I Will Not Lose You-TEEN TOP Niel

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So I don't know why I remember that drama called Angel 'N' Devil one night and that inspired me to make this so yeah enjoy.

You're P.O.V

Flashback

I was pushed down to the ground by a girl, she stood there smirking while her friends laughed. "Freak," she said she then walked away with her friends, I sniffled. I then see my step-sister in the distance she just looks at me and rolls her eyes and walks away. "You saw the whole thing but didn't do anything," I said to myself, I pick up my books and bag and went left the school grounds. I found a near by park and sat under the fountain, I then look at myself in the water. I touched the burn scars that are on my face and neck, I have them all over my body.

When I was younger I was in a house fire with my mother it was really big and scary, I was asleep when it happened the fire was so bad that there was no way anyone would have survived somehow I did, I'm very lucky to be alive but I lost my mother in that fire. I have people see me as a freak and a monster. Even my step-mother and step-sister, if my real Mom was still alive she would hold me and tell me, I'm not a monster.

Tears left my eyes and hit the water, "I hate this!" I said. "Your scars are interesting," said a voice. I look and it was a boy, I got up and grab my stuff about to walk away when he grabs my hand, I try to get out of his grip but he was strong. "Leave me alone!" I tell him, he then makes me look at him, "So much sadness is in your eyes," he says to me. "Your weird," I said. He then lets go of me. "You survived something scary but are judged by others because of your appearance when they don't know your tale. Because of your appearance people hurt you causing you to hate yourself," he tells me. My hand turns into a fist, "I hate these scars, I hate them so much because of them others call me ugly, freak, monster, living dead girl, etc. I want it all to stop," I tell him. He takes my hand it his, "I won't be able to stop the bullying but I can hid your scars," he tells me.

I look at him confused, "I can grant your wish of hiding the scars," he tells me. "What are you talking about?" I ask him, he smiles and puts his hand on my cheek where one scar is and a strange glow came from his hand. He then removes his hand from my face and hands me a mirror. I look and it was gone, "How?" I ask, "I am not from this world, I'm a guardian of the heavens, you see _______ there is cruel things that are happening in this world magical beings devils, and my job is to find a team of angels who all have magic that is locked up inside them, and you are one of them." he tells me. "If I'm a angel why did this happen to me? Why can't I unlock is magic that I have?" I ask him, "Even angels go through something horrible, and in order to me to find you, events like this happen even the girl who is my current angel went through something bad, only I can unlock your magic. I can't make all the bad things go away I can only grant one wish for you and you need to figure out the rest," he tells me.

I nodded, "In order to unlock my magic and my wish what do you want?" I ask him, "I need you as my angel to help me get rid of the evil in this world, like I already said I already have one but I need a team, if you agree I will get rid of your scars but if you don't I will have to wipe your memory of meeting me so what do you say?" he asked me. His hand was glowing gold ready for me to shake it. I took a deep breath and grabbed his hand, "I'll do it," I said, he smiled then something happened gold dust around me and then it was gone. I look in the mirror again my scars on my face were gone, I gave him the mirror and I look at my arms and legs. "Their gone," I said, "Check your neck," he tells me. I touch something it was a necklace, angel wings. "Those wings are yours I will teach you how to control your magic but right now come there's someone I want you too meet," he tells me. I nodded, "Hey you never told me your name," I said to him, he smiles. "Niel," he tells me. "Got it," I said. "Come," he said and I followed him.

Niel's home  

"This way," he tells me, I nodded. The house was big, possible bigger then mine. I then saw a girl was some sort of weapon practicing, "Naomi come here," Niel says to the girl, she looks over and smiles and walks over to us. "Naomi this ______ our new angel take care of her okay," Niel tells her. "I will," she says, "I'll let you get to know each other after that ______ come inside so we can discuss some more okay," he tells us. I nodded, he smiles and heads inside. "Hi," she says, I jumped a bit, "Are you okay? I'm sorry if I scared you," she said, "No your fine, it's just I'm not use to others being friendly towards me," I tell her. She looks at me, "I'm guessing your not everyone's favorite," she said, "I'm their favorite target but hopefully maybe now they will leave me alone," I said she was silent. "What am I saying they will think I got surgery and bully me even more," I said. "I'm guess your wish has something to do with your appearance," she says.

I was silent, she then puts her arm over my shoulders, "You don't have to tell me, let me tell you this forget about those jerks let them talk because you have me and Niel with you, if you ever cry because of them or something else don't be afraid to call me even if it's late at night I'm always there to listen," she tells me with a smile. I felt tears leave my eyes and hug her. "I'm not just your teammate I'm also your friend remember that, no matter what I will always be your friend," she tells me. I cried into her arms....

End of flashback

That was four years ago, Naomi kept her word she was always there for me. Even as two more girls joined the team she was there, she was my best friend, my sister, my leader, she was all that up until she died. She was killed by a devil, I was the one who found her. She told me to be strong and never give up and that she will always be with me. Before she died she showed me who killed her, showing her memory. She then died in my arms. It's been two years since she died I haven't found the devil that killed her.
Her being gone is still not okay with me, after she died Niel added three more girls. Hyejin, Minji, Yuna, Ren, and Nika. Nika sort of also looked like Naomi as well which honestly makes me a little uncomfortable.

