chew. My heart relaxes in satisfaction when I see her eating.

"Do you ever feel like there's no point in life if your just gonna die at the end?" I smile thinking back on the memory.

"Your point in life is how you choose to live it, you have to try to experience life before you begin living it." Dove confessed.

Her response was different from the first time I meant her on the bench. The answer wasn't as sad and sarcastic, I could tell her mindset has changed.

Dove took another bite and looked up at me and smiled. "You've asked me that question before." She remembers.

"I have." I agree.

"You also talked about how much you liked my eyes." She grinned.

"The eyes of rain." I admit.

Doves dreamy eyes that change shade at different points in time. When I look into her eyes I'm at peace.

Dove continues to eat until she doesn't want anymore, and she did really good she ate half of her plate. I talk so it helps her not worry how much she's eating, and to just focus on our conversation.

I place the dish away after washing and we walk together back up to our room.
I take Dove in my arms when we get settled on the bed, her body fits so perfectly scooped into mine.

Knowing that we we're going to try and sleep now, I make sure to kiss her forehead.

"I don't think I'm okay." Dove softly let known.

I knew in this moment, that Doves mind was exploding with thoughts. I hated when she brought herself down, how could someone so beautiful find the worst in themselves.
Yet, I would never understand, and in a way I feel whatever I say might just hurt her even more.

I pull her closer to me, I promise to give her all of me. I'd risk my life for her and I hope she looks in the mirror and realize she's nothing but beautiful and that moment last forever.

"I love you." Is all I can think of to say. I don't think my words had an effect though. I was to busy thinking of what to say, that she feel asleep in my arms.

Author's NOTE:

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