"I think I...love you.."

   I buried my face in his chest after hearing the gasp that left his mouth and seeing the shock on his face, he surrounded his manly arms around me and hugged me tight.

  
    "Thank you Amelia...so much...for loving me back again" he said through a cracky voice,
I didn't really understand what he said..."I love you so much Amelia... More than you can ever imagine".

     I looked up at him to see his red watery eyes, and i joined our lips once more for a one last taste .

    "Let's get you home.. It's getting dark" Mason pecked my forehead and held my hand walking me to where i assumed his car was parked.

   
      When we arrived to my house Mason entered with me and we came across Jonah as soon as we did, Jonah looked at me then at Mason...and he smiled, not his normal smile... It looked like a reassuring smile? I don't know.

     "Hey Mason...dinner is ready, you're here just in time" my brother spoke.

     When we were about to sit, I went to take the chair next to my brother.. As soon as I sat Jonah stood up.. "Mason do you want to sit here? You can watch the TV from here, I know it's game night today'' well...that was odd!.

  Jonah glared at my parents with an empty expression.

    I decided not to sweat it and just shrugged it off when I felt Mason taking the seat that was previously Jonah's.

  When we were all seated mom started serving us the sublime and mouthwatery dinner she had made, we all dug in exchanging small talks about everything then Mason told my parents about Kathy which they offered rather long faces for.. I guess it's hard when you suddenly have to share your little girl.

     We continued talking between bites here and there...I flinched when I felt a hand on my thigh.

    " honey are you okay?" Mom asked me.

     "Y-yeah mom.. I'm g-great" Mason's hand squeezed my thigh a couple times and every time he came in contact with my body made me shudder, then I felt him caress my inner thigh.

     "T-thank you for the meal!" I stood from my place and rushed to my room, I closed the door and leaned behind it...he makes me feel so hot.

    I've bin with guys before.. But never like this, they've never made me feel this mad.

    I felt the door knob turn...who ever it is didn't bother to knock, I went in front of the door while it opened.

    "Was it too much?...I'm sorry'' Mason said...of course it's Mason, who else could it be.
  " n-no it's not that..well..I don't know".

    "You got nervous that's all.. I know, it's okay'' Mason reassured me walking in my direction.

   He surrounded me with his arms in a warm hug then let his hands fall to my waist caressing it...I looked up at him...he always wears a suit and tie..neatly dressed, today he was wearing a navy blue V neck tee with black skinny jeans, odd attire for him.

   But I can't deny that he looks absolutely gorgeous.

   I hugged him a little bit to stop myself from drooling all over.

  He pecked my chin with two fingers and kissed my lips, I realized I can never kiss him enough... I can never get enough of him, no matter how much time we spend together.. I find myself always craving for him now.

     I felt his tongue trace my bottom lip, but it wasn't until he grabbed my behind that I realized he wanted me to let him go deeper inside my mouth. Either way, the startled gasp I made at his touch did the trick.

   Mason used his tongue to explore the inside of my mouth, it was a weird, foreign experience for me, but it was pure Ecstasy.

    A small groan bubbled up my throat without my permission and slipped past our warring tongues.

     I felt myself blushing at the noise I'd made, but it only seemed to encourage Mason, pulling me impossibly closer I groaned again when he squeezed my plump cheeks and gasped for air like a fish out of water.

      He traced his lips from mine to my jaw line and all the way to my neck, I felt a shudder when he nipped at my spot all of a sudden... "M-Mason...hhmm...".

      It was then when I felt his hard on point at my stomach..my cheeks heated up insanely, and he noticed.

     " what Amelia?'' I looked away from his eyes in pure embarrassment, but he held my face in place with one hand..."are you shy?" He smirked at me with that devious look of his and I just melted...didn't say a word..couldn't..Say a word.

   "Then...let me do something even more embarrassing" he kissed my nose and held my hand...guiding it to his pants!.

    He placed my palm on his slightly tented pants and made me palm him through the denim.

     He was big...and i mean big!.
Oh dear lord, my horny scale was about to explode, I was so hot to begin with.

   He placed his lips back on mine for a while then pulled away... "I think I better go now Amelia...before I lose my self-control'' he gave me one last hug and headed to the door.

     He left me a panting mess..I held the side if my heart with my right hand, just what is he doing to me?!.

  " Amelia! You're not going to skip breakfast are you?!'' My brother shouted as i was racing down the stairs..''Probably!'' I shouted back .."I'll be late for school!'' Jonah ran after me and dragged me to the kitchen.

    "I'll drive you don't worry'' with my brother's offer I gulped down a glass of juice and a bowl of cereal.

