It was Sunday afternoon, I was bored to death.

  I had a fight with Hana yesterday, she got a boyfriend a couple weeks ago and just disappeared and started bailing on me.
 
     She left me all alone, i'm not saying that she should pay more attention to me or anything, but she was basically making plans with me and then turns  me down at the last minute.
 
  I was furious to say the least, uncle mason will be here this evening for some work with dad as I recall mom telling me, I went down stairs to help mom with the chores.
 
    We had made a lovely dinner, Hana called me half an hour ago telling me that we should meet up later, she lives near so it wasn't a problem.
 
     When Mason arrived he was in the office with dad for an hour, i could hear them talking about numbers and products and the economics. I didn't mean to eavesdrop or anything but i just wanted to know how they do their work, my phone rang suddenly and i went back to the kitchen to answer it.
 
    It was Hana, I picked it up and was about to tell her that I'll be there later.
  
  
   "Uumm... Amelia? Can we leave the meet up for an other day?''
  Hana said through the phone.
 
  " why is everything okay?'' I asked worriedly
 
   "It's just that Lucus wanted to come over tonight so I just thought...'' I cut her off by hanging up at her, I was on the Verge of exploding as it was
 
   " Amelia...'' I felt a hand on my shoulder and I flipped, slapping it away. "leave me alone."
 
    Mason eyed me in shock, and my bitter expression made it worse for him.
 
     I just glared at him and stormed out the house, sprinting down the street with a child like pout stomping my feet on every step like I was five years old or something
I found myself at the playground three blocks away so i sat on the swing.

   I used to come with Hanna here, we usually bring her little brother and sister. We liked watching little kids play as we chatted

   i feel like I was being immature, yes she has a boyfriend now so what?
I know she's not supposed to include me in EVRYTHING she does so technically there was no excuse for my behavior.. Especially with Mason
   
    Images of what I had done came floating in my head, I slapped Mason! I can never forget the way he eyed me, the painful way he looked at me

  way to go..the inner me locked herself in her room, I didn't even have time to deal with her.

      I felt really guilty to have glared at him like that, I wanted to apologies, it wasn't his fault I got mad, I've never dealt with anger in a good way and I always end up losing control over my words or actions
 
  I didn't notice that I've spent over an hour in the park so i decided to head back home...more like run back.
 
    When I got inside the house Mason wasn't there, I wanted to apologies. I had to
 
     I went up to my room and debated whether I should text him, but I couldn't. I went to sleep an hour later with an uncomfortable tightness in my chest..

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  "Amelia check this new song!" Mason has offered me his iPod to listen to the new track, I loved it.
   
"It's amazing!, oh my god I love it so much!'' Mason looked at me gently caressing my cheek..." I love you''.
 
    "I love you too..."

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   Fuck...an other one...I've been dreaming about Mason quite often these past few weeks.
 
     I was getting worried...I was seated alone at the school cafeteria. I grabbed my phone To text him. I debated on what i should type...

*i'm sorry about last night *

   Yeah that sums it up...I pressed send and about 2 minutes later my phone rang...Mason was calling! I panicked for a minute but just decided to suck it up and answer.
   
    "H-hello?''

" Hey Amelia...Is everything okay?'
 
    ''y-yeah...I'm sorry... For slapping you '' i didn't know what else to say. I could hear him chuckle
 
    ''You didn't really slap me Amelia...it's okay'' he reassured me.
 
    ''I guess there's lots on your mind these past few days and it's fine you know?" I felt comfortable that he wasn't mad at me.
  
   "S-so you're not m-mad''?
Did I really just say that!? The inner me took out one earbud and looked up at me from her phone with lifted brows.

  " no Amelia... You have your reasons I'm sure'' he paused a little bit before continuing

  '' I'm coming to pick you up after school...''

  I was speechless to say the least but just nodded as if he could see me, I was getting so weak around him....even weaker than I used to be.. And it wasn't good. It wasn't good at all
  
   I managed to survive those next few classes , I haven't seen Hana nor Raymond all day...now it's the last period, I was planning to skip it but I really had to study more..my grades were falling back horribly! So i decided to do my best during the class.
   
   When I got out of school I spotted Mason's black Audi and I headed straight to it. I found him leaning on the door in his beautifully gray suit and tie, he clearly came straight from work. he looked like the groom on top of a wedding cake...or so I thought.
 
    He was just beautiful!  Hard to stop staring at....what have I turned into !? .
 
    In the other hand I was wearing a red shirt with a short black leather jacket and jean shorts ...yeah.. To me that was a school outfit. But don't judge! I didn't look like a slut or anything. I had nothing to flash anyway
 
     "Hey Amelia.. How are you?'' He greeted me with a small but warm hug.

  ''I'm good... W-what about y-you?'' He shrugged then added ''if you're good then I guess I'm great!'' He flashed me that sweet smile and he drove down the street.
    
   I noticed him taking a wrong turn and I panicked! My house was to the left and he had made a quick right turn to god knows where

  " uumm...where are we g-going?!''
 
    "Don't worry Amelia... I can see that you're a bit stressed, I just wanted you to relax a bit'' ..I didn't know what was that suppose to mean. I was nervous.. But for some reason not scared, worried yes.. But not frightened to the point of freezing. Why..?

    15 minutes later we pulled up to a really nice and cute coffee shop, I breathed in relief.
   
    He held my hand before I opened the door and gave it a little stroke, i pulled my hand back as conspicuously as possible and he nearly smirked i could tell how hard he tried to hide it.. What an ass..
  then we got out, I was flush red by the time we were seated in our table.

