You're P.O.V
I was looking at the photos of me and him as children, tears left my eyes. As I put ever photo into a box, until I saw a current one of us I ripped that one to shreds. "I hate you so much Changkyun, I hate you but I hate the fact I love you the most," I Said to myself crying. I was taking about my childhood best friend Changkyun or I.M what he likes to be called. we have know each other since we were 10 and been inseparable until high school hit. He became a playboy dating one girl to the next along with his friends.

And that hurt because I liked him a lot, and heck I'm middle school when a girl in my class who bullied my told me, I will never get a boyfriend or husband because I wasn't that pretty and shy. But Changkyun told me that he would be those things and be my first everything. Yeah stupid 13 year old me believed him, man I'm a idiot.

Recently he started talking to me again a few weeks ago, last time we spoke was freshmen year of high school. We are now Juniors. But I found it strange but happy that he was hanging out with me again. But then I noticed he was trying to flirt or touch my hair, and I didn't want him to know I had a crush on him and I felt like he was up to something and I was right. I found out today why he was hanging out with me again.

Flashback
I was walking around the school trying to find my friend Luda. When I walked past a classroom with the door cracked open, "I'm telling you guys she's not interested in me. So you guys were wrong," Said a familiar voice it was Changkyun. He was with Monsta X, "Dude we know she likes you, she might be one of those types that hide their feelings," Said Shownu, "really? I made the most stubborn of girls get in bed," Said I.M "Didn't you promise her back in middle school that you would be her husband one day?" Ask Wonho. I heard I.M laugh, "Yeah I promise her that but you really think I'm going to keep it, she is so boring now I need to finish this and move on to the next one," Said I.M.

I was in tears at this point, "Well hurry up and get her in bed," Said Kihyun "oh I will," Said I.M
End of flashback
After hearing that I ran home and cried my eyes out. That's where I am now, I deleted his number unfollowed him and blocked him and his friends on all my social media's. I heard a knock on my door Luda came in with some of the other girls. To make me feel better we are having a girls night tonight, Luda, Soobin, and Dayoung and I. I was supposed to meet up with I.M at a party but I'm not going, so we went out and had our fun.

The next day
I was walking with my friends into the building when Joohoney came up to us, "Hey I.M has been trying to call you since last night," he tells me. I ignore him, I walk away with the girls. "So what's the plan?" Ask Soobin "simple ignore him and his friends," I tell her. "He's going to try and get your attention soon," Said Luda. "He can try all he wants I don't care," I Said and we went to our classes, I was writing in my journal. When I heard someone clear their throat, I look at the person it was I.M.

"Hey where were you last night? I was worried and I had trouble calling you," he tells me. I ignore him and continue to write in my journal, "Hello? I'm talking to you," he tells me. I put my journal away and get out what I need for class. Before he can say anything else the teacher walked in and he went to his seat.

Lunch
I was sitting with my friends outside, just talking when Wonho came up to me. "Hey I.M wants to talk to you," he tells me. I ignored him, Wonho then goes back to his table, Luda looks behind her. "Their all coming over here," she tells me. And they did I.M put both hands on the table and looks at me, "Hey I have been trying to talk to you all day wanting to know if you want to go to a movie or not," he tells me. "Did you all hear something?" I asked the girls. He was getting mad, "Hey!" He Said. I continue to ignore him, he then grabs my arm and drags me away.

We were outside, "What is with you?" He asked me. I didn't look at him or say anything, "seriously ignoring me again? I'm so sick of it, what is wrong ? Tell me what did I do?" He asked me. I look at him, "you really want to know?" I ask him. "Yes!" He Said "Simple asshole I found out the only reason you're hanging out with me because you want me to get in bed with you and I found out your were not planning to keep your fucking promise," I tell him while poking him in the chest, his eyes widened. "You are such a fucking asshole I knew in my heart you would never keep that promise I was just a fucking idiot for believing you back then. I'm a idiot for even liking you at all," I tell him.