Knowing that Niel got another girl on the team that looks like my fallen best friend. Ever since Naomi died, Niel has had a hard time I know he had feelings for her, but Naomi never returned those feelings and Niel respected that. Niel found Nika five months after Naomi's death, and right away made her leader of the team. I wouldn't have a problem with it if Nika knew how to lead right, she jumps into things without thinking and the other girls follow. Me? I don't.

I think things through and do my own thing. This has caused issues between me and the girls to the point they try to tell Niel I'm not following orders and he calls me and tells me, I need to follow Nika's lead. This hurts because I do have feelings for him and Naomi knew and she always told to follow my heart and tell him. But I can't specially now, I tell him I'll try.

College

(You're Outfit)

I was sitting in class writing in my journal when my step-sister came up to me. I look up at her, "I'm having a party tonight don't be home," she tells me. "But exams are coming up and Mom and Dad won't be happy about the house being a mess," I tell her, "We have housekeeper for a reason stupid," she tells me, "My room," I tell her, "Lock it up like anyone would want to go in there just ew," she said. I kept my mouth shut, "Then it's settled grab whatever shit you need before the party and beat it and don't tell Mom and Dad if you do your dead," she tells me. I nodded my head.

She then left. I then saw the girls looking at me, I ignored them and went back to my journal. Someone then grab my journal. "Hey!" I said standing up and looking at the guy who did. You think now that we were in collage the bullying would stop but no. "Hey look at this guys freak's diary." he said, "Give it back!" I said. "Well come on freak try and get it," he said his friends and other classmates looked or laughed. I try and try but he was taller then me. "Oh so close," he said pushed me to the ground, others laughed, I was angry. "Now let's see what freak wrote possible about her plastic surgery," he said. "Stop," I said quietly, "I'll start at the beginning," he said. "Knock it off!" I said loudly . Then I heard glass break and shatter. People screamed.

It was all around the guy who had my journal, he had some cuts but that's it. Did I do that? Then a professor came in. "What happened here?" he said, he then saw me on the ground and helped me up. "Are you alright?" he asked me, I nodded my head.

"What happened in here?" he asked everyone. Everyone was silent, he then turned to me. "______ can you tell me?" he asked me. "K-ken stole my journal and pushed me, I don't know about the window," I tell him, He then sees Ken with my journal and takes it away from him, "You have no right to steal someone else's personal belongings there is private stuff in here not for you to read or share," he tells Ken, "Yes sir." he said. "I take that someone outside must have throw something to make the glass break so I will let that slide," he said. He then looks at Ken, "Head to the nurse's office for your cuts," he tells him, Ken nodded and left. The professor gave me back my journal, I thanked him and took my seat. I saw the girls staring at me knowing that I did it. I ignore them. I can already see that they plan to tell Niel.

After school Niel's house.

"______ come here," Niel said, I let out a breath and can hear the girls whispering, obviously it's about me. I go inside the house with him, he sits down in his chair. I sit down in the other chair, "The girls called me and told me, you broke a window today," he tells me. I stayed silent, "______ we have talked about this that you can't reveal yourself," he tells me. "It wasn't my fault okay I didn't know that I could do that okay, and even if I did know I can do it I wouldn't have done it on purpose!," I tell him, I was getting upset. This always happens, sure he hears me out but sometimes I feel like he pretends to understand. He then put his hands over mine, I look at him. "This might be a new skill for you why don't we practice it a bit more tonight," he said. "But um," I said. "Your staying the night anyway right? Your sister is throwing a party and of course you can't be there, I already got your things for you," he tells me. "Thank you," I said, he smiled and then helped me stand up. "Go practice okay," he tells me. I nodded and head outside.

Outside

(You're Angel outfit and weapon)

I hit a few targets with my arrows. When I noticed the girls are staring at me, "Just take a picture already it will last longer," I tell them, I put my bow down and look at them. "Talk tell me what's on your mind," I tell them, "You know we are all getting really annoyed with you," said Nika. "Oh really didn't notice," I said, she was getting mad. "You need to be more careful," she tells me. "I am careful I didn't know I can do that okay!" I tell her. I then shoot another target, "You also need to follow my orders," she tells me. I look at her, "The day I follow your orders is the day you stop jumping head first into the enemy," I tell her. "Oh like you can do a better job at beating the enemy," she said, "I have and I'm the one who ends up saving all of you, then you act all offended because I saved you from getting killed you don't understand how strong devils and their demons can be!" I tell her. "Oh like Naomi knew and look what happened to her, she was the strongest and she was the first to go, good riddance glad I never met her," she tells me.

