It's not a silly crush I really like you-ZE:A Siwan

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You're P.O.V
(outfit)

I was sitting in my class I was the last one to finish my test, I like to take my time and not rush. When I finished I walk up to my professor, he was looking at his papers when I walk up. He smiles, "you finished?" He ask me. "Yes sir Professor Im," I tell him. "______, you know you and I have know each other since we were kids you have permission to call me Siwan," he tells me.
I smile, "I don't think it's right for me to call you that here," I tell him. He smiles, then in came a woman it was my sister who is also a professor here.
"Oppa are you done?" She ask him looking at me kind of annoyed, what I do now? "In a minute Yujin I was just talking to ______," he tells her. "Umm I think I will go and meet my friends bye," I tell him. I grab my stuff from my seat and walk out of the classroom when I heard.
"Is she bothering you again?" Said my sister, "no she's not! She is perfectly fine, why do always think she is bothering me?" Siwan ask her. "Because she use to always does it that even when we were kids, she would follow you around like a lost puppy," said my sister. "She was child, she's nineteen now," he tells her. "And she still acts like a child," said my sister. "The one acting like a child is a twenty-four year old woman standing in front of me complaining about her little sister," he tells her.

"And you are this woman's future husband ," she tells him, "what in the world did you get that idea from? Anyway just stop worrying about her and I. You know I only see her as little sister," he tells her. I felt a tear leave my eye, and walk away. Siwan, my sister and I grew up together we all live in the same neighborhood. You see both my sister and I like Siwan a lot, and this has caused a lot of issues my sister and I have, yet again we never gotten along.

My family actually expects Siwan and Yujin to get married, which I don't want to see happen. My sister treats a lot of people like dirt if she can't get her way. She even does this to her students, I literally have been asked how we are sisters? Anyway I started walking to meet up with my friends.

"Your sister really needs to give up, it's clear he's not interested in her," said Kyungri (Nine Muses) "but he's not interested in me either," I tell her. "Oh come on I have seen the way he looks at you in class and they way he looks at her. He looks at you so loving and her, he looks annoyed," Hyemi (Nine Muses) tells me.
I smile but then I drop my smile, "he might only being do that because he feels like he has too," I tell them.

"Girl you should maybe tell him," said Sojin (Nine Muses) I look at her, "I can't," I tell her. "Why?" Ask Keumjo (Nine Muses) "my sister that's what," I tell her. They all groaned, "look forget about your sister and tell him, got it!" Said Sojin getting serious I nodded my head yes.

Library night
I was in the library doing some reading and research on a assignment that my sister assigned, I yawn and then groaned collage is so frustrating well mostly my sister . I then saw a can of coffee in my face, I look and it was Siwan smiling at me. "You seem tired," he says to me. "Siwan, and yes I am," I tell him. I then check my phone and saw the time, I then started to pack up everything. And he followed me outside, "did you get your assignment done?" He ask me.

"Almost done I got the research I needed," I tell him. "That's good," he says. "Well hopefully my sister assigned it," I tell him. "Give your sister some slack she has a lot of students," he tells me. "I would give her slack if she stopped going after me so much," I said in a angry tone, "______ stop that!" He tells me. I stop walking and he walks a step a head of me and turns and looks at me mad.
"She's your sister and the only one you have you need to treat her with respect!" He tells me angrily.

I got scared, but I stood my ground. "Why should I treat someone with respect that has bullied me since the moment I was born!" I tell him. He froze, "you the only reason she became a teacher was to be near you because she was always jealous how you and I were close. And she knows that I," I then stop myself. "She knows what? ______ tell me?" He ask me.

I took a deep breath, felt my heart beat fast. "She knows I like you," I tell him. He froze, "she read my diary and told me that I was not allowed too like you because she heard our parents say you two would make a cute couple and so she put that into her own head. She told me if I ever told you I liked you that you would reject me saying because I'm young how I'm a kid it's just a little kid crush. It's not! If it was I would have gotten over it but I haven't I like you a lot Siwan, your the only one I even liked!" I tell him. He was in shock.

