Trigger warnings
You're P.O.V

"WHY!!" I Yelled as I was hitting the person who was holding the gun, it was a guy named Dae, my parents and the person who was dead parents were there too. "WHY DID YOU KILL HIM?!? HE DID NOTHING TO YOU!!" I yelled at him. "HE STOLE YOU FROM ME!!" He yells back. I then walk to the body of my now dead boyfriend. I started crying on his chest, "Dae why do this? Why did you have to do this? Why did you have to do this?" Said my father.

"Why are you asking? You didn't want her to be with a no good thug, you wanted her with me!" He tells my father. "YOU TOOK AWAY SOMEONE'S SON!!" My father yelled . "Hoseok why? We told you she would just bring you trouble," Said Hoseok's father. I was crying on Hoseok chest that was bloody , "my baby!" Cried his mother. My mother hugging her, "I'm sorry I'm so sorry!" She tells her. I just kept on crying, "you promised me you would never leave me! You promised me that you wouldn't let anything separate us!" I cried to
Hoseok.

Then his father walked over to me, "get up dear please," he tells me. But I didn't want to move or be a part from Hoseok, he then got down to my level wiped his tears away and put a arm on my shoulder. The police then came and arrested Dae. Then the Medical professionals took Hoseok's body away. I still had tears leaving my eyes but I was silent.

My mother hugs me, his mother was next to me while my father and his were talking to the police. "It's my fault, it's all my fault," I Said. His mother looks at me, "it's not your fault," she tells me. "Yes it is if only we never met this wouldn't have happened," I cried.

The next day
I was laying in my bed, Hoseok's funeral will be in a few days. "It's only been a day but it feels like forever," I Said to myself. My parents were asleep right now. I then got up from my bed and opened a drawer and grab. (Trigger warning) my box cutter and a bottle of pills. And I then look at my ring Hoseok gave me it was a simple ring with the word Forever engraved into it. I sat on my bed and felt more tears leave my eyes.

"I know you would want me to live a happy life, but I can't without you. I just can't," I Said out loud to myself, I slowly cut my arm with the box cutter it hurt so much and seeing so much blood leave. I felt dizzy I then grab the pills and opened them along with some water. I look at the photo of Hoseok  and I on the drawer next to my bed. More tears left and I took a handful of the pills and drank the water.

I felt even more dizzy then I blacked out.

I woke up from my dream in sweat an breathing heavily, I hugged myself trying to calm down. I felt tears leaving my eyes, "that dream again why?" I ask myself. I been having the same dream as long as I can remember it felt so real and I was scared. Because of that dream I have had a fear of sharp objects and blood. If I see a drop of blood I admittedly start to hyperventilate or faint, a sharp object manly box cutters I start to turn white as a ghost and shake. Pills also scare me, One is fine but if I see a handful it makes me sick.

I look at my left arm there was a long scar on it, I don't know how I got it. I was born with it according to my mother, I felt like I couldn't go back to sleep after what I saw. I look at my alarm clock it was almost time for classes, I then got up took a shower and changed into.

Getting ready for my college classes. I grab my stuff and locked up my dorm room and left for classes.

End of you're P.O.V

Wonho's P.O.V

"Wonho? Hey Wonho you okay?" Ask Shownu hyung. "Oh yeah I'm just thinking about this dream I had last night," I tell him. "Let me guess the same dream you been having every night?" Ask Jooheon "yeah," I answered him. The same dream of me, I believe it was me getting shot and I hear a girl crying. Because of that dream I have a fear of load noises I also have a weird mark where my heart is. "You just need to relax dude you been stressed out go find a girl," Said Minhyuk. "You know I can't," I tell him.

"Yeah Minhyuk He can't because he's waiting for that special someone," Said Hyungwon. It's true I felt like the girl that was crying I have a special connection to her and want to find her. "Oh HEY ______-AH!!" Yelled I.M I froze and look at the way he was yelling it was a girl I guess from one of his classes I believe. She turned around and put some of her hair behind her ear. My heart skipped a beat, that girl was beautiful, I.M then signals her to cover to our table.

She walks over to us, my heart was pounding really fast it won't stop. "Yes," She Said. "You're here early which is weird," he says to her. "I didn't sleep well I decided to get up and head to class right away," she tells him. "Ooh what made you not sleep well?" He ask her. " just a nightmare I get them a lot," she tells him. A nightmare? "I'm sorry to hear but did you finish that assignment for mister Choi's class?" He ask her. "Yes and no you can't copy it," she tells him. "Dang it," He Said.

"Umm I.M are you going to introduce us to your cute classmate?" Ask Kihyun. That's what I want as well, "oh yeah _____ these are my friends, Shownu, Jooheon, Hyungwon, Minhyuk, Kihyun and Wonho," he tells her. "Hello," She Said. She then looks at me, she had red on her cheeks she then quickly looked away. "Well umm I'm going to go bye guys," she said and she quickly walked away. But she then tripped, before the guys can help her I ran up to her.