He was mad but then he put on a smirk, "I'm glad you found out that way I don't have to deal with you anymore. You think I want to be around you, god I hated it I just wanted to get my plan done and over with but you were difficult," he tells me. My heart broke there, I was so mad I then saw the rest of Monsta X and my friends. I then had idea if he didn't have a problem with putting his dick in random girls I don't mind doing this. I walk up to Wonho and grab his neck collar and kiss his lips. "Hmp hmm," he made a noise and kisses me back.

I kissed him for a bit and separated from him, I then push him, he then fell on the ground I look at I.M, he was pissed off. "That's one thing you won't be taking bye asshole," I Said and went with my friends and we left. "Wow girl that was surprising," said Soobin "now what are you going to do?" Ask Dayoung. "Nothing I just want to move on with my life I don't regret what I did," I Said "good for you girl," Said Luda and we continue to walk.

End of You're P.O.V

I.M's P.O.V
She just straight up just kissed Wonho Hyung in front of me. "Hyung you Alright?" Ask Kihyun to Wonho. "I thought you said she never kissed before because wow that was amazing," he said. My blood was boiling at this point, "Don't tell us you might start liking her?" Ask Minhyuk "no but I wouldn't mind kissing her again," Said Wonho. That's when I lost it I grab him from the ground and punch him, Hyungwon grab me. "DUDE WHAT THE HELL!?!! He yells at me. I don't even know and I just walked away from my friends.

End of I.M's P.O.V

You're P.O.V
At home
I was in my room listening to some music while reading a book on my bed laying on my stomach. When then there was a knock on my door, "come in," I Said and then my mom walked in, "Sweetheart Changkyun called me upset saying you ditched him recently and that you blocked him on everything," she said. My eyes widened oh that little shit head, "Yeah but you don't understand mom he has be being a jerk lately and I don't want to be sociable with him anymore," I tell her. "He also tells me you kissed one of his best friends in front of him," she tells me. I blushed, I slam my book shut, "he has also has slept with almost every girl in that school and he was planning on doing the same thing to me!" I tell her angrily.

She was shocked, "Okay calm down listen ______ you're father and I and his parents have noticed you two have been distant since high school started," she tells me. "Distant? He straight up just abandon me and then shows up out of no where and starts wanting to hang out and come to find out it was a lie all a lie. He even lied about that dumb promise in middle school I hate him so much," I tell her I was crying at the point. It was quiet for a bit, "Can I Be left alone please," I tell her. She nodded her head and left my room and closed the door, I just started crying.

The next day
I walked into school looking for Monsta X when I saw all seven of them by the entrance. I walk up to them and slap I.M. He looks at me pissed off, "WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT FOR!?" He yelled. "FOR ALL THE PAIN YOU CAUSED YOU NO GOOD MAN WHORE!!!" I Yelled back people were looking at us. "Hey you two calm down people are staring," Said Shownu "How dare you call my mother all crying pretty much saying I'm hurting you're feelings when you been the one hurting mine," I tell I.M ignoring Shownu, I.M froze. "Were you upset that I kissed Wonho Oppa?" I asked him. He just didn't know what to say.

"Sometimes I wish I never met you, I hate you so much," I tell him and I walk away from him. I go to class and went on with my day I just wasn't happy at all.
After school I went home and changed and headed to the mall.

I was going to store to store just browsing and decided to go see a movie. Once that was done I walked out of the theater and checked my phone. "Hey good looking," Someone Said. I look it was some creepy looking guy, I felt uncomfortable he came over to me. "What's a good looking girl like you doing here all by yourself?" He asked me. I felt uncomfortable and unsafe and before I can say anything I felt someone back hug me. "Baby there you are I have been looking all over for you," Said a familiar voice it was I.M.