"_______ listen to me but I'm sorry I can't return your feelings," he tells me. My heart broke. He put his hand on my shoulder, "your like a little sister to me, and the only reason I gave you so much attention is because my parents told me to protect you, they were worried you can say because how young you were. I'm sorry that I gave it off like I like you back, but I care about you. But we can't be more then just friends, a teacher and student," he tells me.

Tears fell down my face, "hey please don't cry," he tells me trying to wipe my tears away. I slap his hand away, I then started to walk away. "_______ hey don't walk away from me," he tells me. I turn and look at him, "You should be careful Professor Im, you don't want others to think something is going on between you and your student," I tell him. He was surprised I said that, I then went back to walking and headed home in tears but I kept my head held high.

The next day
(Outfit)

I was sitting in Siwan's class paying attention taking notes. When my phone vibrates I grab it and it was a text from Hyemi in the group chat who was a few seats away from me. The rest of the girls are in another class.

Hyemi: Hey are you alright?
______:no I'm not.
Kyungri: What's wrong Hun?
Sojin: Yeah tells us.
Keumjo: We are here for you๐Ÿ’™
______: he rejected me. He told me he didn't mean to make it seem like he like me. The reason why he was so close to me because his parents told him to look out for me and protect me because they worry about me because how young I am.
Keumjo: Do I need to come to that class and kill a teacher?
______: No I'll be okay I just will try and move on from this.
Kyungri: Hey about we go have a girls night to cheer you up. ๐Ÿ˜Š
Sojin: Thats a great idea!
Hyemi: Let's do it!
______: Yeah lets do it! It's been a while since we all went out.
Keumjo: Yeah lets go I miss hanging out of classes with you bitches!
Kyungri: I'll pick everyone up and you all dress hot tonight!

I smiled at my phone, "_______ care to explain to everyone why you are on your phone?" Ask a familiar voice, I look up and it was Siwan in front of me. I usually behave in his class and never on my phone. "No sir I don't," I tell him. Everyone was shocked! Except for Hyemi who was smiling, he had his hand out expecting me to give him my phone. I put my phone in my lap, "______ I require your phone since you were on it in my class," he tells me.

"She doesn't have to give it too you if she doesn't want too!" Said Hyemi, he looks up at Hyemi. "Hyemi please stay out of this," he tells her. Hyemi was about to say something, when I put my hand up to stop her. I gave him my phone, "you can have this back after class," he tells me and walks up to his desk and puts my phone there. And went back to his lesson.

15 minutes later the bell rang and I was collecting my stuff, Hyemi came down. "I'll wait for you outside by the door," she tells me. I nodded my head. I then walk up to his desk he was sitting, everyone walked out and I had my hand out for my phone. He held it in his hand. "Care to tell me why you were on your phone during my class?" He ask me. "Nope," I tell him. I try to grab it but he pulled away, "give it!" I tell him getting mad, "not until you tell me why you were on your phone," he says to me.

"I don't have to explain to you anything!" I tell him. "Then you are not getting it back," he tells me. "That's my phone! You have no right!" I tell him. "Yes I do, I have every right to take your phone away from you, if I see you on it! And I saw you on it texting during my class," he tells me. I was silent, "now either explain why you were on your phone and I will give it back or continue to act like a child and I simple hand the phone over to your sister," he tells me.

I look at him, I was angry. I had no choice I didn't want her getting a hold of my phone, "I was texting my friends who noticed I was upset and wanted to know because they were worried about me." I tell him, "I see," he says and hands me my phone I take it and put in my bag. I started to walk away, "oh by the way I don't know if your parents told you but my family and I are coming over for dinner tonight," he tells me.

