You're P.O.V
"Taeyang no," I tell my fiancé, who was trying to kiss me on the rooftop of our school, "stop being a stubborn woman," he tells me. I had my hands on his chest and I was pinned to the wall by him. He moves some of my hair away from my neck, and leans down and starts to kiss my neck. "Taeyang no people are going to ask," I tell him. "Calm down everyone here knows that you are mine and been mine since you and me were in our mothers wombs," he tells me and goes back to what he is doing. Taeyang and I have been arranged to marry since we were little, right now we both still in high school but once we are out we will marry.

Taeyang kind of scares me sometimes I do love him with all my heart but something happened. (AN: Trigger warning) recently I found out I was pregnant but I miscarried the day I found out and Taeyang blamed me and it hurt. He hasn't been very supportive even my own family and only one who showed me any comfort was his mother. Since then I haven't wanted Taeyang to touch me at all, but he has been so demanding since it happened. He kept on kissing my neck and then went up to my cheek and then my lip.

I felt one of his hands touch my clothed breast, I pushed him lightly this time. "No," I tell him, he was getting mad. "I can touch you where ever I want," he tells me. "But I don't want you too," I tell him, the bell rang I got out of his grip grab my bag and ran down stairs and away from him and went to class. And saw my friend Bora (Cherry Bullet.) "you okay?" She asked me as I sat down in my seat, "I will be," I tell her. And class started. After a few classes Bora and I went and met up with Remi, Linlin and May and sat down at are usually table.

"You have marks all over your neck," Said Remi "I know," I say to her. I just want to eat in peace, I felt a hand on my shoulder I look up it was Taeyang. "You're eating with me now," he tells me. And grabs my bag and my hand. I get out of his grip, "I don't want too," I tell him. "What was that?" He Asked angrily. I got scared I grab my stuff and say bye to my friends he takes my hand again and we were outside by the trees. We sat down under one I started eating my sandwich and he was eating his.

"We are going to check out wedding venues today so you are riding with me to meet our parents," he tells me, I nodded my head yes. I want to get out of this, ever since what happened our relationship changed from being loving to this. We finished eating and we still had sometime left before break was over, I was going to get up but he messed with my hair again and kisses my cheek and makes me look at him and kisses my lips. I lightly push him off, "stop," I said he looks at me annoyed, "What is with you lately you been pushing me away since what happened you won't let me touch you or kiss you or anything," he says to me. I got up and grab my stuff, and look at him.

"You really don't get it, I push you away because you blamed me for what happened why should I let you touch me when you, You're father, my parents blame me for what happened I don't want to be touched by you because now I hate your touch not only that you're not the same Taeyang anymore," I tell him and I walk away from in tears.

After school
"So a inside wedding will be perfect and have the reception over there," Said the lady showing us the venues. "Oh it's just perfect," Said my mother. "Yes kids what do you think?" Ask my father to us. "I think it's beautiful," Said Taeyang, I was quiet. "What about you dear?" His mother asked me. "It's okay," I Said not really what I wanted, I wanted a outside wedding with a outside reception I had my whole wedding planned out since I was a little girl. But I really have no say in anything not even my own wedding dress it's not fair.

I felt my parents stare of annoyance I didn't really care Taeyang's father couldn't be here because work. But he would give me the same stare. We continue to walk around Taeyang tried grabbing my hand but I slap his hand away. "Anyway when is the wedding?" Ask the lady "as soon as possible," Said my mother. "I bet our bride and groom are excited," the lady asks us. "We are," Said Taeyang "where's the restroom around here?" I asked her. "Over there," She Said "Thanks," I Said and walked away from the group.

I went into the restroom and just sat there for a while wanting to go home and lock myself in my room. I soon left and met face to face with my mother, "What is with you?" She asked "simple all this," I say to her. "What you not happy?" She asked me. "Yes I'm not happy you and dad have been choosing everything I get no opinion not even for my own wedding dress. Not only that the main reason I'm not happy is because you, dad, Taeyang and his father blamed me for the miscarriage I didn't even know I was pregnant I been under so much stress. If I knew before had I would have been careful but the main people who should have giving me comfort blamed me for it. And since then you all haven't really cared about me the only one who showed any sort of care and love is his mother," I tell her in tears.

"I can't believe this you are being ungrateful and you should have been more careful that was your punishment of not being careful if you were careful at all that child would be running around playing by now but you didn't even care," she tells me. Tears kept on falling, "I hate this, and I hate you," I tell her and run off crying. It's not my fault I didn't want my baby to die. I hate this life I want to go away. I felt a hand on my shoulder I look it was Taeyang's mother. She sat down next to me and hugs me, "cry it out dear," she said to me and I did I kept on crying and crying she just gave me comfort something my own mother should be doing.

"I...D-didn't mean F-for it to happen," I cried "I know I know dear it's not your fault it was just not meant to be it's okay it happens," she tells me.

End of You're P.O.V

Taeyang's P.O.V
Apparently _____ ran off I was looking for her until I heard crying I look it was _____ crying my mother holding her. My heart broke seeing her like this, my mother looks at me. And gives me a look, the same look she has been giving me and my father since the miscarriage. I felt awful I was hurting the only woman I ever loved. I got to make it up to her.

