Mason had asked me to come to the corner of my block so my parents won't suspect anything about him dropping me off and picking me up so often, I did as he asked.

  I spotted Mason waiting for me in his car and I sprinted towards him, the moment I got inside the car he hugged me so warmly and pecked my cheek."you look beautiful " he complimented.

    "H-hi..." Is all I could say, he drove off after that.

  "So how are you?"

"I-im g-good..'' I stuttered like I always do when I'm near him.

    " you don't have to be nervous Amelia, or scared. I never want to harm you.'' He sounded genuinely sad then continued ''I know you hated me Amelia, and I can never take back what I've done. I just wish that someday, you'll be able to really forgive me".

  He held the steering wheel with unnecessary force, he nearly broke it. His knuckles turned white from how tight he squeezed it but only to turn bright red when he released it.

  I couldn't say anything.. i would've..but i couldn't, part of me wanted to reassure him but the other part was still angry of what he made me go through. So why was i here sitting next to him in his car totally consenting to go out on a date with him?
  Half of my body wanted to stop the car or jump off it, the other half needed his affection. I didn't want to be that victim who turned to love her capturer, i didn't want to be Stockholmed by him. But is that even a choice now? Are my feelings even real?
All i know is that they're all too confusing to know for sure, but what i'm certain of is that i need him with me.. I need his presence now just as much as i hated it before

    I kept my silence until we arrived at our destination which was a bit far.

When I looked out the car I gasped in shock. There was a huge sign with bold writing, eliminated with all colors ..it was a fucking 30 seconds to Mars concert!

   I was mentally screaming right now which I guess he spotted

"that's the expression I was looking for Amelia...shall we?'' He motioned to get out, I nodded completely unable to utter a word.

    We went inside and headed to our seats.. They were insanely close to the stage, oh my god oh my god oh my fucking god! It took me all I have not to start fangirling already.

    They opened up with "closer to the edge" which was my favorite song!.

    "Oh my god Mason...thank you so much!!!" I didn't notice how hard I was screaming until my throat burnt, we were standing and jumping basically everywhere... "Hold on Amelia..''

    " woah woah...Mason!!!" He had lifted me up so i was sitting on his shoulders and he was supporting me by holding my thighs.. I couldn't believe he did that! but I was so into the moment so I just kept cheering and shouting over the loud music.

     And for a moment I blanked out.

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   "This is awesome Mason! Thank you so much baby'' I kissed Mason hardly..it was my birthday and he had taken me to my favorite band concert " Anything for my love Amelia''

    "I love you Mason...''

" Amelia..."

   The images were now fading away.

"Amelia..."

  My head is ringing, I felt the cut I had behind my neck with the tip of my fingers..my old scar....it's hurting me.

  "AMELIA...!"

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  "W-what...?'' I saw Mason looking at me in worry...''what's g-going on Mason?''

  Mason breathed in relief..''I felt you go limp on my shoulders so I brought you back to the car, maybe it was the loud music'' I looked around to see that i was indeed in Mason's car.

    " are you feeling alright now? here, drink some water'' he handed me a bottle of water and held my other hand..kissing it...

   "I-im okay now..thank you'' I kept touching the back of my neck.

    " does your neck hurt?'' Mason questioned worried

   "N-no..it's an old scar, it started hurting a little bit..but I'm fine'' he didn't brake eye contact with me " Do you remember how you got it?''

   "I...I think I fell from a tree house...that's what my dad told me anyway''.

    I felt his eyes sharpen a bit, but then he relaxed and hugged me.

" i think i should get you home, i don't want to risk and have you pass out again "

" no i'm okay, please.." i didn't want to go home yet, i ached to stay with him. But he didn't look so sure about it, so i flashed him a wide smile and he chuckled

   " Get some rest...I'll wake you up when we get to our next stop" i nodded.. He went back to the driver's seat and left me in the back..I closed my eyes and just relaxed.

    That scar though, It always hurts when I have a dream about Mason...a dream that's not real.

  But today was more like...a memory.
  I don't know what's happening to me.

    I felt the car come to a stop after a few minutes, Mason got out and unlocked the trunk.

     I decided to just keep laying down.. About 3 minutes later my door opened and Mason was now stroking my hair as gently as he always does, "Amelia? wake up baby" his sweet husky voice was urging me to sleep more to it.

    I opened my eyes to be greeted with his fluffy smile and sweet chuckle "i-im up..'' .

    When I got out of the car I found that we were at a cliff, well..that's definitely strange for a date don't you think?! I hope he didn't plan on murdering me..

     I turned behind the car to see a blanket on the floor with a basket on top of it...a picnic!.
   Ok this is so sweet, I looked back at him and he smiled walking closer to me, the cliff had an ocean view ...absolutely breathtaking.

   I was so into the view until I felt Mason's hands on my waist and his chin on my shoulder...breathing in my scent.

     "You have to eat something Amelia... Come on" he whispered in my ear and I rewarded him with a shudder.

    We went to sit on  the warm blanket.. Mason brought out cookies, juice, milk and some sandwiches...we ate a little bit of everything.

   Then to my surprise..he grabbed a bottle of red whine!.
  He poured two glaces and offered me one, I hesitated of course... "Uumm...i-im not...''
  " it's okay Amelia, you'll love it" I took the glace from his hand and sipped from it...I widened my eyes.

  "You see? ..told you'' he laughed out loud and I couldn't help but join him.
     When we finished we were just sitting there admiring the beauty of the place.." This is my favorite place...'' I looked at him when he spoke, it was a really good place...and there was no one around, it's like it was made just for us.
   "H-how do you know a-about this place".

    "I came here before with.. someone... We were kind of lost to be honest, then we came across this cliff.. And we kind of made it our thing" I thought it was sweet...I wonder where is this someone now.

     "Amelia...'' I looked at him when he called my name and he slammed his lips on mine but not so roughly.

    He made me lay down while he hovered on top of me and kept kissing me and sucking my bottom lip, I felt his hands roam my body, his left hand caressing my side from under my shirt.. And his other one grabbing my naked thigh.

     His touches sent shivers across my entire body, he pulled back and transferred the attention from my lips to my neck..and exactly to my sweet spot.

    How did he find it so soon!?
I gasped when he started to nibble on it and buried my fingers in his silky hair tugging a little bit.

     He suddenly stopped " Fuck..Amelia" he whispered.. Looking down at me with those ocean blue eyes full of raw desire "Tell me to stop...".

   I looked up at him, panting heavily with my lips parted slightly as they waited to deliver my words...the problem was..I didn't know if I really wanted him to stop.

    I couldn't spell out a word, he put his head on my lap still tugging at my sides "I love you Amelia... I really do''.

    A/N: damn I'm going to hell and i'm dragging your asses with me XD
...kinda short chapter 😅 .. Enjoy!