I got down to her level, "are you Alright?" I ask her. "I think so," she said she then looks at her knees and had a small scratch some blood was coming out. She then started breathing heavily, "hey what's wrong?" I ask her. "Blood I can't stand the sight of blood even just a little bit scared me," she tells me. I look around then I look at Hyungwon. "Hyungwon you still have some bandages right?" I ask him. He then opens his bag and grabs the band-aids and and small hand-held alcohol spray. I got a bandage and sprayed her knee and put the bandage on her.

She finally calm down, I helped gather her books that she was holding and helped her stand up. My heart was beating faster, I felt a electric shock go through my body as I held her hand. "Thank you," She Said. "Umm Yeah no problem," I Said. She smiled and fixed her hair, "well anyway bye thank you again Wonho," She Said. "It's Hoseok actually," I tell her. She just smiled, "well thank you Hoseok," She Said and waved bye.

I just smiled my heart won't stop, she looked familiar too me, I then felt a hand on my shoulder it was Hyungwon. And the rest came over, "well by the looks of you're face I say you like her," Said Jooheon, "What?" I Ask, "dude you jumped into action really quickly which is good," Said Kihyun. "Why did you need a bandage for?" Ask Minhyuk, "she cut her knee a little bit and started freaking out when she saw a little bit of blood," I tell them. "Really?" Said Shownu. "Yeah," I answered. "Changkyun is she scared of blood?" Ask Min-hyuk.

"Yeah everyone in class knows when she accidentally got a finger cut she fainted, I also think she's scared of sharp objects because one time our professor was opening a box and he got out a box cutter she started shaking and turned white as a ghost," she tells us. "Why she scared of that?" Ask Kihyun. He shrugged his shoulders. "Don't know her friend Bona told some of us that she's always been terrified of blood and sharp objects. She is also feels sick when she sees a handful of pills," he tells us.

I look at the way she walked, her name and face seem so familiar to me, "and Wonho hyung," He Said I look at him, "hmm?" I Said. "She is single," he tells me. I blushed. "W-Why are you telling me that?" I ask him. "You been starring at her when she walked up to the table and admittedly jumped into action to help her," he tells me. I blush even more, "how can a beautiful girl like that be single?" Ask Jooheon. "What Bona has told me she never has dated anyone she always decline the offers of dates," he says.
"So she's like our Wonho," Said Shownu. I blushed even more and went and grab my stuff. "We better get going," I Said and started walking. My heart hasn't calm down, I don't know anything about her. But I really want to hold her hand again, I hope I see her again.

End of Wonho's P.O.V

You're P.O.V
I took my seat next to Bona, she waved I smiled. "Hi," I Said. She then saw my knee, "what happened?" She asked "oh I just tripped and a senior helped me out," I tell her. "And that senior happens to be my friend," Said a familiar voice it was Changkyun, he was in his seat above us. "By the way he thinks you're cute," he tells me. I blush, "he's not the first guy to think she's cute," Said Bona, "well she happens to be the first he EVER thought was cute," he says. "First?" I ask. "Yeah Wonho Hyung hasn't taken a interest in anyone or said if they were cute or not you are the first he has openly admitted," he tells me.

I felt my heart skip a beat. I then zoned out.

"Hoseok look," I Said he then turns to look at me holding a stuff pink bunny. "Isn't it cute?"
I ask him. "Hmm no," he tells me. I frowned "what do you mean it's not cute?" I ask him. "Because," He Said and leaned in and got close, "you're cuter," he tells me and kisses my cheek I blush and hide the lower part of my face behind the bunny he just smiles and laughs a little.

"_____? _____!" Said a voice shaking me it was Bona "oh sorry Bona I zoned out," I tell her. "You scared me," She Said and then the professor walked in, and wrote on the board. "Today we will be talking about reincarnation, but before we do does anyone have a idea what reincarnation is?" He asked us. Minwoo raised his hand. "Yes?" Said the professor.

"It's when a soul is reborn into a new body and given a new life," he answered "correct," said the professor. I don't know why I felt interested in this, maybe it would explain my weird dreams.

After school
I was walking home when I got a text from my mom.

Mom: The investigator called. She Said She might have found something that might be connected to your birth mark. She said she will let me know you can go meet her.

I smiled when my nightmares got so bad I had to go see a therapist. But I told the therapist my nightmares didn't feel like one's it felt so real and when I explained in detail with my mother there we found someone who studies things like dreams and looks at things from the past.

I was really happy that I didn't even see where I was going and bumped into someone dropping my stuff the person held me up. I look down, "You okay?" Ask a familiar voice I look at that person it was Wonho. My heart was beating fast, I got out of his grip and put my hair behind my ear. "I um thank you again," I Said to him why am I so nervous. "Umm no problem," he said all nervous. I bent down to pick up my thinks and he helped me, my notebook from my first class was opened and he saw the notes.

" reincarnation?" He Said. "Yeah what we are learning in class this week it's interesting," I tell him. "How is it interesting?" He ask me. "It's interesting to because it sounds like you are getting another chance at life, sure you will be someone else but you are still you. You be able to remember your past or feel like you are looking for someone," I tell him. He just looks at me, "I honestly find it kind of romantic," I tell him.