He lets go of me and make me look at him, "Where have you been? I have been looking for you every where, I'm sorry that I was being a ass earlier can you forgive me?" He says to me. I was confused? What is he doing? Then he looks at the guy who was trying to flirt with me. "Babe who is this?" He asked me. I couldn't answer, I was in shock. "You are this hottie's boyfriend?" Asked the guy. "Yeah," Said I.M putting his arm over my shoulders, "but I saw her walk out of the movie theater alone," Said the guy.

I.M just smirks, "Babe I told you we would go see that film tomorrow," he says to me. I still didn't say anything, he then proceeds to kiss the side of my head I was blushing. He then looks at the guy, "Listen buddy she's taken and even though me and her are mad at each other I won't let some creep approach her like you," he tells the guy. The guy looks surprised, "Come on let's go," Said I.M. We started to walk away when the guy got in front of us, "hold up how do I know she is really your girlfriend? She hasn't said anything since you showed up I don't by it," Said the guy.

Crap, before I.M can say anything I kiss his cheek and hug his waist. "Oppa can we go home please," I say to him. He looks at me, "Yes we can," he tells me. And we walked past the guy and kept on walking, when we finally lost him. I removed his arm from my shoulders, "Thanks," I Said. I was about to walk away when he grab my wrist, "where do you think you are going?" He ask me. "Home," I answered him, "oh no you're not," he tells me. "Yes I am," I tell him. "Really with nobody home," he tells me. I was confused, "You're parents called me saying they won't be home until tomorrow morning, told me you were here. So I came to find you," he tells me.

"What do you want?" I asked him, "well I just saved you from that creep so why don't we have some fun," he tells me. My eyes widened, "W-What do you mean by fun?" I asked him. He just smirked and drags me out of the mall, we got in his car since I took the bus to the mall. And we drove off, I don't like this. We stopped at a red light he put his arm around me, I felt his hand on the back of my neck he makes me looks at him and leans in and gently kisses me. My heart was beating fast. He stops and the light turned green and he kept on driving.

We pulled up to the beach, where a party was happening I don't want to be here. "Come on," he tells me. "I don't want to be here," I tell him. He rolls his eyes and gets out of his car and walks to my side and gets me out. And drags me, we saw Monsta X and they were surprised I was with him, "why is she?" Said Kihyun. "I helped her out so she owes me," he tells his friends. I get out of his grip, I want to leave I don't feel comfortable specially after he kissed me. "Anyway since you're here ______ we are all about to play a game of dares," Said Minhyuk. "No thanks," I Said. Then I.M looks at me, "what's wrong? Why don't you want to play?" He ask me.

"Simple I don't want to dared to do something stupid or be with any of you," I tell him. "What? I thought you want to be left alone in a room with Wonho Hyung, after all you did willingly kiss him in front of us. Thought you would want some privacy with him," he tells me. They guys were laughing minus Wonho who was red of embarrassment, I was as well and angry but I'm going to be the bigger person here. "Are you really so upset with that? Wow I never thought I would see you this jealous of something like that." I say to him. He noticed I wasn't fazed by him, I then decided that if this was his plan to embarrass me, I might as well make him jealous.

"Fine I'll play," I says "that a girl," said Jooheon. We went to go sit with others who were playing and they game started and went on for a while. When Shownu asked me. "______ I dare you to kiss me," he ask me. I raised a eye brow. "Why?" I asked "Wonho has said when he kissed you it was amazing so I want to know if it's true," he tells me. I look at I.M man is he pissed, I shrugged my shoulders I don't give a fuck anymore. "Sure," I Said. I got up and walked over to him and grab his hand and made him stand up and I lean in and kiss him.

His tongue entered my mouth, after that he separated from me. And wiped his mouth. I go back and sit down and saw I.M pissed off face, I'm so dead but I don't care. The game continued for a while until everyone got bored, I grab a soda and went and sat down somewhere away from everyone. As I was minding my own business looking at the beach at night and admiring how beautiful it is. When I heard footsteps I look up it was I.M, "you look mad," I Said he then knocked my soda out of my hand. "Very mad," I Said. He grabs my arm and pulls me up, and drags me into one of the motel rooms.

