" I forgive you. Everything you did to me back then. I forgive you. I don't think I can't let you go far away from me. I don't think I can stop thinking of you.
You are a precious friend to me."
She sniffed quietly and turned her body to face me.
" I love you but you still..." She paused.
" You still friendzone me although you know how much I love you. Have you ever see someone you love be with their lover? Do you know how much does it hurt?
No. You never know
because you and Hana can't ever forget each other although both of you broke up and didn't welcome someone else in your heart. that's why you never know the feeling of getting hurt because of one-sided love. "
" Seeing you and Hana together gives me pain. The feeling that I can't express by words. The feeling that I can't describe in a book. So, I still want to leave no matter how many times you force me to stay. I don't want to love you anymore."
" I do this for your goodness sake and also, Lee Hana. I don't want to be selfish like I still want to get you and to make you love me back although I know you are in a relationship with my best friend because it will ruin your relationship. You should be thankful to me and appreciate my decision."
I took a step closer towards her but in surprise, she took a step away from me while holding her tears from rolling on her cheeks.
" Then stop from doing this. Why did you make the situation harder when we can befriend instead of lovers?"
She smiled.
" I guess you don't understand me."
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" I'm sorry. Can we meet tomorrow? My father suddenly wants to meet me."
Hana sent me a text after Soo Ah gone from my vision. I sighed, turned off my phone, and decided to go to the building as I waste my time waiting for her at the park.
When I arrived at the building, I quickly went to the dance studio to meet my members, and suddenly, I bumped into Sunoo in the hallways. He looked at me with his cold eyes while talking on his phone.
" Take care, Im Soo Ah. Tell me if you need something."
I stopped walking away when I realized he was talking with Soo Ah on his phone. I could not help but eavesdrop on their conversation in silence, hoping he doesn't catch me for listening to them.
" I love you." He said to her and smile, playing with his sleeve as he started to feel shy by saying it. At the same time, he suddenly caught me for listening to their conversation and quickly end the call before walking towards me while crossing his arm with his eyes fixed on me seriously.
" Did you confess your feeling to her?" I asked him, looking away as I didn't want it to look obvious that I'm curious about their relationship. " Why? Are you jealous?" He asked me back while leaning his body against the wall. " I'm not." I shortly answered him and he giggles at my answer.
" It's obvious." He continued.
" I have a girlfriend. Why should I feel jealous-"
" I don't believe you." He cut me off and walked through the hallways, leaving me too confused.
I followed him from behind, walking beside him although I have nothing to say to him.
" I kissed her a few days ago," Sunoo said to me, breaking the silence between us causing I immediately stopped walking when I heard his words and fixed my eyes on him, holding myself from getting mad for no reason.
Sunoo stopped walking too, he slowly turned his body to face me while looking at me, like he was teasing me.
" Thank you for leaving her. It will be easier for me to get her."
I took a deep breath and looked away, starting to feel uneasy again.
" I hope you are Hana will end up together."
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Soo Ah POV
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" Are you on leave today?" I read a text from Sunoo after I finally woke up from my deep sleeping. Honestly, I could not help but cried a lot after I met Jungwon at the park. Yes, I miss him but at the same time, I don't want those feelings to grow in my heart again. I want to end everything with him although he made a lot of memories with me. I want it to stop, so my heart will not get hurt anymore. That's why I decide to quit my job and live far away from him, also Sunoo and Hana. I should focus on myself from now on, achieve my dream and do better for my future.
After I went to the grocery stores last night, I decided to go to the park to calm my feeling since my life turned into a whole mess these days. I sat on the bench while looking at the sky, smiling for no reason, and at the same time, Jungwon crossed in my mind again when my eyes landed on the moon. I don't want to remember it but what should I do? I guess I love him.
I wished to the stars, shutting my eyes.
" I love him but I should stop now because I am nothing to him anymore. I am a bad person for him. So, please protect him. Please take care of him. Bring happiness to him. I believe you, stars."
" I love him but I don't want to put hope on him anymore. I don't wish for him to love me back. I just want him to be happy. I wish for him to meet someone good at making him smile and laugh. I wish for him to meet someone who loves him more than I love him. That's all I want. Please grant my wish!"
And I didn't expect he will show in front of me again.
My heart didn't prepare for it as my tears almost escape from my eyes when my eyes met him. I feel like the stars were teasing me-
It feels like a dream.
" Why?" I replied to Sunoo.
" Meet me at my building. I will wait for you." He quickly answered me.
" But, I need to pack my things."
" Please, Im Soo Ah. For the last time."
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