    
     Jonah took my mother's car to drop me off..." so Amelia...is there anything you want to talk about maybe?".

    I shrugged..not really focusing, my mind is stuck on repeat on last night, god it felt so good to be touched by him.

   "Hey I'm talking to you!'' My brother snapped me out of my sweet daydream, " W-what? Y-yeah I'm listening..continue ".

     " oh really? Because I told you we're here three times now'' I looked out the window to see that we're already parked at school, damn.

   I thanked my older sibling for the ride and headed to the entrance... a hand grabbed mine and dragged me to an empty class.

   "Hana?!...what's wrong with you?" I looked straight into her eyes which held anger.

   "I was going to ask you the same question Amelia'' I didn't know what she meant, especially with that tone... how could I possibly know!.

  " I saw you Amelia... I saw you with your uncle yesterday in the park"...and that was it...my heart was coming to a stop, I could feel it skipping two beats at a time, the inner me hid behind a couch and hugged her knees to her chest.

    "I-i don't k-know what you're t-talking about!'' I tried... My stuttering giving me away.

     " you know damn well what I'm talking about, don't play dumb with me" she tightened her grip on my wrist and I hissed in pain trying to pull it away..."l-let me g-go Hanna!".

     With one final yank I managed to get my hand back in one piece,.. "I don't know what you're trying to do Amelia..but I guarantee it won't end up well for anyone"

   "Sh-shut up ..you don't h-have the right to..."

     "This is sick Amelia!... Snap out of it! This incestous relationship with your uncle?!...it just makes me sick"

     She looked at me in disgust..without braking eye contact, she turned her back to me after piercing a hole through my face and walked towards the class room's door..it's not like he's my real uncle, she knows he's adopted, we don't even have the same family name.

"Y-you can't just blow me off every single time I try to talk to you then be pissed about me being with him..you weren't there when I needed you Hanna! You weren't there when I wanted advice before I jumped to this abyss!'' I screamed till my throat hurt, she can't do this to me.

" don't blame me and Lucus Amelia.. Blame yourself, he's married..but if you want to be a home wrecker so bad then be my guest" she shrugged and I watched her walk through the door until she disappeared.

     I felt my knees go week and I just couldn't keep myself up anymore, I slid to the dusty floor, leaned against the wall and  pulled my knees to my chest sobbing continuously.

   "Just what am I doing..." I whispered  to myself.

    I faked a stomach ache and went to the nurse office needing some time alone, I kept laying in the clinic's bed eyeing the white stained roof..it must be from the dirt because a small garden is right outside the window..."Miss Cole? Your brother is here to pick you up, we contacted your parents as well just so you know".

    I walked lazily out the clinic to meet my worried brother.."I just dropped you off..you looked fine, what's wrong Amelia?!" He engulfed me in a tight bear hug and I almost broke in tears..."n-nothing Jonah..maybe I d-didn't chew properly this morning'' I tried to lie to him.

      He didn't seem to believe me but he just let it pass, which I'm grateful for...he drove me home and as soon as we walked in the house he grabbed my hand as gentle as he can... "You know you can tell me if anything's bothering you, right Amelia?'' I offered him a nod and he squeezed my hand a little bit before he let go.

     I walked up stairs and went to my room, burying my face in my pillow.

   " this is sick Amelia..."

Hanna's words kept roaming my mind, killing every shred of sanity I still had..I held my throbbing head in my hands and squeezed it...silently screaming.

      I felt dizzy all of a sudden...I opened my eyes when my brother nudge my arm..."oh thank god! I thought you died or something!'' ...I don't know whether I felt asleep or passed out.

    "I knocked on your door for five minutes Amelia, and when I tried to wake you you just didn't move!..I know you tired but damn girl you sleep like the dead!" My brother chuckled out loud.

     It got me smiling for some reason...maybe just having my brother this close to me is just comforting and soothing.

  "Here..." My brother offered me a bowl of chicken soup with some salty crackers to go with it, my brother can actually cook..mom told me it was his dream when he was young to become a chef at a restaurant.

     I accepted the bowl although I wasn't hungry...I was just in need of something that reminds me of home, I always loved Jonah's cooking.

    "T-thank you so much Jonah, i really appreciate it" I smiled  weakly at him.

    ''I know you need it little sis... And I put all the brotherly love I have in it'' he pulled my nose with a coo face...I hate when someone touches my nose, and Jonah knows it.

     The only reason to why he keeps doing it is my reaction.. Which is shrinking my nose with my bottom lip hanging out.

    I can't help it! It just happens spontaneously...  Jonah kissed my forehead and left through the door, leaving me with my hot soup and squirming thoughts.