I guess the people who were partying here decided to rent a few rooms and Monsta X had their own. He unlocks the door and pushes me inside, he walks in and shuts and locks the door. I look at him, he was mad. "So you call me a whore when you are the one being a whore to all my friends," he tells me. "Aww what's wrong you really all that mad?" I ask him being a bitch I'm not going to let him scare me. Even though I am slightly scared, "you," he said he couldn't finish what he was saying. I just sat down on the foot of the bed, "And you call me a whore when I only kissed two of your friends, when you sleep with almost every girl in the school. Geez that upset over a kiss? You kissed me in the car remember, oh wait is it because I kissed Wonho Oppa first and you second? Is it because you weren't first awww so sad," I Said to him.

He was getting even more mad, he walks over to me and pins me to the bed. " If you don't shut up I will," He Said "What? What will you do?" I asked him. He didn't know what to say. He leans in about to kiss me but he stops himself and gets off of me and is right next to me. His face being covered by his hands, "I don't know, I don't know what to do, I'm just so upset and angry with you. But I'm also angry with myself, I hate the fact you kissed two of my friends right in front of me. Specially one of them taking your first kiss when I should have been the one to take it but no. Because I'm a fucking asshole and been a jerk to you, I ditched you and was planning on using you and dump you. But the worse thing was I made a promise to you that made you wait for me," he tells me.

I just look at him, "Changkyun," I Said but he kept on going, "you know when you parents told me you were at the mall I was going to go and confront you but then I saw that creep and I was angry at him for even talking to you. But then I thought I would take that opportunity and well I guess to make you owe me. And I was," He Said "you were going to embarrass me here and use me," I Said to him. "Yes I was just so mad at you," he tells me. "Then why did you kiss me in the car on the way here so gently was that also part of your plan?" I asked him.

He looks at me, "no because I wanted to wipe away Hyung's kiss," he tells me. My eyes widened, "and now your lips are tainted again by Shownu Hyung," he tells me. He leans in but I cover my mouth, he moves my hand away and kisses me gently once again. My heart was beating fast I clenched onto his shirt, he then stops we look at each other. He gently puts his hand on my cheek, "I forgot how beautiful you are," he tells me. I look down, "don't," I Said "What?" He asked. "Don't hurt me like how you been doing," I tell him tears were running down my eyes.

"I'm not," he tells me. "How do I know you are telling the truth? How do I know you just not going to hurt me and go to the next girl? The only reason I kissed oppas was to make you feel the similar pain I felt. That's why? You think I liked doing that? Sure I don't regret it but still. I say I hate you but I'm reality I still like you a lot, and I don't want to be hurt anymore," I tell him. I cried for a bit, he makes me look at him. "I'm sorry for hurting you for so long, I understand why you did it to make me feel the same thing. I was jealous heck even before all that I hated any guy that went near you or talked to you at school. I come front them and tell them that you were mine, And I guess when we stopped talking when we started high school I used girls as a comfort but I never enjoyed it. Many times I wanted to talk to you, I didn't even knew that I had feelings for you until recently." He tells me.

He wiped my tears away, "I want just you, and only you I don't want anybody else," he tells me . He then takes something out of his pocket and takes one of my hands, "I have had this with me for a while now, and I won't be taking no for a answer I still have a promise to keep," he tells me. I look at my hand.

It was beautiful. "Changkyun," I Said "it's not a engagement ring but still even if you don't want me, I still want you to have it. I don't blame you for wanting to never speak to me again after what you heard in that classroom with my friends. And all the things I have done, just please keep this for me at least," he tells me. I just look at him, he was being sincere I can see it in his eyes, I lean in and kiss him. He kisses back, "Changkyun I love you Okay I only want to be with you," I