I burst into tears because I can't hold the pain anymore. This is a really bad idea, I should not come here if I know this will
happen. After 4 years, I thought I can pretend to be okay and happy when I meet him again but I'm wrong. I still love him no matter how many times I force myself to forget him.

" Im Soo Ah!"

I could hear his footsteps closer to me, so I walked faster and suddenly nervous when I realized I am walking in the wrong direction. I quickly changed the direction to escape from Jungwon but he was faster than me. He grabbed my hand and dragged me somewhere else although I am refuse to follow him a few times.

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" I want to go home."

" It's you." He finally spoke up.

" I want to go home," I repeated the same words, holding my tears again because I miss him.

" No. You can't leave me this time." He replied to me coldly. I tilted my head to face him but it surprised me when he suddenly leaned his face closer to me making me gasped. He tucked my hair behind my ear while his eyes locking on my lips-

" Can I kiss you?" He asked me coldly.

My eyes widen when he leaned his face closer to me, was about to place his lips on mine but I quickly stopped him by pushing him away and taking a step away from him while staring on the ground.

" Please stop. Please stop all of this."

I cried, covered my face with my palm
when my tears rolled on my cheeks again.

" Is it fun to make fun of my feeling?"

It slowly getting into my nerves for sure. I left him because I wanted him to be happy with Hana and yeah, I should be happy for them, knowing that they are a married couple now.
having a baby - but he still came to me and asked my permission to kiss me."

" I never make fun of your feeling."

" You are doing it now." I shortly answered to
him and avoided his gaze when he looked at me

" Im Soo Ah, look. Let me say so-"

" No. Don't say anything to me. Don't talk to me. I am scared if I start to have a feeling on you again. So, it's better if you leave me." I replied to him.

" I don't want to leave you. You are my p-"

" What? what do you want to say? a precious friend? " I paused and wiped off my tears.

" I loved you for 7 years, Yang Jungwon. I wrote a lot of letters to show my love for you. I am always supporting you since you were a trainee. I rejected someone who loves me because of you. I did everything to make you happy but for you."

" But for you, I am still a precious friend to you. It's not 7 seconds, 7 minutes, 7 months- it's 7 years, Jungwon-ah. Why is it so hard for you to understand my feeling?"

" This is not Im Soo Ah that I know." He shortly said to me.

" What do you expect from me? Chasing after you? Writing those stupid letters for you? Going to the park with you? Eating ramen with you? Adoring the moon with you? Oh... I am really tired. I am tired of waiting. I am tired of showing my love for you. I am tired of getting hurt. The pain- do you know how hurt is it?" I fell to the ground and cried harder because the situation hit me hard. I feel stupid- I am telling him about my true feeling although I know it's useless to explain them to him. He will always look for Hana at the end of the day.

" I am really stupid for telling you this. It's not that we can change the fate."

He suddenly walked closer to me and bend his body to my height while gently holding my hand to make me look at him but I refuse, still sobbing in tears causing my eyes to look puffy. " Hey." He called me but again, I ignored him.

" Hey, look at me." He called me again.

" I miss you." He continued.

I remained silent.

" I miss you like c-"

" Stop it." I quickly answered him and stood up while fixing my eyes on him seriously.

"  If you don't have anything to say to me, you can just leave me alone and go for her. If you don't have a feeling for me, don't say some flirty words at me, just to make me feel
better. If you pity me, don't comfort me with your flirty words too because your action will hurt me more."

" I don't like you anymore. I don't want to love you anymore."

I smile at him and took a step away from him.

" I mean-"

"Jangmi, go to your app."

I stopped on my way and slowly turned my body to face him who was looking at Hana surprisingly. He barely smiled at her and carried his baby before following Hana from behind. I stare at him with my swollen eyes and shocked when he turned his body to face me too but I quickly broke it off and walked away.

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" Im Soo Ah, would you like to have dinner with me?" A guy suddenly approached me with a weird smile on his face causing me am almost mistaken him as a psychopath. He looked scary- The way he stares at my eyes and his hand while slowly brushing my hair showed me he was hungry for me. I took a step away from him and smiled because I am scared if he suddenly acts aggressively to me when I treat him in a bad way. The fact that he is also a senior of mine, made me feel guilty to reject his offer. It's my first day as a designer here but I am already got attacked by a weird guy in my building. I guess the beginning of my career is already bad-

With a smile, I rejected him by shaking my head and was about to leave him but he suddenly stopped me by grabbing my shoulder to make meet his eyes, " Don't worry. Our colleague will come too. I will treat all of them today."

He smiles at me again while showing me his key, " I will wait for you at the parking lot."

-

" How's your work?" - Sunoo

"  It's quite good. I am going to have dinner with my senior now."- Soo Ah

" Really? A senior?"- Sunoo

" Yes, he said that my colleagues will come to have dinner with us too. So, I agree with him."- Soo Ah

" Hey, are you stupid? He is going to take you away. He is a bastard. What the f-" -Sunoo

" But, he said that."

" Where are you now?"  - Sunoo

-

  " Senior, you told me that my colleague will join us too but-"

" I don't know. Maybe they forget about it? or I am the one who forgets to tell them about this? "
I looked at him in confusion, completely blank with his words.

" Senior, I'm not feeling good now. I am going to go." I carried my bag and was about to leave him but he suddenly wrapped his hand around my waist and pulled me closer to him. His eyes locked on my thighs as I am wearing a skirt now making me felt uncomfortable.
" Senior, this is a sexual harr-"

" Your body is nice." He cut me off and bite his lower lips as his hand started to grab my thighs.

" Senio-"