    We both ordered crapes, he had coffee and I had pineapple juice, i love pineapple.
 
     " so..Amelia... Do you want to talk about what happened with you?'' , I knew what he meant so I told him the truth about Hana.

  "You know what I mean? It's like she's not even trying anymore!" i felt like I was speaking to a really good therapist.. You know.. The kind who can just pull the words out of your mouth, i kept babbling around and about for over half an hour. I told him how i met Hannah and some details about my life that i would have never shared with him before.

  I really felt like he was trying to help, so i thought i could at least take advantage of that. I had no one else to vent for and here was Dumbo the elephant all ears for me.. I mentally laughed at my thoughts

   "Oh I see...you shouldn't be stressing out about this Amelia" he took a sip from his coffee and breathed in, it wasn't hard to realize that he's a caffeine addict

  "this is new to her as well and she'll get the hang of it and make better schedule to fit you in'' then he chuckled, I looked up at him in confusion, until i saw his hand lifting up towards me
 
     He gently wiped the side of my mouth with his thumb, then caressed it a few times..I looked back down, I knew I couldn't possibly hide the embarrassment clearly showing on my face. But i hoped he didn't make a note of it.

      ''Ok let's go'' he said smiling ever so warmly

   we went to the car and got in, he turned the radio on and a Mettalica song was on.

   " oh my god i love this song!''
for a second i thought i was the one who said that...no..it was Mason!

"yeah it's amazing.." I replied.we went to the car and got in, he turned the radio on and a Mettalica song was on.
" oh my god i love this song!''
for a second i thought i was the one who said that...no..it was Mason!
"yeah it's amazing.." I replied.
   
     As he was driving he suddenly pulled over, looked at me...and leaned in. My mind went blank, my ears started to ring faintly as i waited for him to hurt me again. I tried to voice my thoughts
   " u-uncle M-Mason....!''
I closed my eyes shut and felt his hand brush my right shoulder, tug at something then pull... The seatbelt.
  
   I felt so stupid that I thought he was going to do something to me..or was I disappointed?
  
  He pulled up in my drive way twenty minutes later, "uumm do you want m-maybe...to come i-inside? I'm s-sure mom made dinner" I looked up at him for a second, he pecked my lips so suddenly that i didn't feel it happen until he pulled away. It was Featherlite and unlike any kiss he forced upon me which were tough, cold and cruel

  "I would love to" he left me with wide eyes and bright red cheeks.
   
    We got inside the house and mom hugged me warmly, dad pecked my forehead and shook hands with his younger brother
 
    During dinner we all exchanged small talks here and there.
   
   ''How is Kathy by the way?'' Mom asked Mason

   "well...I think she wants to meet her real parents'' oh right...Kathy was adopted, her real parents came in contact with her and she was thinking whether she'll meet them or not.
   
   " it's not official yet...she's thinking about it" Mason looked down in sadness.

  "It's ok Mason..she'll always be your daughter'' mom reassured him squeezing his hand on the table...I kept glaring at their hands, for some awful reason...I didn't want her to touch him.
 
    Mason put his other hand on top of my mom's and that was it...I couldn't take it anymore.
 
    I stood up from my seat and headed up stairs without even excusing myself.
 
    I went to my room and closed the door...I fell face first on my bed hugging my pillow.
  
   I heard a light knock on the door and then the sound of it open, I thought that mom came up after me...but that sweet smell,  my body knew who it was.
 
    Goose bumps spread across my entire body and I felt my body heating up, the side of my bed tilted a little bit and I knew he was sitting next to me.
 
    A hand started stroking my hair ..it was so soothing, I never wanted it to stop.

  "what's wrong Amelia?'' I couldn't tell him what's wrong!, hey Mason! I'm jealous that mom touched you?! Oh no I don't think so.
 
    He leaned to my ear and repeated the question, giving my ear a soft kiss which sent shivers down my neck and spine, why did it feel so good? After all the time I hated him...why was this happening ?!
   
   He made me turn my face...then my entire body so I was sleeping on my back
ocean blues stared at mine with a soft smile...."I didn't know you were the jealous type Amelia!'' His smile turned to a smirk.
   
  I was cherry red! It was so embarrassing! I opened my mouth to say something but couldn't. "It's okay Amelia.. I love it''
and the way he said it..oh god the way he said it!.
 
    I was breathing heavily and I assumed that he noticed.." Don't be afraid of me Amelia...''
His smirk fell off his face to look down at me in sadness.
 
     "I-im...n-not...'' I managed to reply, he leaned again towards my face..this time I couldn't move either.... But ....he wasn't holding me! He wasn't pinning me down or anything!. I just didn't move.
 
    I closed my eyes in anticipation and his soft warm lips brushed against mine for a while...as if to see if I would push him away, oh uncle...if you only knew.

     I felt his warm breaths hit my face. He took that as his cue and pressed his lips to mine ever so gently, he got on top of me, but he didn't hold my hands...it was as if he was giving me a chance to push him away...a chance to fight back.
   
   The moment his hand found its way to my side I pulled back from the kiss, I turned my face in embarrassment and he could see that.
 
    He gave my cheek a slow warm kiss and got off of me and straight to the door he turned to me one last time and smiled...after that he left.
 
    He left me madly hyperventilating...I couldn't believe what had just happened!...I couldn't believe that I let him kiss me!
I couldn't believe that....I loved it...