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Y/n POV
I looked up and it was josh.josh was staring down at me in sorrow.Like wtf.
I was like ready to bash him up if he was jungkook.

Well still am ready to stab josh am so angry.

"Y/n ?..."he called out my name so sorrowfully.

Like where the fuck did he even come from.Am so mad right now and he shows up from nowhere.

"Josh??." I called out weakly as tears came up my eyes and one fell on one side of my face.

He tried touching me like my face to wipe off my tear but I shook and stood up.

I looked at him in disbelief as he spoke to me.

"Have you been well ?"

"After what you did to me you come up and ask me that ?."

"I.."

"Well what do you think?? Do I look ok to you?"I yelled in anger at him.

I turned to leave angrily and then he held my arm.

"Let go" I said to him

I wasn't looking at him straight in the eyes as I said this.I was looking away from him.

"Let go"I said again softly

"Y/n please listen to me."

"Let goooo" I screamed as I pulled my arm away from him and then he drew me in held me in a tight hug.

I struggled to get out of it pushing him away but I later on grew weak.

Josh always managed to make me weak every time.I wanted to leave him am just so tired of this feeling of anxiety.

Narrator POV
y/n and josh had been dating for years now.He was her boyfriend ever since they were in high school.

Josh and y/n were best friends and also partners in crimes.

Y/n and josh were so much in love.

But josh was not a good influence to y/n.He always took her to the wrong path.He made her commit so many crimes.

He made her steal and also scam people for money.

Every bad thing y/n knows its because of josh.She was a simple quiet girl but josh turned her into a manipulative and scheming person.

After a while,josh started having other girlfriends and hurt y/n continuously and each time he'd come back begging to her and she'd always grow weak and forgive him.

*flashback

~The night when it all happened.~

It had not been long josh was with another woman and begged y/n for forgiveness and she forgived him with much hesitation.

Josh even took drugs so he wasn't in a stable mind and kept cheating on y/n being hopelessly and helplessly in love she understood him each time and forgave him.

She was hurt every time but she persevered.

One night y/n had been looking for josh everywhere and couldn't find him.she searched and searched and even called josh's friends.

A friend of his finally told her he's at the club.

she called josh up and demanded for him to come back home cos she had been staying with him for a while.

"josh come back home now"y/n demanded with tears in her eyes.

"no..."josh said.

"I said come back home this very minute"y/n shouted out over the phone.

"Shut up I don't want to your not the boss of me"josh said dropping the call.

"Josh... Josh..."

"Aisshhh this dude will drive me crazy one day.

Y/n picked up her stuff and went outside boarded a taxi and headed up out to where josh was.

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At the club

Y/n searched for josh then spotted him upstairs with drinking with some girl.

She climbed up with so much anger in her heart then she was infront of josh now.

"how could you do this to me ? "y/n said with tears in her eyes.

She thought shed just come and find him drinking with friends but he was kissing some girl.

"Who is she ? "The girl asked

"I dont know her "josh said

This was the most heartbreaking statement ever.y/n just couldn't take it.it broke her heart so much

"josh.."y/n said with heartbroken tears in her eyes.

"Babe let's go"josh said to the other girl he was with.

Josh soon woke up with the lady and went away.Josh didn't even turn back to look at her.

He left y/n there heartbroken in tears and in so much hurt.

Y/n had cried and cried went back home and packed her stuff to leave.She packed her stuff and left but josh was nowhere to be found.

He didn't even come to ask for y/n's forgiveness.

y/n was so hurt she didnt want to go
home cos of her nagging roomie.She went back home and just as she feared her roommate was there waiting for her.

They had a fight that night and y/n left went out to a club.

As if it was not enough that she had problems with josh and now a fight with her roommie.

She decided that night she was going to go crazy and do whatever she wanted so she'd forget about josh once and for all.

There she had a lot to drink and met jungkook and started flirting with him and alas they ended up in jungkook's place.

The next morning as y/n woke up but was ashamed of herself and what she did and decided to leave.

This was cause she had never had a one night stand before.it felt so wrong she had to leave.

But then jungkook mistook the reason why she left.

Jungkook POV
I was in so much anger at myself for what I did to y/n that I got everything around me broken.

I don't know why I feel this way.Am supposed to hate her but now why am I mad at myself.Just what is this feeling.?

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I was in my car going home.Just then I drove around the bus stop and then I saw her.

Y/n was hugging some guy in a tight hug.I just couldn't believe it she had a boyfriend?. .just what is all this.

I was so furious I hit the steering wheel causing my hand to bleed but I didn't feel it.

I was so mad i felt like running them over with my car.

JUST WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME?

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