I was getting mad, I then walk away before I can do anything. It would be one against five, I then step outside the gate into the back where a forestry area was. I just screamed, then I heard something falling it was a tree it was split in half. I walk up to it, it was a clean cut. My magic mostly involved of seeing things from far away which helps my aim with my bow and arrow but, Telekinesis? Niel told me it's not possible for an angel to have more then one gift of magic. So how did I? "That was amazing," said a male's voice. I look and see a guy, "Who are you?" I asked, "Oh sorry for scaring you I happen to be passing by," he tells me. "This private land you shouldn't be here," I tell him, he walks closer to me. "I can go wherever I please just like your little angel boy can too," he tells me. I look his eyes were red. "A devil," I said and summon my weapon.

"easy angel I didn't come to fight you," he tells me, "Then why are you here?" I ask him, "Let me introduce myself first, I'm Myungjun and like you said I'm a devil," he tells me. "Okay I'm ______ and I'm about to shoot a arrow threw your head," I said. "Says the girl that can see things from far away but can't see what's behind her," he tells me. I was confused then he was gone and I fell to the ground. I look up it was Myungjun laughing, "stop playing what do you want!" I ask him as I get up. "I happen to notice you for a really long time and come to the conclusion that you are not very happy," he tells me. I look at him, "Your home life is not great your step-mom and sister act like your a stain that they can't get rid of, your father ignores how they treat you and act like you all are the picture perfect family, he refused to let you find ways to remove your scars from your body from the fire that killed your mother, saying it's a symbol that you survived which now with that angel's magic he thinks you went behind his back to remove it all." he tells me. He's right my Father won't look me in the eye anymore because my scars are gone, "You been bullied your whole life not a friend in the world still get bullied, you met that angel and the girl that became your best friend but she died, and your little angel friend who was so heartbroken got a new girl that looked like her and made her leader when she has no idea what the fuck she's doing, and those other girls follow, they all don't like you because you refuse to follow them and so they like to tell on you to angel boy to try and get you in trouble, and he takes their side a lot specially the girl that looks like your dead friend," he tells me.

I was getting mad again, "You have feelings for him but you know you have no chance because he's in love with your dead friend but since she's gone he's seeing her look alike as a replacement," he tells me. "Have you been spying on me?" I ask him, "I only spy on things that interest me," he tells me. He then uses his pointer finger to make me look at him, "And you definitely interest me," he tells me. I push him away, "Get to the point what do you want!" I ask him getting mad, "Getting mad I like that," he tells me. I get my bow ready, "Okay, okay calm down I'll get to the point I want to form a contract with you," he tells me. I look at him, "Contract? With you? Why?" I ask him, "I can give you more then what he can give you and what did he give you? He just hid your scars away he didn't get rid of them, he gave you that shitty bow and only unlocked some of your power. And what do you have to do in return? Risking you life fighting demons and dealing with a bunch of bitches that you have to save all the time and take the blame for their screw ups, I can give you more then that sure you have to do what I say but unlike him I will appreciate you, so what do you say?" he asked me.

I didn't know what to say, I look at him. "Look I-______!" I was interrupted by a familiar voice, I look behind me it was Niel and he looked mad, "Get away from him right now!" he tells me in a angry tone. "Chill angel I was just talking to her," Myungjun tells Niel. Niel then grabs my wrist and puts me behind him, "Why are you here?" Niel asked him, "Just passing by," Myungjun tells him. "Leave!" Niel tells him. "Okay I'm going," Myungjun tells him, he then looks at me. "Remember what I said and my offer always stands," he tells me, then he vanished. Niel looks at me, "What offer? what did he say?" he asked me, getting mad. "It's nothing okay!" I tell him, "Why didn't you use your bow on him?" he asked me, "I was going too but he didn't harm me okay," I tell him. "He is our enemy and alone you had the opportunity but you didn't take it!" he tells me.

I was mad, "You don't think I know that!" I raised my voice a bit, and then a cut was on his cheek. I was angry. He then hugs me, "Did he do anything to you?" he asked me, "No," I said. "I'm sorry it just I don't want to lose you how we lost Naomi," he tells me. I didn't say anything, "Niel did you only unlock little of my power?" I ask him, we then look at each other. He nervously laughs, and put some of my hair behind my ear, "What are you talking about? What your new ability? You must have more magic then I thought ," he tells me. Why does he seem nervous.

"Speaking of that we should probably practice that," he said, "You think?" I said and point at the tree that I split in half, "Oh my," he said when he looked at it. He then looks at me, "Yeah let's go," he said and we head back to the house.

Later that night

I was in the living room in Niel's house going through my study notes, my hair was wet and in a ponytail because I took a shower and was wearing a oversize baggy shirt and sleep pants. I put my notes down and let out a breath, "Tired?" said Niel, "My brain feels like it's about to explode," I tell him, he laughed a bit. He then sits down next, he then puts my head on his shoulder. His fingers brush my wet hair gentle, "You can't let that happen I need you around," he tells me. "Oh to make you food and take care of you when you make yourself sick," I said to him, he just smiled.

He looks at my wrist, "You still wear both of them?" he asked. He was looking at my identical bracelets that I had on, "Oh course it the

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