I turn to look at him, "well then I should tell you this I won't be there," I tell him, he raises a eyebrow. "Why is that?" He ask me. "Professor Im I find it extremely inappropriate that you are asking a student what they are planning on doing outside of class," I tell him. He was surprised I then walk out of the classroom and saw Hyemi and we started walking when I saw my sister.

We continue to walk, "dinner with the Im's tonight try not embarrass me," she tells me. "Why don't you take a look in a mirror," I tell her. She looks at me angry, I continue to walk with Hyemi.

Home
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I strained my hair and look at my make up and outfit I think it looks good. And then I saw someone standing in my bathroom it was my sister. "Why the hell are you dressed like that?" She ask me. "I'm going out with my friends tonight," I tell her. "You can't the Im's are coming over tonight now change into something that won't make you look like a whore," she tells me. I look at her. "No you can't stop me okay, I'm going out tonight and no one is stopping me!" I tell her.

"If Siwan saw you like this he would be disappointed!" She tells me. "I don't care what he thinks," I tell her checking my hair, she seem surprised by that. "You...What has gotten into you? First you come home with tears falling on your face and now you are being like this," she says to me. "It's none of your business and surprised you noticed," I said to her. Before she can say anything else my mom calls us down, she leaves and I then see my phone get a text from Sojin.

Sojin: Hey we are here!! Let's go have some fun!!!
I smiled and grab my purse and walk downstairs and see my family and the Im's Siwan who was listening to my sister talk saw me and his eyes widened. He's never seen me dress like this, "oh my ______ dear Umm going somewhere?" Ask Mrs Im. "Yes ma'am I'm sorry I can't stay I made plans with my friends tonight," I tell her.

"Oh I see," she said. Then my mom came over to me, "sweetheart can't you make plans another night," she ask me. "Mom my friends are already here and I'm not a child I can make my own decisions and I don't get to hang out with them as much outside of class besides they want to cheer me up," I tell her. I walk up to the front door open when my mom asked.

"Why do they need to cheer you up? What happened honey?" She ask me. I look at her, "I got my heart broken yesterday that's why bye," I said and walked out the door and went up to the car and waved at my friends. "Bitch you look hot!" Said Keumjo. I smiled and got into the car and we drove off.

End of You're P.O.V

Siwan's P.O.V
She just left, just like that. "Oh my is everything okay with ______?" My mom ask ______'s mom, "I have no idea, she came home last night her face wet with tears and when we asked her what was wrong? All she said she will be okay. I was thinking something bad happened or she is under a lot stress from classes because she was in the library and I thought she broke down because of school. But now I know my poor girl," said _____'s mom.

"She just needs to grow up mom she will be fine," said Yujin. "Says the person who puts to much pressure on their students," said ______'s father. Yujin just rolls her eyes. "If I don't how will they learn," she tells her father. Yujin then looks at me, "Oppa do you agree?" She ask me. But I was looking at the front door worried, "Oppa," she says again. "Huh oh umm maybe you should not be so hard them," I tell her, she seems surprised.

I get out my phone about to text ______, but then I stop. I can't worry she is grown but still. I have heard what some male students have said about her, and I don't like it.

End of Siwan's P.O.V

You're P.O.V
I was dancing with Sojin when we went back to sit with the girls, we were at a beach party were some of the kids from our college through. I was handed a coke and took a sip, "having fun?" Ask Hyemi "yep, thanks guys," I tell them. "Hey we will do anything to for you after everything you have done for us," said Kyungri "yeah you mean so much to us seeing you upset we won't allow," said Keumjo.

I smile and then I heard my phone go off I grab it and saw the caller I.D and look annoyed and ignored the call. "Who was that?" Ask Sojin "Siwan," I answered "eww what does he want?" Ask Hyemi "Don't know don't care," I tell her. "Good forget about him," said Kyungri. "We need to find you a new crush girl," said Keumjo "I think I see one," said Sojin. And she points and looks, it was Seungmin (former VAV member) he rather go by his nickname Zehan.