"Romantic?" He ask me. "Just think about it, your soul is in a another body, you have a new name and new personality but your feelings for someone that you once love is still there and you are looking for them and they are looking for you," I say to him. I was smiling just thinking about it, "sounds like a romance novel," he says. I look at him, "you don't find that romantic?" I ask him. He just shrugs his shoulders, "It sounds interesting but what if you can't find that person?" He ask. "If the heart knows what it wants it won't stop at nothing until it finds its other half," I tell him.

"So if that person would be living in another continent would you fly there just to be with them?" He ask me. I nodded, "What if that person was right in front of you?" He asked me. My heart was beating fast, he was getting closer my face was getting red until he backed away laughing.

I lightly hit his chest, "jerk!" I Said I take back my notebook from him about to walk away when he grabs my hand, I turn to look at him. "I'm just playing with you," he tells me. "You didn't have to close to me," I tell him. "What if I wanted too?" He tells me. Dang it heart stop! "Maybe I want to get close to you," he tells me. "What if I don't want you too?" I ask him. "Then you are breaking my heart," he tells me. Putting his hand over his heart, I giggled.

"If you want to get close to me, I can just give you my number," I tell him. He just smiles at me, "can I really?" He ask me, I nodded. His smile got bigger, I felt like I knew that smile I gave him my phone and he put his number in. I texted him and his phone went off, "well I got to go," I tell him. "Okay get home safe," he tells me. "You too," I Said and started walking away. I couldn't stop smiling as I walked away.

End of you're P.O.V

Wonho's P.O.V
I was so happy, I can't stop smiling and looking at my phone. I wanted to text her right now but that would seem kind despite. So I decided maybe wait a few hours. "He's so happy!" Said Kihyun, "well he just got a girl's number a girl he actually likes even though he only just met her," Said I.M. I look at my friends, "is it obvious?" I ask them. "Yes!" They all Said. I just smiled, my heart was also so happy, I never felt so happy like this in a long time. Her smile alone was making my heart beat.

Flashback
I felt a tap on my shoulder I was in Library asleep, I look at that person it was a girl from my class. "Umm the library is about to close you should maybe head home," she tells me. I sat up and stretched, "Thanks," I Said to her and I stood up and grab my things, and started to walk out when she followed me and tapped on my shoulder again. "What now?" I ask her. She put some of her hair behind her ear.
"Umm you forgot this," she tells me and hands me my notebook," she hands it too me, "oh thank you," I Said to her taking the notebook, she smiled and my heart started to beat she has a beautiful smile. "Well I'll see you later bye," she said and left "yeah bye," I Said. I started walking when I heard something fall, I look it was a piece of folded paper. I pick it up and open it.

My name is ______ Lim by the way, I hope I get to speak to again soon Hoseok.
I smiled at the note. "Hope I get to speak to you too," I said and walked home.

End of flashback

"Wonho Hyung?" Said Hyungwon I snapped out of it and looked at him. "Sorry I zoned out," I Said to him. That girl I can't see her face but she has the same name as _____. I wonder.

End of Wonho's P.O.V

You're P.O.V
I got out of the shower and put on my PJs.

I was brushing my wet hair when I started to think, the boy in my visions has the same name as Hoseok but I can't see his face at all. But his presence alone I feel safe in. I leave my bathroom and sat down on my bed and grab my diary and started to write in it when I heard my phone go off.

I grab it, it was a text from Hoseok.

Hoseok: What are you doing?
I smiled.
______: Just sitting in my room. What are you doing?
Hoseok: Thinking about a cute girl.
My smile got bigger and I felt my cheeks go red.
______: Changkyun?
Hoseok: No.
______: Why? Don't you think he's cute?
Hoseok: He is but...
______: But what?
Hoseok: You're cuter.
I felt my heart miss a beat and put my phone near my chest and let out a breath.
He then texted again.
Hoseok: Was wondering if you were available tomorrow?
______: I am why?
Hoseok: I was thinking we can grab coffee together before class and well....
______: Hmm?
Hoseok: Get to know each other better.

My heart was beating fast.

_____: Like a date?
Hoseok: Well Yes.

I wanted to scream.

______: I would like that.😊
Hoseok: Awesome I'll see you in front of the cafe tomorrow.
______: Okay!
Hoseok: Then goodnight get some sleep.
______: You too! Night!
I put my phone down and grab one of my plushies.

And held him close and squealed.

End of You're P.O.V

Wonho's P.O.V
I was laying down on my bed all smiles, and the raised my arms in the air. "YES!" I Yelled then I covered my mouth forgetting I have neighbors.

End of Wonho's P.O.V

You're P.O.V
"Hoseok I want that one," I tell him pointing at a cake. "Okay we will take a slice of that one and that one," he said pointing at another cake. We got our cake and sat down at a table, I took a bite of my cake and smiled, "yummy!" I Said. "Is it?" He ask. I nodded, "let me have a bite," he ask. I gave him a bite. "Yummy?" I ask. "Yeah it's pretty good," he tells me.
I smiled, "here try mine," he said and gave me a bite. "Yummy!" I Said. He smiled and leaned in and wiped something off my lip with his thumb.

"Messy," He tells me. He smiles and I smile