End of Taeyang's P.O.V

You're P.O.V
Engagement party a few weeks later

(AN: half of your hair is in a bun and the rest is down and curled.)
It was my engagement party but I wasn't having any fun or want to be here, I wasn't even faking being happy no I'm not happy what's the point of faking it but I have a plan for tonight. I actually disguised it with Taeyang's mother, and she agreed with my idea. Tonight Taeyang was really going to Propose to me and well just wait and see.

I was sitting at a table with some of friends and told them my plan, "I can't believe you are really going to do it," Said May "oh this is going to be good," Said Yuju. "You're parents are not going to be happy," Said Bora. "I don't care," I tell her. "EVERYONE PLEASE GATHER AROUND!!" Yelled Taeyang's Father, it was time I got up and went to my parents side. "Son," He says to Taeyang. Taeyang takes my hand and we stand in the middle, "______ we have know each other since we were babies and you are the only woman I love and want to be with. I know we have our ups and downs but we been able to get past it so," he says to me and gets down on one knee and opens the box that was in his hand and inside was a heart shaped diamond ring. "Will you marry me?" He asked me.

I get the ring out of the box, I smirk at him. "I bet all of you are expecting me to say yes well I got surprised for you all," I said looking at everyone, then at Taeyang. "No," I said and I throw the ring. Everyone was in shock even my parents and his father only ones who were smiling were my friends, his mother and my cousin Jimin (AOA) who I also told. "No? What do you mean?" He asked me once he stood up "You should know why I don't want to be with someone that blames me for a accident." I tell him and I walk away Jimin follows me and wraps a arm around my shoulder and we go outside to her car I already have a bags packed and everything I need. "Let's get out of here," she said as we got in her car and drove off.

End of you're P.O.V

Taeyang's P.O.V
I was standing the in shock and heartbreak, she doesn't want to be with me anymore. I felt tears leave my eyes and wipe them, that hurts so bad she just said no and throws my ring that I picked out for her just throw it like it was nothing. "That girl," said her mother "What was she thinking," Said her father "yes or no she is still getting married," Said my father. I got my phone out ready to call her to come back and apologize but my mother took my phone out of my hand. "Mom what are you doing?" I asked her "your not calling her nobody is, leave her alone," she tells Me. We all look at her.

"Dear what are you doing?" My father asked her, "this all of your faults you know," she tells us "how is this our faults?" Her mother asked "simple ever since she miscarried all of you blamed her, saying she had it on purpose, and that she didn't care calling her a monster you're own daughter. When you all should be comforting her, she didn't know she was pregnant and she couldn't control what happens. She was going through hell and you made it worse, she was depressed and miserable you don't know how many times that girl kept on blaming herself saying she should just die. Not only that," she said and looks strange at me.

"I'm so ashamed of you I thought I raised you better, she told me how controlling you been if she simply said no to you, you would become angry with her. She couldn't even eat lunch with her friends without you dragging her away," she tells me, I look down at my feet. "She can't even have the wedding of her dreams not even her own dress," she says. We all were quiet, "until she decides to come back the wedding is postponed she still wants to marry you son but not now," she tells me and gives me back my phone. She then looks at the guest and tells them to leave.

I stood there still when I heard someone coming up to me it was her friend May, "this is your own fault you know," she tells me. I look down again she then puts something in my hand and walks away. I look it was my engagement ring it wasn't broken thank goodness. I put it back in its box and put it in my pocket and walked outside, I let out a breath and wiped any tears away and decided to try and call her. "The number you have dialed is not available please leave a message after the beep." *beeeeeep*
"Hey it's me, I just wanted to tell you that I'm sorry I really am and want you to come back please, please come back I want to apologize to you. I'll see you at school I love you," I Said and ended the message. Please come to school tomorrow please.

End of Taeyang's P.O.V
You're P.O.V
"Hey it's me, I just wanted to tell you that I'm sorry I really am and want you to come back please, please come back I want to apologize to you. I'll see you at school I love you," He Said in his message. I felt tears leave my eyes and put my phone down, "it's going to be okay alright," Said Jimin we were still driving, "am I doing the right thing?" I asked her "he needs to be taught a lesson including his father and your parents this is their punishment. I know you care about them and love them but they need to learn what they did was not okay so until they learn you are not going back until you feel ready," she tells me. I nodded my head.

The next day
I decided not to go to school and would do online until then. I then got a text from Bora.

Bora: Taeyang came looking for you and he was really upset when he realized you weren't there. I never seen him so upset serve him right though.

I let out a breath and put my phone away, I was doing school work on the laptop while sitting on my bed in the guest room of Jimin's place she went to work so it's just me. I feel bad but I can't go back, my phone went off it was Taeyang calling I ignored it and shut off my phone he was just going to keep on calling me and my parents and his father. They think one day is enough nope I'm not moving until they learn. As I was doing school work I decided to turn my phone back on encase Jimin, Taeyang's mother or any of my friends decided to call me. I get a text from Taeyang.

