Lauren:
Hey.

Hey. What's up?

Lauren:
Not much. Just wanted to see how you're doing since our break up...

I'm doing fine. How have you been    doing?

Lauren:
One, I know you're lying. Two, I'm okay...

Look Lauren. I don't want to talk to  you right now. I've been through  enough.

Lauren:
I'm sorry Y/n. But you knew it had to be done.

What? The break up? Nope. It was totally unexpected. I mean, I thought we were fine and stable!

Lauren:
Y/n, we were never stable.

Great. That's so nice to hear.

Lauren:
I'm sorry, but it's true. It would've been so much easier if we lived in the same country.

Lauren, I've had enough of this talk
Goodbye.

Lauren:
I know what you're going to do. Don't do it Y/n.

What? Cut?

Lauren:
Yes. You promised me you'd stop.

And you promised me you'd stay with me. Remember our forever and always?!

Lauren:
I'm still here though! I haven't left!

It's not the same Lauren!

Lauren:
Y/n...

I loved you Lauren! Hell, I still do!
But you had to break it off and fucking leave me just like that.
Was it easy for you to let me go?!

Lauren:
Y/n, no! It was so hard for me to do! You know I still love you, just as a friend.

I can't be friends with you. I love you too much to just stay as friends.

Lauren:
I'm sorry, but I don't love you that way anymore...

Goodbye Lauren.

Lauren:
Wait. No.

I didn't bother to read her newly sent messages, all I wanted is to feel the blade on my arm again.

It's been so hard without Lauren.
I don't know how I'm still fighting.

Everyday, I cut, daydream that she's still here, cry myself to sleep and repeat.

I just want her back, but I can't.