Chapter 23

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(Warning: This chapter contains sexual content.)

"Answer me, Amelia." Ethen demanded as I looked up at his beautiful brown eyes. "Do I?" He asked as he lower his head, so our faces were almost touching.

"Yes." I answered in a raspy voice making him mold his lips against mine. Ethan's grip loosened around my wrists making me lift them to wrap around his neck.

His hands made their way on my waist pulling me towards him. I felt his crotch in between my legs making me moan against his lips.

"I thought you came here to apologize. And explain." I breathed out as he started kissed my neck. I leaned my head to the side giving him more access as he replied. "I will. I promise. I just missed you so much." Ethan replied against my neck in between kisses making me close my eyes.

He grabbed my thighs making me jump and wrap my legs around his waist. "Is this a good idea?" I breathed out as I felt him walking upstairs. "Definitely." Ethan answered kissing my shoulder before he kicked my door wider.

He tossed me on the bed making him tower over me. Ethan took off his shirt making me stare up at him in awe. He leaned down before he threw my dress over my head. I felt him unbuckle his jeans as he continued to kiss me making me overfill with excitement.

"God, you're so hot." Ethan breathed out as he grabbed my breast making me arch my back. "Condom." I moaned as he kissed my collar bone.

He pulled away to roll on a condom as I pulled off my underwear. Ethan leaned back down before he unclasped my bra making me wince as the cold air hit my skin.

I dug my nails into his shoulders as I felt him enter inside me. I let out a loud moan as my back arched making him thrust harder and deeper.

"Fucking hell." Ethan moaned as I lifted my arms to grip the headboard. "Ahh!" I moaned as his erratic thrusts met with the sound of the bed hitting the wall.

"Harder." I moaned instantly making him do as he was told. Ethan lifted my knee making me bend it wide beside him. The new angle made him enter me further causing the familiar feeling to make my toes curl.

"Ethan!" I breathed loudly as I felt myself release. I squeezed my eyes as I felt him continue thrusting making me continue moaning. Ethan quickly turned me on my hands and knees before he pulling my hair back.

I arched my back in ecstasy as I gripped my sheets roughly. "Ethan." I moaned as I felt another release approaching. He slowed his thrusts down making me pant as I felt him kiss down my spine.

"Do you care about me, Amelia?" Ethan asked as he continued his agonizing slow pace. "Ethan, please." I whimpered desperately needing him to continue.

"Have you thought about me as much as I have you?" He asked again as he continued to kiss my back. I moaned as I shoved myself backwards against Ethan desperately needing to feel more of him.

"Don't do that." Ethan demanded sternly making me moan as I felt him exit me slowly. "Do you want to be with me?" He asked as he suddenly entered me quickly. I arched my back as I moaned loudly.

"Answer me." He demanded as he pulled my hair back again making another small moan escape my throat. Ethan kissed softly down my spine making me close my eyes.

"Yes." I answered making him pull away. "Yes, what?" Ethan tormented making me moan in frustration.

"I care and think about you." I answered trying not to moan my words as he entered me again. "Do you want to be with me, Amelia?" He asked again as I felt his hand that was around my waist in between my legs making me moan into the pillow.

"Answer me." Ethan growled as he pulled my hair back making me look up at the headboard. His fingers continued to run circles over my clit making me moan as I squeezed my eyes shut.

"Y-Yes, I do." I answered desperately wishing he would finish me off. "Please, Ethan. I need you." I moaned not caring if I sounded desperate.

Ethan flipped me over again on my back making him tower over me. He kissed my lips passionately as he entered in my swiftly. I instantly moaned loudly against him as he continued.

"Fuck. Ethan." I moaned as he kissed my neck. I dug my heals in the small of his back as I gripped my sheets feeling my release approach once again. "Come, baby." Ethan moaned against my neck making me gladly do as I was told.

"Ahh! Ethan!" I moaned as he came with a groan against my chest. "Fuck, you feel so good." He mumbled before he fell beside me.

I pulled the sheet over my naked body as he did the same. Ethan pulled my waist towards his before I rested my head against his chest. The clock on my nightstand read three in the morning before I slowly drifted off to sleep.

I saw the sun stream in from my window making me turn my head away. After a few seconds I felt fingertips trailing along my spine making me open my eyes.

"Morning." Ethan said as he looked down at me. I smiled softly before I realized we were both lying next to each other naked. I quickly remembered what happened last night making me sit up to cover myself.

"Is Ian home?" I asked as I sat up from the bed gripping the sheet around me. "I don't know." He answered as I started to get dressed making me hurry. "He can't know you're here." I stated as I walked over to my bedroom door before he grabbed my hand.

"Meet me at the park." Ethan said making me confused but nodded anyway wanting to check on Ian. I left my bedroom and saw Ian's bedroom door was open.

"Morning." Ian said as he ate cereal making me jump as I walked in the kitchen. "H-Hey." I stuttered nervously making him look up at me.

"What time did you get home?" I asked him desperately hoping he didn't hear Ethan and me. "About three hours ago. I was at Trevor's." He answered making me let go of breath I didn't know I was holding.

"I texted you. You were probably asleep." Ian said making me laugh nervously. "Y-Yeah." I replied making him frown obviously seeing something was wrong.

Before he could question, I walked back upstirs to see Ethan was gone. My bedroom window was open making me close it not wanting the cold air in.

I quickly walked back downstairs after throwing on my coat. "I'll see you later." I said to Ian before I shut the door not wanting him to question where I was going.

I decided to walk to the park since it was only a block away. I shoved my hands in my pockets as I looked around at the snow covering everything around me.