Taeyang💕: I was hoping you would come to school today I wanted to apologize. But you didn't show up I was miserable all day, I wanted to hold you so bad and I still do please baby come back I miss you, I love you.
I sigh I do miss him and love him but I'm not going back until him and my parents and his father learn. I decided to reply because he's just going to blow up my phone if I don't.

______: This is the only time I'm going to reply to you, I am NOT coming back until you all learn. You think one day is enough? Hell no you haven't learned at all. I'm not marrying you until you learn. You can keep on saying you're sorry over and over again but I'm not budging until you feel the same pain. You remember how I felt when I lost our baby, I apologize to you for NINE DAYS during those nine days was hell you kept on blaming me over and over again no matter how many times I apologized. You need to feel the same pain I felt.

I sent the text and put my phone away then I went back to work.

End of you're P.O.V

Taeyang's P.O.V
I read her text and my heart broke even more then before, my friends looked at me. "Man He is broken," Said Zuho "he looks like his soul got sucked out of him," Said Chani "What did she say?" Ask Dawon "she says she's not coming back and not marrying me until I feel the same pain she went through," I tell them. "But you apologized," Said Jaeyoon "Yeah but she brought up the nine days she kept on apologizing to me when she miscarried but I never accepted her apology," I tell them "ouch," Said Hwiyoung "I hate life," I Said and put my head on the table. "Man," Said Youngbin "you did this to yourself my dude," said Rowoon "you just have to wait," Said Inseong.

I know I have to wait but I can't I want her home I want her back. I asked my mom where she was, but she told she can't tell me. I'm just so miserable. I deserve this pain, I just have to wait, wait until she is in my arms again.

End of Taeyang's P.O.V

You're P.O.V
9 days later
Jimin pulls up to the school, "you sure you want to do this?" She asked me. I looked at her and nodded my head, she held my hand in her's. "I have a feeling things are going to be better I'll drop your stuff off at your place," she tells me. "Thank you Jimin," I told her and she hugs me. "Good luck love," she tells me. I got out of the car and waved bye and she drove off, I walk up and people were Staring at me I ignored them. I went up to my locker, "______!" Someone yelled it was Bora and the rest of the girls they all ran and hugged me. "Guys you are squeezing me," I tell them and they let go and squealed . "Never leave us again," Haeyoon told me. I nodded my head yes. And we all went to class.

It won't be long until Taeyang hears the news, I just have to wait. And see.

Lunch time
It been a few hours and nothing wow I'm surprised, anyway I was actually heading to cafeteria after leaving the restroom as I was walking I heard running the next thing I noticed was two arms wrapped around me knowing it was Taeyang. "Hi Tae," I Said. "I missed you," he tells me. I didn't say anything I felt tears on my shoulder he was crying, "I'm sorry I'm so sorry." He tells me. "Do you finally understand what it was like being blamed and ignored?" I asked him. "Yes my mom kept on saying you got to remember you are in fault here and you're friends and you ignoring me, I understood what you were going through," he tells me.

It was quiet for a moment, "I realized that what happened I should have giving you comfort but I blamed myself for what happened to the baby I guess I just wanted to put the blame on someone and I blamed you," he tells me. I stood there about to cry, "I also realized I wanted revenge so I did that too you by forcing you to be with me always I'm sorry baby I'm so sorry," he tells me. I felt tears ready to leave. "Taeyang please let go," I tell him. He lets me go I turn around and wipe his tears away, "I think you learned," I say to him and walk away.

At home
(AN: you're in this.

And hair is down. Taeyang is wearing a red shirt and black jeans.)

I was expecting a earful from my parents but nope my mother just hugs me and apologize to me and just crying including my father. Taeyang and his family came over and his parents his father apologized and hugged me as well. After a while I was walking around the garden, and I stood on gazebo and Taeyang came over. "Remember when you and me would be pretend getting married up here all the time?" I asked him. "I remember you would get your teddy bear or Jimin to marry us off all the time," he says "that's when I knew I wanted a outside wedding more then anything I was also wearing a blue dress and a veil with instead of a tiara and flower crown. And most importantly that I wanted to be with you," I tell him.

"Same here," He Said and walk up to me, "I also remember I got this little plastic ring from a toy machine once it was a heart ring. And I got down on one knee and proposed to you here with that ring and you said yes." He tells me. I smiled, "I remember," I said. "That's when I knew I wanted to get you a heart shaped ring and I did," he tells me. "I'm still so very sorry baby I hurt you when I should have loved you saying we will get another chance it wasn't meant to be. I love you so much and I missed you," he tells me. "I love you too and I did miss you, you don't know how bad I wanted to turn around and forgive you but I had to be strong and not do it," I tell him. "And I'm glad you did," he tells me.

"What you did taught me a lesson and I'm glad you didn't come running back to me," he tells me. He turns me around, and hold my cheek in his hand. "I love you so much," he tells me. "I love you too," I say to him. "Can I do it again?" He asked "what?" I asked. He then gets down on one knee and gets a box out of his pocket, "I have been carrying this around since you left thank goodness it didn't break when you throw it. But will you," he said and opened the box covered my mouth I now looked at the ring when I first saw it I didn't really look at