He was a grade above us but we have seen him around? "Rumor has it he has had his eye on you _______," Sojin tells me. I look at him and he smiles while taking his drink to take a sip, I look away and smile. "Come on girl go at least go talk to him," said Kyungri "but I thought this was a girls night?" I said. "Yes it is but this gives you the opportunity to go find a new crush now go!" Said Sojin. But before I can even go he came over to us, "you beautiful ladies talking about me?" He asked us.

His hand was on my chair, "Maybe," said Kyungri flipping her hair, "about?" He ask. "About you should keep _____ company while we go to the bathroom and fix our make-up," said Hyemi. I gave her the look like bitch what? "Yeah please keep our baby company she tends to attract wolves ," said Sojin. I look at her, "Wolves Huh?" I say to her. "Yes now bye," said Sojin and they all left. Those bitches!

Zehan sat next to me and I just look at my hands. "So you attract wolves?" He asked me. "I guess so," I said "do they howl into into the night when they see you?" He ask me. I laughed a little, "maybe," I said. "I don't blame them," he said I look at him, "you are beautiful," he tells me. I blush. Then my phone started to ring again it was Siwan, I look annoyed once again and cancelled the call and turn off my phone.

"What's wrong?" He ask me. "Oh just the guy I had a big crush on has been calling me even though he rejected me," I tell him. "Wait he's calling you but he rejected you?" He ask me. "Yeah," I said. "Why does he have your number?" He ask me. "We grew up together so we knew each other for years and well I confess to him and he rejected me on the spot," I tell him. A tear was leaving my eye, I felt it get wiped away. I look and it was Zehan, "he must be really dumb to reject a girl like you," he tells me.
I smile, he then stands up and has his hand out. "Come on let's go dance," he tells me. I smiled and took his hand and we walk to where everyone was dancing.

After party
We were driving back to my place, I told the girls everything and they were excited. We then pulled up to my house, I got out and waved bye and went inside. The moment I did and shut the door the light in the living room turned on and there was my sister. She looked pissed even with her green face mask on. "jeez you scared me," I said to her. "Where were you?" She ask me. "Out with my girls that's all," I tell her. "You ruined dinner tonight," she tells me.

I look at her, "how did I ruin dinner tonight when I wasn't even here?" I ask her. "Simple Siwan kept on trying to call you, he completely ignored me and was just so worried about you," she tells me. "He shouldn't worry about me, I was with my friends and I'm old enough to go out," I tell her heading upstairs she follows me, "whatever spell you put on Siwan stop it, you are ruining my chance!" She tells me. I look at her, "what Chance is there to ruin? You know you are being so stupid getting mad and jealous of your own little sister over a guy that won't look at either one of us." I tell her.

"You," she said, "I already confessed to him and he rejected me," I tell her. She was surprised, "he rejected you?" She ask me. "Yes, you can have him, I going to focus on myself for now on. Night sis oh and nice costume but Halloween is months away," I tell her and shut the door to my room and laid down on my bed. "It's better like this," I said to myself then my phone went off and I got a text from Zehan.

Zehan: I had fun tonight have a good night โœŒ๏ธ
I smiled and text him back.
_______: I did too. Good night ๐Ÿ˜Š
I go change of my clothes and into my pjs and remove my make up. My phone went off again it was a text from Siwan.

Siwan: You haven't responded to any of my calls, I was worried! Please respond to at least this so I know you are home safe.
I rolled my eyes and didn't respond to him I just went to bed, "why is he like this? Just leave me alone! I said to myself and close my eyes.

End of you're P.O.V

Siwan's P.O.V
She didn't respond but she did read it, I let out a breath. At least she's alive, I then went on Instagram and was just scrolling through when I saw some of her post. She was with her friends at a party? I sat up and look, she took pictures with other students and everything. I

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