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SUICIDE

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SUNOO POV

I stayed at the dorm alone while the other members were enjoying their off day with their parents And also with their friends. Actually, I'm not in the mood after what happened last night. I'm really hurt to see Jungwon protect Hana more than me. He made me think that I was not even a best friend of him, shortly... not important to him at all.

But sometimes, I felt glad to have Soo Ah by my side. She comforted me by texting me, asking me if I was okay, saying to me that I forgot to end the call, and she ended up hearing everything about what happened between Jungwon and I yesterday. She made me happy again although I haven't replied to her text since this morning, just leaving her with a see.

I finally replied her text, but, badly, she didn't respond to me, wondering if she was already sleeping or still working at the cafe at this time.

She just read my text, not responded to me.

I felt worried about her.

So, I called Soo Ah after I took a while to call her again because I don't want to look obvious to worry about her, and, badly, she already turned off her phone – can't get to reach her.

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I woke up from my sleep when I heard a sound of someone, went into the room and approached me after letting out a heavy sigh. I knew who he was, so I was just pretending as I was already sleeping.

Jungwon patted my shoulder and whispered to my ear,"I bought snacks for us."He slightly played with my hair, trying to comfort me.

I locked my gaze on him angrily and went to the living room, followed by him from behind.

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JUNGWON POV

"I'm really sorry. I didn't mean to.

"Where did you go?"He cut him off, drinking a coke without even looking at me. I could feel that he was still mad at me for choosing Hana instead of him. Yeah, I will be hurt if I'm in his shoes too, it's really my fault.

"I went to the park with Soo Ah."His eyes finally met me. I could feel that he started to feel bitter when I mentioned Soo Ah in our conversation by looking at his reaction. His eyes told me that he was jealous, and he slowly bit his lips to prevent himself from getting mad.

He suddenly drank the coke non-stop, wiped his mouth with his sleeve and let out a sigh,

"Sunoo..."I called him, feeling nervous to say this.

"You like her, don't you?"I continued.

"What happens if the answer is yes?"

He replied without hesitation. I can feel that he was honest with his words when he does not even hesitate to answer my question. It is really obvious – I can feel that he has liked her since for the first time they met at the cafe. His behavior, his words and his expression will immediately change when he is with her. He laughs and often smiles for no reason, it clearly shows me that he fell in love with her.

"Are you going to stop me? Are you starting to like her?"Sunoo brought me back to my sense by asking me that kind of question, causing I to lose my words to reply to him.

"No. I don't like her."

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"Do the best for today. It will be a tiring day for all of you."

My manager proudly said to us,"Try to make us feel good after we do our promoting at the show today. Honestly, we already felt exhausted, but we still have a lot of things to do, such as recording for our variety show and also shooting for our first show. Lastly, we need to go to the building to practise for our upcoming concert. It made us feel tired by thinking of it again—

Let's just do this.

"Chilling and eating alone because I'm on leave today." Soo Ah replied to my text while I was scrolling on my social media. I smiled as I saw her text and replied to her, still smiling causing other members were staring at me curiously because they felt strange to see my behavior just now.

"I'm really busy today, but it's okay, I want to bring you to somewhere else tomorrow. Don't forget about it." I replied to her.

"Look, he is texting with Lee Hana." Niki teased me by trying to peek at my conversation with Soo Ah.

"Did both of you get together again?" Jay asked me-

"It's not Lee Hana. I'm texting with Im S-" I stopped and my gaze fixed on Sunoo who was listening to music , using his earpod.

"Nevermind."

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SOO AH POV

" This one must be really good on him." I adore the sweater that I bought for Yang Jungwon to thank him for everything he did to me. I knew my feeling for him was really obvious, as everyone would notice it although all I was looking at him. His smile shows me his cute dimples. It is something that I can't get off my mind. The way he stares at my eyes and his hand touches my skin... It made me fall in love with him more and more.

All of that sweet moment with him...

I don't believe it really happened to me because I thought it was really impossible for me to get close to him.

and now look, we meet again, we became closer day by day.

After leaving the shopping complex, I took a taxi to his building. It took 30 minutes to arrive at his building from Myeongdong, so I spend my time scrolling on my social media, hugging the paperbag tightly because I am really excited to give it to him.

My finger suddenly stopped scrolling as I found a post from Hana.

Her words... the picture...

Is she going to suicide?

I gasped.

It is.

She wants to suicide.

"Can I change the direction?"

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" Lee Hana! Lee Hana!" I knocked on her door hard, hoping she didn't do anything bad to herself yet. I am really worried about her, I want to see her, I want to hug her and comfort her badly.

I can't lose my best friend-

I opened the door as it was not locked and went around her house to find her. She didn't switch on the light, and her house was a really mess. She let the television on, put her dishes on the table without washing it and the floor, it was really dirty as a few bottles of alcohol spilled on the floor.

She never been like this.

I went toward her bathroom when I heard a sound of water coming through the bathtub and was surprised when I saw Hana, lying on the floor with something on her hand.

I screamed in surprise when I realized her hand was stained by blood as she was straining her arm using a knife. I shake her body, calling for help -

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I called Jungwon several times to inform him about what happened to Hana, but he didn't even answer my calls, like Sunoo. I guess both of them were really busy with their works today. So, it's better if I just take care of Hana now and tell them later.

Hana was still on the bed, shutting her eyes tightly and didn't even give any response to wake up after the treatment was done. She had a treatment on her arm as she cut her hand several times trying to kill herself at her house. It made me really worry about her, I feel glad as I saved her from killing herself. I don't know what will happen if I do not recognize her post at that time.

I stare at her, hoping she will wake up and end up sleeping next to her.

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" I'm sorry. I have just arrived at my dorm. What do you want to talk about?"" Jungwon said to me on the phone, and I let out a heavy sighed.

" Lee Hana... she was going to commit suicide." I answered him.

" What? Where is she now? What happened to her? Is she okay?" I let out a bitter smile, holding the pain in my heart when he started to worry about her. The way he asked me about Hana really proved to me that I had no chance anymore, he still likes her.

" She is at the hospital— "

He quickly ended the call, leaving me hanging.

" That's it..."


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