Winter was always my favorite season. I loved how new and fresh everything looked after it snowed. To me it always symbolized having to go through something as cold and harsh as winter before you're able to celebrate summer. I always thought that was beautiful.

I decided against wanting to think about last night and what happened between us. I needed a clear head for why Ethan wanted to meet here.

As I started walking through the empty park, I saw Ethan in the distance sitting on a bench. I looked around to see that we were the only ones here making me even more nervous.

"Why are we here?" I asked as I sat next to him making him put his phone away. "I need to explain everything to you." Ethan said making me frown.

"You were serious?" I asked confused making him roll his eyes. "Yes, Amelia." He said making me sigh not wanting to start arguing again.

"Fine. Explain then." I replied as I looked away from him as he raked his fingers through his hair. After a few moments of silence of him trying to gather his thoughts he began.

"I know I have lied to you numerous times. I knew it was wrong, but I couldn't risk you knowing and never seeing me the same way again. I could never live with myself if you saw me as I see myself. You're a great person and you deserve someone better than me. Someone who doesn't lie about everything in their life. But the thought of you being with someone better makes me want to do things and makes me feel things- horrible things I have never felt before." Ethan started as I looked down to continue to fiddle with my fingers in my lap. He sighed heavily before he continued.

"My family and I are involved in a... gang I guess is the term. We have control over everything here and a couple surrounding towns. My parents aren't lawyers, but they do deal with laws and crime in a way. You are the first person in my life that doesn't know, and it scared me. I didn't know if I should have told you or not. I had so many conflicting questions and worries whenever I thought about you and I." Ethan confessed making me look up at him. He was about to continue when I interrupted him.

"You expect me to believe you're in a gang with your family? Do you have any idea how insane that sounds?" I asked still trying to decide if I should trust him. "Yes, I do. Believe me I do. But it is the truth. But I don't know how to prove it to you. I've never had to prove it to anyone before." Ethan stated making me look away again.

"Why did you tell them?" I asked after a few seconds making him sigh. "I thought they needed to know. One of our rules is to tell your family everything about the people in your lives. Our families need to know who is involved with their lives to make sure no one jeopardizes it. I-It's complicated." He breathed out the last part making me frown as I started kneading my thumb into my palm from the stress.

"You told them because you didn't want to break a rule. Even though by doing that you broke my trust." I stated more than asked making him grab my hands. I looked up at him to see his eyes filled with so much guilt and sadness making me look away.

"I know and I should never have told them. I thought by telling them it would benefit both of us. I didn't fully realize how wrong I was until I saw how hurt you were and when Colton explained it to me. Please you must understand my situation. I have never been with someone who didn't already know everything about me. I had never even introduced anyone to my family ever. I don't know what the real world is like without my family's rules and not having to worry about someone else's feelings about what I am involved in. This is just so new to me and I didn't know the outcome of my actions." Ethan explained sternly desperately wanting me to understand his point of view.

"But now I do, and I will never put my family's rules ahead of your wishes. I would much rather them be upset with me than you. It completely broke me seeing you fall apart from what I did to you. I promise I will never let you feel that way again." He assured with pleading eyes making me look up at him hesitantly. "Why?" I asked as he continued to hold my cold hands with his soft warm ones.

"Why what?" Ethan breathed making me frown up at him confused. "Why would you put me before your family? Why do you claim to feel so deeply for me? We barely know each other." I stated softly making him smile lightly down at me.

"You know that isn't true." He replied making me roll my eyes as I looked away from him. "I'll tell you one day." Ethan said making me fight my annoyance as my stomach did flips from him running his thumb aimlessly along the back of my hand.

"What have you lied about?" I asked after a few moments making him sigh lightly. "To be honest I've lost count. But from now on I'll answer any questions honestly." Ethan stated making me nod doubtedly.

"Why did you want to be my friend?" I asked as I looked up at him hesitantly. "I wanted to know why you lied all the time. I was interested to know more about you." He answered making me frown confused. "How did you know when I lied?" I asked making him chuckle down at me.

"You bite your lip before you were about to lie and sometimes you would reply my question with another question. Obvious that you didn't want to answer." Ethan answered making me look up at him confused again. "Didn't know I was that obvious." I muttered as I looked away making him chuckle.

"Only to me." He replied making me roll my eyes. "And apparently Ian." I said making him chuckle again before the silence between us grew.

"Is Sarah in your... gang?" I asked hesitantly making him nod. "Yes. Just not as involved as I am. At a young age she chose to have a normal life." Ethan answered making me nod hesitantly.

"Are they going to be upset with you for telling me?" I asked as I looked up at him making him chuckle lightly. "You don't have to worry about me. I can handle them." He said making me smile weakly trying to settle all the thoughts running through my mind.

"I don't know what else to ask." I confessed after a few minutes making him tilt my chin up. "You don't need to ask all your questions now. I'll always tell the truth. From here on out." Ethan said as he leaned towards my face making me nod lightly against his fingers.

"Was last night a mistake?" I asked hesitantly not looking up at him after a few minutes of silence. "No. Being with you is never a mistake." He answered making swoon as I continued to look down at my fumbling fingers.

"What does this mean for us now?" I asked again finally looking up at him. Ethan studied my features intensely as he replied. "I hope we can pick up where we left off." He confessed as he moved a strand of hair that was in my face.

"Are you asking me out, Ethan?" I teased with a light smile making him chuckle down at me. "Will you be my girlfriend? Again." Ethan asked making me smile softly up at him as he held my hand.

"I guess so."  

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